memorydeeny

Chuck's Day
Life without her is so hard to describe.,, Each day when I wake up I want to return to my sleep, and my place I share with her. My dreams, in which she lives and we laugh and enjoy the sun.. My place where never will I be alone... Where I will always have her by my side.. I climb from my bed, the one that we shared in her life and we now share in my dreams... I start the day knowing that if I get through it, again I can rejoin her.. I do all the things that make the day pass quickly... My only goal is to make her resting place as beautiful as possible.. I want it neat and orderly as she wanted her home. She would not want visitors if everything was not in place.. I visit our children and grandchildren and see her smile on there faces and I see the twinkle of her eyes in theirs.. I look at them to draw her features even more strongly in my mind. The sun is setting soon... I visit her resting place one last time.. Then I return to my home where I make haste to retire to my room,,,our room,,,my dreams, and to the place where once more I can be near her and finally after a long day my mind is happy and I can smile...for there she is in my dreams, once more with me...and I am complete.

Hi I'm Merranda, My Mammaw Deeny has just passed away. I miss her so much. Her and my Pappaw mean the world to me. When I was little them were my itaal and stil are. Without my Mammaw I feel so lost, I wish I were there mabey it might not of happened, but it would have. My Pappaw feels the same we both are lost without her I mean I miss her so much. When she was home I could remember how she looked and how she smelt. Her hair smelt like strawberry and cream. and she was wearing her scrubbs for bed and they smelt so clean and I still smell her today, so when I look in my Pappaws eyes I see his sadness and his love for her and when I look up into the clouds I can see her smiling at me, and when I hug my Pappaw I remember hugging my Mammaw. I tried my best to explain in words my love for Mammaw, and it is hard and Mammaw I miss you and love you.
By Merranda
Our 11 years old Grandaughter/Daughter

January 6, 1956- April 5, 2007