These feelings I can't describe
I can't turn away from suicide
I'll scream and rip off my disguise
Because I can't stand living with my lies
You all know what it is you do that makes me feel this way.
I don't care who you think you are and I'm not going to obey.
I am my own person, I will do only what I please.
I will not beg anymore, I will stand up off my knees.
I will make you beg from me. I'll make you feel my pain.
I'll do to you what you did to me, I'll make sure you go insane.
These feelings I can't describe
I can't turn away from suicide
I'll scream and rip off my disguise
Because I can't stand living with my lies
Your feelings erased these empty spaces.
And now I'm living on God's good graces.
If there was a truth that I was looking for..
I see no reason to believe anymore.