Inside

Screaming
Throwing things
Breaking things
Hitting
Pushing people away
All these things I�m doing
Inside
I see
I hear this
In my head
It�s like a movie
A tornado of anger
Contained inside
What you see
And I see
Are different
Calm, quiet, no expressions
The sky with no hint of rain
Is what you see
Violent, uncontrollable, devastation
Rain clouds, wind, lightning, thunder, unstable ground
Is what I see and feel
Inside
In my eyes
Can you see
A peephole of what I am?
Can you see the movie?
Can you see the storm turning?
Or do you see the boards
I used to block you
From seeing
Inside.