| My Eyes, My Heart, My Mind |
| My eyes stare blankly in the distance. My heart is filled with hate, Not hate of others But hate of myself and who I have become. My mind is filled with worthlessness. My body aches with pain. Pain not from physical hardship But rather mental. My outer skin shows no signs of emotions But on the inside, I am a fireball powered by feelings. Feelings of helplessness, hopelessness and fear Fear of failing, fear of succeeding Fear of wrong decisions and fear of the outcomes of the right ones. Fear of breathing in the hatred that lies beneath And fear of living. Overwhelmed by everything I have hit a detour. Caught up in my indecisiveness I must choose. |