I'm a faceless nothing
Decreasing in value
Reality's crippling
No matter what I do
I can't escape my fate
I can't write a new story
I'm feeling like an inmate
That threw away his glory
For something less; Something wrong
Something I could've lived without.
But I didn't like appearing strong
I wanted to be a child
A little boy with problems-no-more
I want a life that's always wild
Maturity's not what I live for
But I'm losing touch with that boy inside
I'm growing up, I'm moving on
But atleast I know I tried
To be something everyone wants
But we all have to move on
And I guess it's now my turn
To lift my head, to walk again
To open my eyes and learn
That I was blind
And we can't have that
So, I'm sorry for everything
Everything I said
Everything I caused
Everything I did
I know I'm wrong, I realize this now
I realized it before
And I did nothing cause I didn't know how.
I hope I can live
A life more than ordinary
I've already accomplished that
But it wasn't joyous or even merry
I've made mistakes
More than my fair share
And for goodness sakes
I should change, but do I dare?
Because I'll change
But everything else'll stay the same
I'll do something differently
And lose my friends to the system
The system that's trying to murder me
The system that's perfectly able to