Loving You Still

As I look at the stars tonight
I wonder where you are
And if you are alright

I try not to think about you and what we had
'Cause when I do, it only makes me sad

I don't know why I can't let my memories of you go
I guess that's why I carry such a deep love
For you within my soul

I know you don't love me and haven't for some time
I just wish I could set these feelings for you free
And finally clear you from my mind

I have no harsh feelings toward you
But I've bottled up lots of regrets
Because of things I did do
And that's something I'll never forget

But you can't turn back the hands of time
If only I could be loved like I was back then

I wish I could fill this void in my life
And the pain in my heart
It cuts me like a knife
And rips my world apart

My tears fall gently through the night
But through the day
I pretend like everything is alright

I've tried to love someone else
But my heart won't allow me to
'Cause when I'm with him
All my thoughts go back to you

I wonder how our lives would have been
If things had turned out better
Know I would have you now
If you had never met her

But you knew her before we ever met
And I guess that's something you couldn't forget

We had our problems...

That's something every relationship goes through
But you wouldn't even give me a chance
To try and work things out with you

I know we could have worked things out
But you wouldn't try
And you would always get mad
When I would start to cry

You told me that you lovd me the night you left
When I closed the door
Then you called me the next day
And said you didn't love me anymore

I just hope that you are happy
And have all the love you'll ever need
But if you're not and you need someone to love you
Then just come back to me
Because I'm not the same person I was, I've changed
But my love for you is still the same

Taken from Lovepoetry.com, written by woman in love
Love Poems
Never

Never say I love you if all you say is a lie,
Never hold my hand if in the end I will just cry.
Never look my way and whisper softly in my ear,
Never say you always will be close and forever near.
Never say a promise you just intend to break,
Never say "I'll love you always"
Because those words to me are fake.
Never ever make me feel like you are the only one for me,
And never make me feel I just cannot believe.

Written by Julie Anne L
To Dream of Love

Each night when she dreams,
She sees the love she could've had.
His face brightens her night.
The thoughts of him,
Help her get through the next day.

Whenever she hears his name,
Tingles go up her spine.
Memories of him are replayed
Each day in her mind.
The sound of his voice
Makes her weak in her knees.

She dreams of a love with him
A love that is devoted and secure.
In my mind, I wonder
If dreams do come true,
Because the one I have been dreaming of is you.

Written by Kristy Michelle Kennedy
My Friend

You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle,
Cherishing you instantly, without a second glance,
I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously,
I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me.
I would always have given ou anything, just to keep your interest,
Stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused,
I never pulled away from a kiss, that held a painful hint of truth,
Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you.
I wanted more than just the infactuation that you found in me.
You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need,
So I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end.
You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you make love to me, as a friend
But eventually, my love, friendships fade too,
And I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you.
Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to an end,
So all that's left to say, is goodbye, I love loving you, my friend.

Written by Diana Stewart
A Love to Remember

I close my eyes and you're still here
Oh, the aching my heart does fear
For when I open my eyes again,
You will not be with me then

For what we shared was beautiful
No words could ever describe
The love, the feelings, the smile, the joy,
That were all bottled up inside

My heart still pounds as I think of you-
Your touch, your smile, your eyes of blue
They are so deep, with thoughts inside
Those thoughts from me you cannot hide

I want to close my eyes and remember it all-
The smile on my face when I think you might call
I see you standing there at my door
Oh, I wish it could be once more

To let you come into my house and my heart
The taste of your mouth as it starts to part
The touch of your hands on my back and my face
The passion built up inside is release from that gate

The gate that kept these feelings locked inside
The feelings that for years I always wanted to hide
But you, being the giving person you are,
You gave me so much of yourself, by far

You helped me to heal, and you taught me to feel
You taught me how to open my heart to what's real
And I thank you for that with a love from my heart
We knew all along that someday we'd part

But we promised to remember the love we shared
We promised never to forget how very much we both cared
As you wish, I love you, it all means the same
You'll be in my heart always... it was never a game

The minutes will turn to hours, and hours to days
The days will turn to years, then there will be a way
For the two of us to find each other again
When we pass to the new world to be with family and friends

I will always love you

Written by Linda A. Cousin
A Decision to be Made

I've never seen the stars so bright,
never went to bed with a smile on my face at night,
Never felt the feeling I felt when you kissed me that night,
having you hold me in your arms made everything feel right
Never felt a love so true,
until the day I fell in love with you.
Never thought I could love again,
never thought I could trust men.
You showed me a side of you I had never seen before,
and now I want to pursue this relationship even more.
I want it to be more than it is but could that really be?
Could you picture yourself loving me?

Written by Danielle Foster.
Afraid of Loving You

I'm afraid to kiss you
Too scared to let you go
Can't trust the things you say or do
So ashamed to let you know
The way I feel inside
Afraid you'll make me cry
Afraid you'll tell me lies
Afraid you'll walk out of my life
I can't stand thinking of you everyday
Scared that this feeling would never go away
Afraid that if we become more than friends
I might fall in love with you again
I'm afraid of making mistakes
Scared my heart would break
Afraid to hold your hand
Afraid that you won't understand
Too scared to open my heart to you
Because I'm afraid of loving you

Written by Joyce Cariage Ordaniel
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