Where

Am I here?
Where
I�ve lost sense of belonging
I�m gone
Into my own world
Where I�m safe
Far away from everything
No judgments
No pressure
No uncomfortable questions or feelings

A place where it�s ok not to know
Somewhere you don�t feel bad for not knowing
     How you are
     How you�re feeling
     Why you are the way you are
A place where you are comfortable
     Where your muscles don�t ache
          For being uneasy near people
     Where you don�t have to shake because you�re nervous
Somewhere your mind can wander with no problems
     Your mind is free
     Your heart is free
But most importantly,
     Your soul is free.

Why can�t I be there?
Why must I be in everyone else�s world?
     It�s not fair
Where�s my heaven on earth?