Alone, all alone, totally and utterly alone, completely and miserably alone. Why can't I be a normal girlfriend and call my boyfriend when I want him to come over.
I'm scared of Mike, scared to death. I don't know why. I'm scared of regret and humiliation. I'm so stupid. I never really liked Mike, I liked the picture I had painted of him.
I want a boyfriend who I can talk to like I talk to Kyle. I can tell him anything and not be worried about what he thinks of me. I want that and all the little bonuses of having a boyfriend(AKA-action and presents).
