I'm afraid to speak...
When I do I seem to lose a friend...
I can't wait for all this to end...
I dream about death, I dream about suicide.

I'm afraid to sleep alone...
Scared of me, My thoughts, My dreams...
Cold, Sweat, Goosebumps, Shivers...
I dream about death, I dream about suicide.

I'm afraid to move...
I cannot move...
This has caused me...
To walk away from everything...

The effect this has had is unexplainable
The recent hardships have been unbearable
I lay alone - scared - ignore your every call
I stand alone - nervous - worried about my next fall
You twist around every word I say
Annoy me - Piss me off every single day
I know its unintentional and I'm so sorry
I need your help to get over this
And I need you to hurry.