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I am watching the rise and fall of my salvation There's so much shit around me Such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games (it would be fun and games) Instead it's all the same (it's all the same) I want something to do Need to feel the sickness In You
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh made me bad
All I do is look for you I need a fix You need it to Just to get some sort of attention Attention
What does it mean to you? For me, it's something I just do I want something I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason as it's leaving me No, not again It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling The flesh, made me bad
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"I need to feel the sickness in you"...It's spawned from fuckin, basically, from having sex. That's where that line comes from, but it means a whole bunch of things to me. "Make Me Bad" was about the battles I had being on the road, being married and being with another woman. I'm not married anymore... because of my lifestyle, and I just couldn't do that to my wife any more. So that ended. But does it make me bad that I have a dick and I have fucken other feelings to be with other people? Why should I just be with one? It seems like human beings are genetically engineered to procreate. That's what we do, fuck everything, and that's what our natural insides want to do. it was better for me to tell her and let her go on with her life and find someone who could help her and be like that. So that song was spawned from that, does it make me bad to want to be with another woman? In a sense it was my only drug, why...because I don't drink anymore, I can't drink. I've been sober for a year. I don't have any other vices. So at least doing that could be something...-Jonathan Davis
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