I lay here in my dark room
Feeling the impending doom
I cry, feel shame, hide in the dark
I hope I make it through this somehow
I don't care what you think, no time for your remarks
But I'll be happy for as long as my demons allow

I have no faith left in me
Facing a new day bravely
I'll break down, I always seem to
I hope I make it through this somehow
Insult me, we all know its true
But I'll be happy for as long as my demons allow

I don't care what you know
I don't care if you're just pseudo
I think of you to ease my pain
I think of you to keep myself sane