Though now death has become so mainstreams that people dont know what it means anymore. There are people wearing goth makesup hating the world and sidistic people that bleed themselves for the rush. How truly does you life have to be so awful that death is your obtions? We have shows were death in supernatural creatures make them beautiful and live forever but who would live forever if given the chance. I would rather live and know that every breath I take, every step I take takes me closer to the simple pleasures in life. I can love freely, I can be loved back. I can gain knowledge and lose it with time. I can be anyone I want to be and when my time is up I can leave this world knowing that the time I spent with the people I cared about was priceless. To be immortal is to never have lived. An immortal can live their life never appreciate what makes humans so unique. That there limited lifespan is so significance. A person who lives to be atleast 40 or 80 years old can learn more and appreciate more and be more knowledgable then someone who lived to be 400 years old.
I'm not saying everyone life is great and should rejoice in it. But its a gift from a mother from her womb to you. How can a person just through that away? If you were conceive by love, its a hard struggle a mother has to take in order to bring a child into the world, how can someone throw all that away. I've lived through tragedies where all I can think about was death be the right choice but its not.
Death is a selfish act a person comits because they are too much of a coward to deal with it face to face. I understand people may have been raped, raped by family members, beaten, abuse, the list could go on forever and all good valid points on why you would hate your life. But the reality of the situation is that you were given a choice. A choice to stop them from hurting you, you have the power in your hand to say enough is enough this is my life and you can treat me otherwise. You have to understand that misery loves company and a person who lives wallowing in the mistakes of their past are better off dead. There is a reason why the past is in the past and it should not be brought up. Though a person can reminisice about the "Golden Days" they soon realize that every day live has become a "Platinum Day" that cant be compared.
You are a daughter, a son, a spouse, a parent, a friend your everything that your heart desires and much more. You have to realize that your not only affecting yourself, but everyone around you. Your life is yours but you have to understand that you are part of someone else life as well. We are all tangles up together which is one action affects us all. Dont be selfish, and dont try to give excuses. Death is not an option. Death is a beautiful way to end after a full fill life and only that.
Never to be afraid of who you are beacuse others think different of you. I've seen a lot of people who've taken their life and wonder if they ever made a difference. Well I'm telling you no, you haven't made a difference because you chose the easy way out. How can a person be respected by the actions that lead to the simple way out. I'm sorry I cant feel pity for you I wont. You can keep victimizing yourself and wanting to die all the time so you can use that as leverage when you dont get what you want. Think about it, close your eyes and think. The absolute silence, the never ending silence, the darkness that will be you in a whole six feet deep below the ground. That is what your life has been compacted to. A 6" by 7" box filled with a body that will fade to sand within time.
I am not a religious person but the important thing is that I believe. I believe in a better world, I have to, I have to dream to help me get through the day. I have to be able to wake up every day knowing that the time I have with the people I love is precious. I've learn not to take things for granted because one day you can lose them in a heartbeat. I dont want to lose the time I have with people when I know I have still another 20 years to live and when I surpass those 20 I still have another 40 years to live. What truly makes a person immortal is the teachings and legacy they left behind? That they made a difference and will be remember, you dont have to be famous you have to touch someone heart and they will live their life knowing that you made them feel special. I know its not a lot but it would mean the world to that one person.
Your life is as important as any movie star, politician, or president because at the end of the day you are who you believe yourself to be. As long as you believe in yourself than you know that all your sacrifice meant something to someone. They still mean to your friends and family. You are special and important and it doesn't matter wether you have a good life or a bad one becasue there is no such thing as living a bad life. Your letting yourself live that way and as soon as you change it you will know that you can make a difference. Dont let others bring you down, dont let death tempt you. Its only there to consume the souls of the lost. People who commit suicide whether they believe in a divine power or not will never rest, their souls will not rest because every one has a life's purpose and when they full fill that purpose they will move on to greater things. If you stop yourself then you can never fullfill that purpose and you will be lost forever. If anyone hasn't told you this today I will, I LOVE YOU FOR THE PERSON THAT YOU ARE, FOR THE HAPPINESS THAT YOU BRING TO SOMEONE'S LIFE, YOUR SPECIAL, AND I HOPE TO HAVE THE LUXURY TO MEET YOU SO I CAN APPRECIATE THE LIFE THAT YOU LEAD. Take the blades and throw them out, take those thoughts and banish them from wence they came and know that the hardest thing in this world is to live in it. Sometimes the hardest thing in life lead to the best rewards. Everything worth it in life is defenetely worth fighting for, keep fighting the honrable and live, live for yourself and the future generations you wll help.
LIVE