MY JOURNAL
6-12-03
Hey everyone. How's y'all? I'm ok. Today I went skating with this huge gross bloody blister thing. That wasn't that smart because I could barley skate. I got maybe.... 3? 3 doubles in and that was it for me... that stupid blister felt like a couple nails digging into my heel. That was no good. Otherwise it's been a boring rainy day. Ok bye!
5-1-03
Well today was quite interesting. Floppy freaked out on a few of my friends and I and gave us lunch detentions. That was ok. I was only explaining what schtizoidfrania was to the kid next to me... and being quite loud. But WHO CARES OK? WHO CARES? IT'S A SUBSTITUE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT, MAN! But she got my name and put it on a list. What an idiot. Now I have to write an apology. I should say "Im sorry. Sorry for you that is. Sorry that you are stupid. Sorry for your husband. I can't believe YOU even got married. Sorry that you're pathetic. Sorry that you don't have the tolerence for some light chatting. BYE" but I'm not going to say that because I don't feel like getting in trouble even more.
3-24-03
Hi! How you all tonight? Well I'm pretty good. Today's been pretty good. And I finally am getting some links up on the links page. That has been blank for ages. My day was boring, and I've got nothing to really say! So ciao, see ya later.
3-20-03
Hey everyone, I switched my journal so now the recent days are at the top. I'm not putting the other dates in order, you'll live. I don't like communists, dictatiors, liberals, and dictatorships. Which explains why I dislike wildfire. I swear that I can never do anything right, EVER! I don't even like dancing. If you ask me it's for people with no life who actually enjoy putting movements to counts. I must have been stupid to join, but it was tempting... I joined so I could go to Florida with my friends. BUT WE'RE NOT EVEN GOING SO SCREW THIS I'M LEAVING. I don't remember the dance steps and it takes me a while to adapt to change, and everone is a prep in Wildfire. I don't like them and most of them don't like me. I'm not mean to them, I just don't talk to them! They don't like me because I can't remeber steps fast, and it's terrible. But that's ok, they can correct me, and critizise me, because I don't care. One of the members said, this is a dictatorship. If you don't care about dance, just walk out the door. DO YOU KNOW HOW BAD I WANTED TO DO THAT? DON'T YOU KNOW HOW BAD I JUST WANT TO DROP OUT? I WOULD WALK OUT THE DOOR BUT MY PARENTS ARE FIRM BELIEVERS IN "You finish out the year" things. It reallys sucks. Everyone can just go screw a cow who doesn't like me.
12-31-02
It's already New Years Eve? I thought that was in 2 more days till I looked at the Calandar! Well, New Years Eve always freaks me out! It's really dumb, I think that when the coundown gets to zero and eveyone yells stuff, I think the worlds gonna blow up! I don't know why! And I'm a little nervous thinking about it.
1-1-03
Woo hoo it's new years. I stayed up and watched Jay Leno! I didn't do much, just sat around all day and talked on the internet. Nothing too much to say.
1-2-03
Tasha came over today, it was fun. We can be pretty stupid together...like when she came over, we dyed our spaghetti with food colorings, it didn't look too appitizing. Then we watched my most favorite movie! Rock n' Roll High School! It's so corny! But my favorite band, "The Ramones" are in it! Then we came downstairs in the computer room, which happens to be where all my dad's recording stuff was. I saw these scenes in the movie with Joey Ramone singing in a microphone while the Ramones play. I saw a microphone in the room, just like in the movie, so I ripped it off the stand, but the plastic thing cracked in half and now it won't hold the microphone! In fact, it's still laying on the ground to this day...Then we crushed up old cd's that the cd burner messed up. That was fun! But first we chipped all the paint off!
1-3-03
Tasha and I were bored. We took a walk to downtown for no reason, and it was freezing outside! We walked up to the dollar store and got tons of candy and went to mc donalds. We felt like dirtbags walking home with a dollar general bag, but who cares...the dollar store is cheap! And we could get lots of candy. We saw this hitch hiker dude on the way home... he kept looking at us strange... . Then we had to sneak the candy in. If my mom saw the bagfull we had, she would have had a cow!
1-4-03
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TONI! Today is Toni's birthday. I have been going to her birthday party, but instead I went skiing. But I couldn't help it! I thought the dates were different. So I went skiing. It was fun, and I was better then I thought. I was going on a few black hills, but mostly blue. And I barley fell...except...When I was going down this one hill...this guy lost control of himself behind me. He fell right into me and knocked the wind out of me! I rolled down the hill, lost my sticks, and my skis got ripped off of my feet. But that was ok, because I wasn't hurt. After realizing what happend, I saw the guy a little ways down the hill! His glasses, skis, poles, hat, and even a glove were spread across the slope! I saw his glasses, they almost got crushed by another skiier! I brought his stuff he had lost to him, and at first I thought he was dead! He was just laying there! As I walked up to him i noticed his head...It was bleeding on the snow! The ski patrol had to come get him. It was weird. When I got home I was in a rush because I was now allowed to go to Toni's party late. My mom took forever to get home. I went to Toni's and fell asleep pretty fast, I was tired from skiing.
1-5-03
I woke up very tired this morning, people were noisy and woke me up after I fell asleep the night before! Then we all went to breakfast. The doughnuts were slimy and gross! I didn't eat them. I came home sort of hungry. Ever since then, I've been bored to death today. There's nothing to do, and I have a stupid time limit on the computer. I'm glad there's school tomorrow, I want to see all my friends again! Not that I like learining, it's just that people are there.
1-23-03
I guess it's about time I write in here. Life is too busy. I woke up early and got dressed, drank some coke, and walked out the door, to find out after waiting at the bus stop and freezing my filangies off, that there was no school. That pissed me! I went back home and slept in my clothes. Not that I wanted school, I was mad that I got ready, and I could have been sleeping! I've been reading "Lobotomy" a biography on Dee Dee Ramone, written by him, for the second time. That book is so good, his life sure was a wreck! I'm scared to death to get my report card. I don't think I'm going to make honor or merit roll, because of stupid Mrs. Billman, who I wish would just walk off of a cliff, and Mrs. Jury who is just a plain jerk. Me and Heidi make fun of Mrs. Billman in my language, Estonian. We swear at her in Estonian, and call her mean things. Heidi doesn't know anything excpet the few words I taught her, but anyways, it's fun! I guess it's one more day until doomsday. Maybe I will just shoot myself? Nah, I wouldn't do that, but sometimes I just want to be reborn and start a new life! I guess I 'm just stupid, I don't know.
1-27-03
Hangin' out on second avenue, eating chicken vindaloo...la la la. That's a Ramones song if you didn't know...It's stuck in my head. I am getting mad because no one is answering the phone at Toni's house. And I don't leave messages! I don't know, she probably can't go sledding anyways, maybe she would, but I don't think she has snowpants or anything. Her mom will probably say no. But that's ok because I went sledding yesterday too. It was fun, I broke the ice in the creek and almost fell in! And there was this barrel thing used as a ramp. That was fun! I went from the top of the hill and flew off the ramp and landed on my back. That sort of hurt! But I got up and made a pile of snow, which I flew over and landed on my back again anyways, because i went to fast.
2-12-02
I got Valintines day presents today. Cards are way to difficult to pick out!!! AND it makes it half worse when your mom is there, and making fun of you! But I guess I survived. I KILL MYSELF I KILL THE PAIN A SUICIDE DEATH A SUICIDE GAME MY SKULL HE'S BLEACHING IN THE DUST MY RAGE TURNS TO INSANE LUST ALL DEPRESSED ALL ALONE I DRIFT INTO THE DANGER ZONE DEADLY SPITTING COBRA LIFE OF CRIME I WANT REVENGE I WANT WHAT'S MINE...scream that about 5 times faster then you though it to yourself and play an A and B chord, and you've got the song that's stuck in my head! called endless vacation by the Ramones. I saw this care bear big cardboard thing in front of the yum yum tree today...I asked my mom to buy it for me so I could shoot b-b's at it. But she said NO and I got mad at her. BUT I did get a bobbing head Joey Ramone thing which made up for it!
2-22-02
I'M A VERY JELOUS PERSON. I can't help it though. I feel sarta hopeless today, nothing ever goes right on days like this anyways. BUT after I got some caffine, I feel ok. I guess I need pop! ANYWAYS, I'd like to say that Texas Chainsaw Masacre and The Haunting are very good movies. Yeah, I know they aren't really that scary, but I don't care what you say! I'm going to watch Pet Semetary after this! I'm now obsessed with horror movies. Oh, and I like how I look better with my new specticles! In other words glasses. I look like one of those cool people from Devo? didn't they wear my kind of glasses? I don't know I think they do!