Outdoor Wonderings-Click to hear poem recited... feel free to laugh...or actually try to understand it.
Meditating... on my throne of a concrete bench, Indian style.
sipping this sweet creamy substance, but
feeling like an inadequate child.
Subconsciously a new alertness subsides.
I look out from these inquiring eyes and see the wind.
"They" told me we were allowed to only see a
portion of the color spectrum, "very limited to seeing waves."
Well I have proven them wrong. The wind is so seemingly patternized.
It's building up force and sliding around us objects like silk.
And why would we have to be deprived of these seeing privileges?
I guess it's because we should not have to know if we are
being fRiEd by radioactive waves, but we can see
the beauty of solid objects and feel this calm wind.
Envision it for yourself. It's quite amazing!
Adjusting to phenomenon and keeping in mind reality... SCREW REALITY!
When you feel like this it's best to let your mind run wild
and free in this inner existence of YOURS.
My coffee is gone, this moment has drifted...
Go have your moments of wonder, as I have.

Self Pity
you're pissing me off!  just knowing that you exist far away and the fact that i will never touch you again kills me.
how the hell can one soul crush me like this?!  my usual desires out of life have some how fallen behind the want of you enticing me all over again. i'm pained over and over and there is nothing i can do.
someone save me!  i don't care who you are just as long as you keep away these torturous memories.  his soul is unintentionally hurting me, but that can easily be eliminated, i just need a little help…
looks like no one is coming.

 no more will i waste parts of my life with this self pity.
 

~~we call it a wonderful moment.. we call it a joy never to be forgotten.. we call it commitment.. we call it love.. we call it life. safe arms to hold you and show you a glorious time. a time for change and new entities. it's exploration into the unknown, but all the while engulfed in exuberating happiness. a desire to let go of thoughts and share them. loads of beauty... massive living.. just... COLOSSAL!! what i want to know is, when is this going to happen to me? >=) a hope lingers. a thought passed.. past.. gone.. a wish. i know! never... ~~ >=... ~a

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