Here I sit, looking at my reflection
trying to see who I am.
With lonliness comes a depession,
a numb feeling I don't understand.
Often times I sit and I cry,
while other times I swim in doubt.
Feel as though I am trapped in a cage-
attemped escape always leaves me worn out.
Don't turn away, see these scars that I bear!
I can't stand them anymore!
These eternal scars that I bear
burn at me-burns all the way to my core...
Father of deception and lies let me be,
For I know you are the eccense of my strife.
You'll never change this true perception of me,
Though you may attempt to take my life.
Mayhap you succeed-
But you'll never destroy the Holy Spirit within me!
Suspened in the air/Curious how the little things intrigue
The surface seems so flawless
A vision of him standing there/With awareness now,I impose
A burning question-a strange intellect
As vague as this may seem/Love-the only word to describe my vision
Clear and blue-Pure and alluring-draws me nearer yet
A feeling of intoxication-must be to blame
For of one mind-I am not
Absolute in will/For all I see is the embodiment of he
A surge of energy/That of fire/I yeild to its will
As it pulses through my mortal body
Self-image becomes obscure/Warped-my vision of myself has become
Cool and composed-unphased/Where did you come from?
Not only that-where did you go?
Let me care for you/Just to forcibly let you go.
Images that seemed clear to me once before-Now shrouded from my vision
What is this blindness that I cannot see-What was once so vivid and bright?
Details cloud my sight.
