My Dear Friend:
I am just writing to tell you, how sorry that I am,
I wish that I could take it back, so we could start again.
My world has not been the same, since you went away,
I would give anything to have you here today.
I know that I was wrong, and I really made you mad,
I wish that you could understand, it was the only choice I had. If you could only try to see how hard it is I tried,
then I think you could see the reason that I lied.
So many times I wanted to say, please hold out your hand,
I guess I never thought you would really understand.
We use to be so close, always you and me,
now we are like two ships passing in the sea.
How often I do wonder, what's going through your head,
do you think of things we did or something that we said?
I was also wondering, when you see me passing by,
is it really hard for you, to look me in the eye?
I remember all the teasing that we use to do,
how I use to love it and knew that you did too.
I loved being your buddy, yes we were more then friends, there was a special bond between us, that I thought would never end.
Now the time has come, I really need to go,
I miss you so dearly, and wanted you to know.
So when your life has got you down, and your world has come apart,
I hope that you will know, I hold you in my heart.
Kellye Reinhart
I was wondering if you really know,
how much you mean to me?
You get me through the bad days,
and it really helps a lot you see.
Have I ever told you, how afraid I am...
that someday you might walk away?
I don't know what I would do,
so please I'm asking you to stay.
Do you really understand...
all that I have been through?
If you could put yourself in my place,
then you'd feel it too.
You asked for me to trust you,
but all I ask is why?
Everytime I trust someone,
they always say good-bye.
I know it's not easy,
for you to really see...
but I wanted you to know,
how much you mean to me.
Kellye Reinhart
I want him to think of me,
to see my face,
to hold my gaze, to see me in his dreams,
I want him to think of me and wonder what he has done.
Then, I want him to come back,
and to call on me one day,
and to see that I have gone away,
I am no longer me,
I have changed, and I am OK.
And then, as time goes by,
I want him to miss me,
as much as I once missed him, to see me by night,
and to think nothing else by day,
for then I can turn him away.
It may seem cruel,
heartless to some,
but maybe it will make him realize just what he has done.
Kellye Reinhart
