I try to throw away all the lies my father taught me
But Im afraid that afterwards I'll be too empty

I want a cure! A cure for this never-ending misery
Everything has to fuck with my head! Kill me! I want to be dead
You heard me! You heard what I said! Kill me! Murder me! Now!

Everybody leaves me. Nobody cares.
I feel like Ive never been loved...
Everybody leaves me. Nobody cares.
Im going crazy alone...

Here I am now, growing up slowly, learning life's lessons gradually.
Im so tired of trying to find a cure for my unhappiness.
I'll keep running, stumbling, and crying until I realize that all I need is me!

It couldn't be any worse or any less.

I try to throw away all the lies my father taught me
But Im afraid that afterwards Ill be too empty

I will always feel the pain you caused deep inside my heart.
I will always feel inferior and unloved.
I will always see my bruises you made even if they healed long ago.
Without you, I have a chance of a happy life, I wish.
I have everything but I have nothing.
I'll keep running, stumbling, and crying until I realize that all I need is me!