Monday, November 18, 2002

Hello everyone! Im feeling really really really perky right now. I think it? because Im developing a caffeine addiction. No, seriously, this is my first caffeine addiction, I didn? have one before, I simply drank coffee to get the stimulate when I wasn? taking my pills. Now Im going out of my way to drink a whole tonne of coffee. Gargles?

anyways, I know I haven? been updating much. Have anyone heard of my allergies yet? Well, if you?e not on my e-mail list? *ahem* as I was saying, I got a basic allergy test done, mainly cause I didn? feel well all summer, and nothing really worked. I don? think the doc believed my mom and me when we said I have allergies, since he was kind of cold to us, and only gave me a *basic* test. HA! I had the largest reaction to dandelions hed ever seen! The next reactions were trees and grass. TREES AND GRASS!! I WORK AT A CAMP!!! A FIELD IN A FOREST!!! No wonder I was feeling sick? well, the doc was warmer after that, lemme tell you! He recommended some meds and if they don? work, Im to consider getting shots. It? not the shots Im worried about; it? the major tests FOR the shots Im in fear of. Brrr, the basic test was bad enough, it was like getting all these little needles pricking my arm, but only in one area! **Shudders** the shot test goes all the way up and around BOTH arms! Major pain-o!

And ever onwards for the writer! Im currently working on something four independent study units for school. It? a wonder if I get Dimension Hopper done by the end of the school year! Im working on some other little bits, and blah blah blah. I think I should have had my pill todayand not to mention all the coffee I?e drank. Ohhhhhhead? on a buzz? as I understand it, some of my friends aren? in the best of spiritual shape. Veira_666 has been tragically dumped by her latest boyfriend, a guy I had thought pretty decent and the rarest of rare, a gentleman, and I?e been trying to piece her broken heart back together. Sheesh! Do you have any idea what it? like to give boy advice when you?e never had a guy as anything other than JUST a friend? My poor little heart has gotten a little bruised. Nothing major, Ill surviveas usualpainfullybut hopeful. Ill admit it, Im hopelessly a romantic, and I believe a knight in shining armour will come and be my true love and well live happily ever after. **Sighs** ah, what a fool I am? My dad came back from a business trip to Japan, and he brought me back a silver kimono. It? so beautiful, and my cat is sniffing it.

I had a dream the other night. It was really weird. I was, a hero. In this rebel-kind of group, and we were breaking into these trailer-park looking houses that were really palaces. We were there for something, and it was about the children, who were left there. And we couldn? be caught by adults. We barely escaped. Then I was in this shopping complex, and it was like a maze. I think my dad was there. There was this woman with a baby carriage, and I was going to help her up this really really steep ramp. But she made it on her own. I got pulled aside, I think. It was these elves. They went through all my stuff, they took my bag away and I was afraid. Thispersonwas trying to buy my rings from me. I put my rings back on, knowing that no one would take them off. They might take my bag and the gear in there, but they couldn? take anything I was wearing. Then it seemed like I was somebody? property, or they were pretending I was in order to keep me safe. They were trying to get me to memorize lives for a play, but I couldn? remember them. I tried to see who ?hey?were, but they all looked the same. They were elves though. Elves ruled over humans. They shoved me onto a stage, which was set up in this giant vaulted-roof temple, like a mixture of Greek and Christian architect. Like, the vaulted roofs of a cathedral, but it was plain stone, cool and dark. Someone announced me, I forgot what he or she called me, but I knew they referred to me. I was to improvise some singing. It was the last scene of a play, where two long-lost sisters (twins?) were united. I sang, the only human on stage, and surprisingly, I sang well. The dream changed, as if skipping ahead in time. I knew I was older, and had been at the temple for a while. Me and some other slave-priestesses were taking a bath as the sun set, thankful that night was falling for it was a really hot summer. An elf caught up to me in the halls, and took me outside the really gigantic temple. In the city square, over top the holy temple was this two-headed dragon. It was so red it was almost black, and I knew it was evil. I also knew that only I could see it. Only the elf and me was in the square. The elf told me that the dragon was looking for me, and she wanted revenge for something I had done. I was afraid, but I knew I had to fight her. Im not sure why, but I had to. Then I woke up. **sighs** well, that was the latest of my really weird dreams. There an interpreter around? Stuff like that don? happen in anyone else? dreams, does it? I mean, I would think I was reading a little too much fantasy, but it didn? FEEL like it? anyways, off the mill again. Hopefully, I can get past the most depressing month of the year in one piece. Especially since the year? been whipping by. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! CHRISTMAS RUSH!!!!!!!!! whered my coffee go? gotta go make some more? Haunt You Later! ?riends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 10:07:23pm
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Thursday, November 7, 2002

I have a Fan!!!

yup yup! I was on MSN and a girl there said she was a fan... it felt weird. And then, my friend BurkeWorld tried to get me to watch the Ring and I didn't want to. Only the first seven minutes. then I deleted it. WAHAHAHAHAHA!! **ahem** anyways.. Halloween came and went, with it's usual difficulties and stuffness. I cut my hair so I actually look like a neko now. Which I dressed up as. my dad and I had a sugar fest!.

I thought I should quickly update before I get home and have no time to do so. Of course, I'm not supposed to be updating on these computers at school, I'm supposed to be doing work, but ALAS! all my work is on disk and they dont have a floppy drive. stupid apples. I hate these computers! but anyways, the reason why I am risking the wrath of my teacher is to tell everyone that I'm not going to be home friday, I'm going on the train, all by myself, to a university open house. I'm staying at my uncle's, which is a grantee for a good time, and leaving today. After school. I have every thing packed, and I got a ticket, so nobody can stop me! YEAHH! this is my first time traveling by myself, totally ALONE!! and yes, I forgot to take my pill this morning.

on to other news , it's been snowing off and on ( and melting) for the last few days. What weird weather! It's kind of cool (in more ways than one)! I love winter, especially when it snows at bedtime. I just seem to be able to fall asleep better. OH!! I'm hoping to be able to see the first two seasons of Ranma 1/2 !!!! ON DVD!!! and I've seen the EscaFlowne movie three times, by the way. The plot is pretty basic, compared to the series (in my opinion), at times I didn't like the animation (it was 'floaty'), but other than that, it was really good! I still think the plot could be better.

A little thought: Sometimes knowing and feeling are two different things.

OH!!! Hikura_chan showed me a cool site! It's this really funny online manga called megatokyo. I love it!!!! Megatokyp

real fun! and good art! oh, has anyone checked out Morbid-prince.com as well? that's good art too. Just a little yaoi warning... anyways, I g2g 2 work! my class ring should be coming in soon, too! Haunt You Later! ?riends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 12:47:23pm
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Tuesday, October 29, 2002

Sorry I haven't been updating and all. I've been feeling the stress of school. in a matter of days and weeks, Im going to have a test and a midterm exam. I've never had a midterm exam before. So I'm a little stressed. And we're having trouble with our oma and opa. Apparently, Oma broke her hip last night. She's in the hospital and Dad might have to go down to see her. **sighs** I expect that I'm hardly going to see both my parents in the house at the same time for a while. Mom went on a tizzy last night again too. She's so mean. I managed to get a little caught up in my english assignments. We got another car, to replace the one Loren got into an accident with. It wasn't his fault, and the insurance covered it. Loren's fine, thanks everyone who cares. I'm getting a hair cut on Wednesday this week, and today I'm taking my peer editor to the library after school, before I go to flute. It's so busy busy busy! I just want to run away, just for a little piece of quiet. I'm into Yu-gi-oh! and I haven't seen any of the show. I'm just buy the cards... I'm such a freak. I can't wait for my class ring to come in. It's going to be beautiful! Hopefully today I'll be able to start on ink-ing my second art piece for my Independant Study. And it's time change! I like time change, it means I can get more sleep and not be late for school! I'm suddenly realizing how random my thought patterns seem to be. But there's little connections that remind me of things to write/say/type, whatever. Which reminds me, I got a new flute! It's so beautiful! I named it Lark, and my old one is Misty Baka. Oh! before I forget! I'm trying to make a new layout! I'm thinking Tasuki from FY, but I can't really do anything until I get the programs re-downloaded onto my computer. I'm also trying to get that anime CD of mine to work, but there's only so much a girl like me can do. And I have to go Haunt You Later! ?riends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 08:01:12am
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Wednesday, October 16, 2002

NEWS FLASH!!!

My brother has just called to say that he's in a car crash. Wonderful, eh? Haunt You Later! ?riends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 08:15:45am
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Wednesday, October 16, 2002

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!

it was Canadian Thanksgiving! I went to camp instead of with my parents, so I had some fun this year. **Sighs** I just realized something. I've had this site up for over a year now. I almost feel like celebrating... anyways, it's the usual pain it the butt school again. JF says that she's going to be visiting me at school today. I wasn't able to go to the anime marathon that Hikura_ invited me to. I had to stay at home, so I rented ocean's eleven and watched that. I have it until next Saturday. I hope that I can come to the next anime marathon.

I can't wait! Next Saturday is going to be the day that I et my BRAND NEW FLUTE!!! and in a few weeks, I'll be getting my personalized class ring!! and my peer editor at school has invited me to her birthday parry, and I don't know what to get her! hmmm, she likes fantas, I know that...I'll think of something. speaking of editors, I need to get writing. I have assignments due, and I need to be writing more of Dimension Hopper. Well, g2g and get dressed! Haunt You Later! ?riends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 08:08:45am
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Monday, October 7, 2002

Yeah, it's been a while since I've updated. I'm thinking of taking down my poetry from FF.Net. Nobody reads it anyways. On saturday, my family got into a fight. It got violent. I got hit. Both Veira_666 and Hikura_chan have said that if I need to, I can come to their place. That I shouldn't be hit. Yeah, I tottaly bombed my art test. I haven't really been feeling myself lately. Maybe since that time of month is over I'll be able to get back to my cheerful self. Have I mentioned that I'm getting a winkle? I am!! From smiling so much. I figure that I must be one of the best actors. The best actors aren't on stage, they're the people who put up with crap as is it's no big deal. anyways, I'm surrently trying to read three different books at once. It's lots of fun. I got my early report today, apparently I'm working towards completing the courses. Anyways, that's all the time I have today. I got to go to bed for my dear mother. Haunt You Later! ?riends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 11:18:14am
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