Beads of sweat blur my vision
As I roll over in bed once more.
I close my eyes to see an ocean
as I sink deeper and deeper unsure.
Unsure of where I'm heading..
Unsure of what's to come..
Scared of my future, the future I'm dreading..
And what I'll inevitably become.

I'm his shadow, his mirror's reflection.
I'm all I never wanted to be.
Outside I'm glowing, inside I'm broken.
the pieces are too small to see.
We willl never retrieve them
and piece me back together.
Who are you to condemn that
this won't make me better?