Open eyes..
Closed mind..
Take my lies..
And see what you can find.
I realized..
But couldn't confirm..
As I can recall..
Anger disappeared and then returned.
With no warning
Or as far as I could see.
I was left yearning
For the pain to fade within me.

Drowning and crying
Pretending and lying
The pain behind my eyes
Is buried in anger and lies
And now there's fighting..
And now I'm left crying..

Struggling to see
Struggling to believe
All that isn't me
What's me makes me grieve

Costume party..
Inside my head..
Just what is me?..
Lies, Lies, That's all I said.
True to me..
You'll never know..
What I feel..
The anger will continue to grow.
And with no warning
Or as far as I could see
I was left yearning
For the pain to fade within me.

Needing to see
Needing to believe
What's truely inside of me
I fear I'll never retrieve
Ignore my lies..
And open your eyes..