| You Didn�t Know |
| I see your love, but I cannot get past All those harsh words that will forever last You may have not known how you made me feel Or that it even was such a big deal You yelled, you raised your voice too loud It was like being stuck under a dark rain cloud No where to go, no where to hide Just had to keep it all inside You called me stupid, you called me a bitch I just sat there making sure not to twitch Everything you said to me, I took to heart And everytime, a piece of me fell apart I used to think you hated me and did not care And often at times I felt I could not bare Maybe it was my fault for not telling you how you made me feel Because I was your kid, I thought you wouldn�t take me for real Every once in a while you go back to those days And I�m back in my room in my old gaze Lately I�ve been so confused and complexed Wondering what I should think next You�re being so nice that I don�t know how to be I know it�s genuine, but the past is all I can see I maybe too sensitive and I know I have it all wrong But how you were never let me feel like I belong I know that you were great parents, I know that this is true But you think you have done nothing wrong, I just wish you had knew You used to call me a bitch, but know I really am one Because people say what is done is done But my mind doesn�t work that way Those memories I can never throw away I know you didn�t mean to say what you did But it�s too hard to let those words be rid I�m sorry for everything I�ve done, I�m sorry for writing this down I�m sorry if this was wrong, I�m sorry if this brought a frown But this was all stuck in my head and I needed to release them from me I needed to be able to look at the thoughts and really see I know you love me and I feel the same And there is no one to put to blame. |