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| ABOUT FACE! |
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| Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead.Yesterday is a promise that you've broken.Don't close your eyes,don't close your eyes. This is your life. And today is all you've got now. And today is all you ever have.Don't close your eyes-this is YOUR life...Are you who you wanna be?-Switchfoot 2002 |
| So many ghosts. So many demons. Demons of the past. And even more freightening-of the future. I can feel them. Almost suffocating to think of it. But neither past nor future belongs to me. With that said I can finally move on. I want to taste life again! To be able to measure every taste after to it! To finally know where I belong...and with whom. To be learned and wise-With an understanding and knowing. To blur the line between passion & COMpassion! To have a compassion that fuels like fire!... But I will never truly find that here. What ever fiery passion I may accquire will be evaporate quickly.. Afraid of change-but...longing for it with every beat of my restless heart! I AM TRAPPED! trapped....within myself... This fact alone forces me to ask my self a very odd question--How can one be content and restless at the same time?-- How ever this feat is accomplished--I do it everyday! And I'm TIRED of it! NO MORE! I want to love life and love living again. I will change the pattern that my life has been to keep me trapped for so long! By the grace of God-This is MY life-and I am not who I want to be! Who I want to be is someone who doesnt SETTLE. " Bless me indeed-Oh, Lord! I love you dearly! Fervently my soul clings to you! Fearfully and wonderfully yours!" In the end-all that matters-is when you find yourself in the day of adversity-when the sun rises on the new day..you are still standing. And by the grace of God-when this is all said and done-I WILL stand tall! Remember this face-my face. I hope this gives those of you out there in any similar situations hope. And a determination to claim the life that has always been yours! Take Care, Miss Sarah Jane |
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