I was
no, I've been
something
out of the ordinary
feeling
of this
mechanical process
of being

I would feel
the deadly pauses
beaming
in my heart
as i would stop 
breathing

Could there be
a way
to make
a memory
living?

Could there be
a way
to wake
a feeling
bleeding?

Would you tell me?
Oh, could you tell me?

Should i be
the swelling composite
of cells
vibrating in my soul 

i dont know
I dont know

i dont think

there is a process in 
my brains
that takes away the
unfeeling

Oh, what a tragedy