It's eating me from the inside out
It's making me worried..
It's making me pout..
I can't think for myself anymore
It's making me disappear..
It's winning this war..

Screaming inside. Day in and day out.
Crying outside. Day in and day out.
I can't sleep. I'm afraid of what I'll dream.
I can't be. I know how it seems.

It looks like I just don't care..
I'm another inconsiderate prick.
What's really going on I can't share..
Because even I don't understand it.

I just want to be normal.
I just want to be calm.
I want to start over again..
I wanna know right from wrong..