Left alone to despise myself
To determine what I'm worth
Am I worth all your love?
For anyless would hurt
Hurts inside with a terrible pain
A pain I can't describe
These feelings I don't understand
I wish I could describe
What they do - How they feel
But at the moment they're rather bland
And that's okay with me
Either way I'll pretend I'm happy
But then again I might be
I have never known that word
To it's fullest extent
But someday I'll think back and say
Atleast there's nothing I resent
There's nothing else I could have done
There's nothing else I could have said
There's no way I could've won
Or allowed myself to be mis-lead
I see through everyone's bullshit
Especially those who are "close"
They piss me off, I throw a fit
But no one cares about the threat I pose
To me, myself, and everyone else
To people that have no worth
People like me, who are worthless
Who have no feelings, or so it's told
Do not judge when you do not know
A thing about me or what's about to unfold
You started it, I sure hope you can finish
You have not heard the last from me
You'll soon now how much I'm worth.