are you ready?! this place inside my mind, a place i like to hide. you don't know the chances. what if i should die?! a place inside my brain, another kind of pain. you don't know the chances. i'm so blind!
another place i find to escape the pain inside. you don't know the chances. what if i should die?! a place inside my brain, another kind of pain. you don't know the chances. i'm so blind!
to burn, to burn, to burn inside 22. live a life that seems to be a lost reality that can never find a way to reach my inner self. i stay alone. how deep can i go in the ground that i lay? if i don't find a way to seek through the grey that clouds my mind. this time i look to see what's between the lines.
i can see, i can see, i'm going blind.....
i'm blind!
i,i am confused, fighting myself. wanting to give in, needing your help. skin comes with fear, fear lives when we touch. not so i don't know you, but inside i'm fine.
can you see it in me, skin comes from touch. each turn confronted with what i have done. you pull me closer, i push you away. you tell me it's okay, i can't help but feel that pain.
i hate you
why are you taken?
i love you
i feel so helpless
why is it you?
ripping my insides each time i'm with you
why,oh why,oh why?
why,oh why, really need to!
why?!
fuck you bitch!
need to.....fuck.....
slut
i hide,only to defy you.take away the only love inside you.i see the face through everyone.inside i've just begun!you think i'm out to scare you.i'm only out to prepare you for when you stop and turn around.your body's going down!
you're gonna waste your time, your life will soon be mine. you're definitely one of a kind, and your suffering because of me is divine.
tell me why you never liked me.tell me why it is you fight me.pull down and wait for the perfect time to take what's rightfully mine.you think they're dumb to defy me.you said you don't want to defy me. you wait to dumb run anyone.oh well......
yeah well, fuck you (you know well, fuck you)
i'm fed up with you.i'm not as good as you? fuck you, i'm better than you!did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?!you try to see what you got.we're ripping at your brain!
SHOOTS AND LADDERS
ring aroung the posies, pocket full of posies. ashes, ashes, we all fall down. nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head. into my childhood they're spoonfed. hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real. look at the pages that cause all this evil.
one,two, buckle my shoe
three, four, shut the door
five, six, pick up sticks
seven, eight, lay them straight
london bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down,
london bridge is falling down, my fair lady
nick nack paddy wack, give the dog a bone,
this old man came rolling home
.....this old man came,
and if we had to pick up the missing foot um in um in.....
(probably just mary had a little lamb.....)
mary had a little lamb;it's fleece was white as snow,
baa baa black sheep have you any wool?
mary had a little lamb;it's fleece was white as snow
yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
mary had a little lamb;it's fleece was white as snow
mary had a little lamb!
yes sir, yes sir, three bags full (white trash crone)