The Jade Book of Words
The poems in this section are so named because they are all taken from a little book that lives on my bookshelf, which I bought more than 8 years ago for a diary and never used. The book itself is indeed jade-colored and is slowly filling with poetry as it happens.
   While I am egocentric, I do have to give credit where it's due, and here I want to pay a tribute to my Muse. If she ever divorced me it would be more than a nightmare; my whole world would end... :( I don't know if she goes online, but she reads intent, no doubt. This book is dedicated to her.
Titled Against the Burgundy Journey
The phoenix watched, cried its song of death and pain.
I did not remember the note of rebirth eternally present.
Did I simply miss it?
It plummeted. I saw the flame of its wings fall,
  felt a small hole opening in my heart.
The dragon lifted its head from the waters of Entire.
It watched with crystal eyes, then slid back into the depths.
I did not notice, at the time, the truth which was slowly becoming.
Were the clouds truly thickening? I felt only the wind gathering,
  and lifted my face to the breeze.
I did not feel the growing heaviness.
I felt only the brisknes of Fresh borne upon the wind.
It happened, as it always does,
as it did before
repeating itself. Never a new tune, that... always the same
  to ears which grow deafer each day.
I saw only, with deep shock, that the walls did not crumble
   but toppled.
The flames did not burn but went up in a blast and died
  under the new onslaught of black, freezing rain.
The gryphon closed its eyes in its cave of gold.
I stod, disbelieving, atop the last hill of the Reign,
as the despair settled in thick folds over my Heart's-Place.
With truth, at last, dragging upon my eet
  like leaded manacles, I sank and wept.
Far off, the unicorn cried a pearly tear which burned
  the place it fell upon.
  10-23-00
Enough to Hope It Will Grow
This       'love
Is like finding one blade
Of Green            grass
That is emerging, crumpled and fresh,
hidden long under layers of rock
and black ash

Not enough to feed upon
      (yet)
But enough to
    wait for...
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The Arrival
The darkness is cleft by a rush of wings,
  a scent of fragrant air.
I glance upward, eyes full of the newcoming ways.
The darkness is sprayed outward and gone in the face
of this new light,
a shining.
  Her eyes glowing with the golden sky of
      sunrise, Her hair
a multitude in itself. Rainbows but colorless,
bright          vibrant.
As She smiles, stars break and glow bright
     about Her,
The cosmos shine and swirl
a gossamer sparkling robe
Around Her smooth feet. I look up to Her,
Shining bright as the sun and soft as the Moon,
   hear the songs in
cascading fountains of music,
Pour from the stars and pool at Her ankles.
I breathe in Her perfume of ages, sweet and ancient,
fresh and bright,
   and as She begins to speak to me,
I burst into bloom.
12-00
go back to the wall
back to the poetry
Resong
The songsmith calls, the calling cries,
the phoenix rises from my mind
a wild wisdom, a falling cry, a swelling feeling
from the darkened sky
The dragon is stirring, do not repent
of the songs you sang and the poems spent
of the moonlight madness to which you succumbed
or the flying freedom
that you have become
12-00
The Thundered Blade
A child's cry, a bleeding childe
The dragon's bloode makes gold eyes wild
The sword is risen in the glade
Through the thunder is the blade
By its fall the change is made.
  A blue eye red, a scarlet face
Within the veins, a pulsing race
Twisting in the tortured night
Pulling bonds forever tight
In the glade, a timeless fight.
  Claws are bared, a growling low
Lightning reveals in the snow
Staggered back, the ground gapes wide
Revealing hell-colored tides
And screams for mercy as it slides.
  The last soft blood, spots that weave
A runic poem on fallen leaves
With steps heavy, silent hail
Pressed to ground by iron rails...
A phoenix preens its glowing tail.
2-1-01
A Pale Girl
Do you look up tonight? the moon
a pale girl rides through a
river town, her hands
trembling for the cool secret of warmly
scented windowpanes
which rises, jostling amongst
the diamond chips upon her path.
  Can you listen and hear faintly
murmuring songs of these crystal pinpoints
as her,
pale girl rides slow to the
belltower and pauses but a breath
to watch beneath, the gentle
pulsation of one hundred lights?
  She glances behind to
the pink nose of dawn, wandering
through her foot-
prints,
erasing them with violet light
4-12-01
Seadream
Waves breaking on the shore, I wander barefoot
In the sliding foam, alone for
The mewing cries of gulls far
above.
The wind that
tugs playfully at my hair, breathing
into it salt and an ocean
coolness,
swirls the thin glass sheets of
water around my feet
which look like pale fish patting slowly
Through the foam.
Across the long forest top that is
the ocean, I
can taste the cries and calls
of a hundred thousand dozen
Mermaids smiling
sweetly up at sailors who are a long way
from their homes
Wept
I love you so much that if you ever
went away,
            I would cry
enough to make a rainbow of tears
then everyone could look up at the sky
and think,
how beautiful is her pain...
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