My Mother

Frustration at the state of the world
Somewhere along the way I lost touch with her
My deep blood pulse became electronic
The warm soft flesh of my body became latex
The clumsy, messy movements that reminded me of my dark and muddy beginnings
Became mechanized
I feared the the immensity of the sky, so I built a roof
I feared the grasses, roots and dirt of the land, so I wore shoes
I feared the air, so I filled my home with the quiet buzz of climate control
I feared the magic that grew my food, so I ate only what came from sterility
And I feared all the other children she had borne, my teeth, bone and blood siblings
So I slaughtered them, and denied ever knowing them
Because her rhythms are deeper than sound
And because my spirit is so far removed
I have lost touch with the gravity and intensity of her life force
And suffer, unknowingly, the emptiness of spirit
That accompanies my pride in humanity
Imagine her pain as she watches me destroy
Each beautiful bit of her creation
All in the name of dominion and progress
Imagine her tears as the cancer I created
Eats away at her once dark and fleshy soil, her liquid soul, her blanket of breath
Meant to sustain and maintain a perfect balance
Imagine her sorrow as she sees how far I have distanced myself from the stuff of life.
After all, I am not an animal


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