| THOUGHTS |
| Once in a while I have random thoughts and I thought I would put them here. |
| 2-12-02 Now, think in the �here and now�. Don�t worry about the future of the past. Everyone keeps saying this, but I think that is stupid. Everything we do now, affects the future so I can�t think in the now and forget the future. If we only thought about the now then everyone would be out having fun doing whatever they wanted even if it was bad for them. Why is this world so contradictory. It drives me crazy. |
| 5-8-02 Born defective. I wonder when I will be recalled. Hope it's soon. Can't take much more. Shouldn't waste time. All I want is sleep. When will I get my eternal sleep??? |
| 9-6-02 I don't see any reason to live. Life sucks and even when it doesnt, its still unbearable. I don't care anymore. When the time is right, im checking myself out. I apoligize to all those that care, im not worth anything. Im nothing and im tired. |