Why do I feel so inadequate?
Why am I so angry .. so upset?
I'm on the verge of crying again.
My head feels like its going to explode.
I want to rip my heart out of my chest.
Check it for bruises .. Check it for scars.

Talk .. Can't .. No energy to speak.
Breath .. Won't .. Don't want to continue living.
Can't think to stay awake..
I probably cry even in my sleep..
What did I do wrong?
Why do I feel so much pain?

What do you feel?
What do you wanna say?
Nothing .. Exactly .. Just what I thought.
What if you had to talk to keep me alive?
No matter how much I tried or strived..
I can only see me dying..

Talk .. Can't .. No energy to speak.
Breath .. Won't .. Don't want to continue living.
Can't think to stay awake..
I probably cry even in my sleep..
What did I do wrong?
Why do I feel so much pain?

All I ask for are a couple words...
My feelings have fallen...
There's not much I look forward to.
I only want to be with you...
Why make everything out to be my fault?

Talk .. Can't .. No energy to speak.
Breath .. Won't .. Don't want to continue living.
Can't think to stay awake..
I probably cry even in my sleep..
What did I do wrong?
Why do I feel so much pain?

Chill with the humidity.
Accepting no ecstacy.
Feeling my goosebumps.
Feeling my bruises.
My bruises that are not visible.
My scars that cannot be seen.

Talk .. Can't .. No energy to speak.
Breath .. Won't .. Don't want to continue living.
Can't think to stay awake..
I probably cry even in my sleep..
What did I do wrong?
Why do I feel so much pain?

I give you all my attention..
All my time..
All I ask for in return..
Is for you to be there..
For you to care..
For you to lift me up high..
For you to keep me happy..
I don't know what I'm trying to say..
I don't know what I'm trying to do..
All I know is that this is not normal..
This is not right..
This is too pathetic..

I can't remember what I'm trying to be.
I can't help why I'm not happy.
I can't believe ...
How much I grieve ...
Someday...
I wish to be happy again.

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