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Friday, July 23, 2004

Russia

done school for now, and Russia

sorry it's taken me so long to update this. I've been busy at school. Got myself cross-registered for some first-year courses that I've had to pick up. Then we went to Russia, and that was an interesting experience. Let's just say that I'm glad I'm in a country where people care about the place they're living in.

Not much happening, other than cleaning my room and getting ready for school, again! So, a cross-post. yeah yeah, I'm that lazy right now. But hey, LJ has spoiled me rotten!

I woke up at five am. Didn't get up till 5:30 ish. It's 5:55 now. what the hell am I doing up? I want my sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!!!!! the plan for today: Go to the Fitness Center and excerise there for an hour (with a BOOK!) Clean room 4:00-4:30, pick up Veira for sleep over. ^.^ and sometime, FMA is supposed to arrive, right K-chan? **gleeee** yesterday, I went to see Cinnamon, and then Veira, because I had promised that I'll see them both. Cinnamon needed to talk though. But to me, it looked like she was handling it well. **slaps forehead** "never assume", right? Well, I dragged Cinnamon and Veira over to the art store, because Mom wants me to paint a freakin' HUGE painting for the Family Room, and she wants me to check out canvas prices. They don't carry this kind of stuff at Micheal's. Nevermind that the art store has moved and so it's bigger and better than ever. I feel like I stepped into Artist heaven. High quality paint! Canvas! Brushes! Even Air Brush supplies! **swoons** And Veira is going to let me practice using oil paint. I've never used it before, because of how freakin' long it takes to dry, and I have little patience for my art. Which is probably why I don't do details too well. The effect is of that the world from a near-sighted person. Lately, my art has gone off in a certain direction. I'm trying to express how I see the world in art. Art is a device to invoke emotion into the viewer, and the artist is successful when he or she is able to convey the emotions that is desired by the artist. So I am trying, through my art, to express the joys and frustrations of being (a) ADD, (b) an ASpie, and (c) Learning Disabled, plus all my other medical conditions. Off on a side note, from what I've seen and experience, it can be said that ASpies experience the condensed frustrations and fears of humans over things that they can not control. Humans like to be in control, it's just that most of us are able to take control of certain areas of their lives, the direct day-to-day stuff, and ignore the facts that they have no control over things like the weather. I don't think that ASpies have the luxury in blinding ourselves, because there are more things in the world that are beyond our control, thus more fear and frustration. It seems like I am forever telling myself that everything is all right, that just because I can find my friends at the movie theatre doesn't mean that they have abandoned me, or gotten into an accident. And that was a police car that you heard, not an ambulance (OMG!! Maybe they got mugged! or Kidnapped!) I think that it's hard for non-ASpies to understand ASpies. Oh sure, we can figure out reactions, because it's like equations. But what is it like to not have Asperger Syndrome? Sometimes, we can dream about it. But do non-Aspies dream about being ASpie? I don't know. Can they understand what it's like? I don't know. Too many unkowns for me. That's why I'm trying to express what it's like. We are introverts in an extrovert world, and I hear that it's really hard for extroverts to understand introverts. So I'm going to try and help them understand. Sure, there's it's frustrations and pains, but there's learning and there's wonder to look forward to. Speaking of frustrations, why in the world do I have so many Bibles??? I don't need five copies! I don't even read ONE of them! **blinks** oh look, the sun is up... it's almost 7am... and I'm tried!!!!!! **looks at what she's written** oooohh! and I'm not even fully awake! **points to above** Does any of that make any sense? Tell me, okay? Supposedly I'm really good at expressing myself with words on this thing, so this is about as well as you can get to knowing me. **laugh** unless you try meeting me in RL ^.^
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Sunday, June 20, 2004

o.o wow!

been a while, eh?

sorry about that, I kind of use my LiveJournal a lot. After that is Tabulas, and then Xanga, and then this...

I went to Anime North, obviously. It was great! I met Fireball-sama, and K-chan, and got some stuff. Had some trouble with my parents about money, but it's smoothed over.

I just finished my final essay for class. My back really hurts. Since Cinnamon came over, I moved my spare bed in front of my desk and sit on that. Good height, comfortable, but no back support. oh well, I'm going home in a few days, since Intersession is almost over. I'm be back in Fall with Cassie. that's going to be crazy! a roommate!! whoo hooo!

I'm going to bleach my hair and dye it properly. I've sort of taken the scissors to it... yeah, I've rediscovered the friend in scissors and cutting hair. Going to see the hair dresser anyways, as well as a bunch of doctors and such. Betcha that my dentist wants to take out my wisdom teeth. My brother had to go in and get surgery on his.

I've found out that I haven't finished the requirements to get into second year classes. So I'm going to be a frosh for TWO YEARS!!! amusing, sort of, but I'll have to get special permission from the department to take the classes that I want to, and the painting class is already full. I'm thinking of doing some filler classes this fall.

My computer isn't working, for some unknown reason, so I'm using a friend's computer. She sort of wants to go to bed. Amhelaki Misadventures birthday was yesterday. K-chan is getting me FMA episodes.

oh yes, I'm going to Russia. So I'll be gone for another while ^.^
Currently Feeling:
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Monday, May 17, 2004

Fanart!

heh heh, it's done!

I finished some fanart for my friend QG, and bb. And so I thought that I'd show everyone ^.^ I'm actually proud of my work in this one.

now, I have essay to finish writing and my parents sent me Coles Notes of Surfacing, so I guess that I should read it and understand it better. ^.^

I'm not sure how it'll turn up if I posted the picture, so LINKY!!!

ooooooh, Get Backers opening stuck in my head. Linkin Park's Nobody's Listening is on repeat. wheeeee!!!!

It's sort of fun now that I've gotten my friend Sarah into Fruits Basket. Very fun indeed. We laugh so much.

Anime North is coming up!!! I'm sooooooo excited!!! Currently Feeling: bouncy
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Friday, May 7, 2004

New Room

Sweet, more room too!!

It's great here, not so many people. And my class is great too. I have four essays that I can hand in pretty much whenever I want to, on whatever catches my fancy in the readings. And then we don't even have an exam! just a final paper. ^.^ It's very good.

Plus!! I've reached my goal of getting enough money for AnimeNorth. Still working on Amhelaki, and the Forum, plus other random things. >.< sometimes, it's too much work. I want to reeeeeeeeeead!!

LiveJournal has been spoiling me rotten

what's your cowboy bebop theme song?
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Friday, April 9, 2004

Been a while

Good Friday

boo!!! purple hair!!! me!!!!!!!! ^_^

heheh heh
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Sunday, March 21, 2004

Been a while

SORRY!!!

it's been a while, eh? I've gone and got a Xanga account, and I'm working on getting a info/character bio page up. also thinking of a links page for Amhelaki...
**shakes head** there's so much to do!!! I'm juggling so much!!! anyways, here's a clip from my Xanga journal:

I never thought that I'd have to post this somewhere, but hey, it was bound to happen sooner or later...


Art to do:
   - fanart for Kurenai Mashin
   - fanart for My Shining Knight
   - fanart for Dominic Deegan
   - scan Amhelaki pages and update
   - do LotS character sketches, and start drafting the first pages



you know, learning HTML has it's perks.  This reminds me of Korinaly... I'm going to update this there... maybe update the links too...  haven't been on my geosities site for a while.  ppl going to hate me...  maybe I should post my essays on FP.com. 


I got to get my meds reassested >.< 
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Thursday, December 18, 2003

Due to the messages on the Tag Board

I update ^^

let's see, last night I went to see Lord of the Rings, and I went to the comic shop, and my book that I ordered in MAY came in, so I'm still really really really really happy about that!! ^^ and QueenGodzilla-chan emailed me and told me that LiveJournal.com no longer needs invites to get accounts, so I got me an account ^^ neko_no_baka ^^ yeah, I'll get the linkage. Amhelaki Misadventures has been updated for this month. Only one chapter. I'm currently at home as I type this, and the scanner here stinks, and I'm just too lazy after exams to update any more. but the layout is up, so there's something there ^^ yes, I'm at home. Cinnamon-chan came over and stayed at my rez for four days, and then we took the train home together. I'm home I'm home I'm home I'm home!!!!!!!! and bugging my cats ^^ wheeee!! yes, I have a research paper I should be doing, but I'm enjoying my FREEDOM!! and I'm bored ... maybe I should go work... but that means pills... darn... anyways, I'm off
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Wednesday, November 19, 2003

What am I thinking?

I dunno, I'll tell you when I find out

since I've been updating a lot on tabulas, I thought I'd post here. Tabulas is spoiling me. Done my English essay. am working on Film, that's due tomorrow, and I'm just putting it into sentences. The dorm is nice at one in the morning. NaNoWriMo word count: (haven't updated on the official site) 5,000. Only 45,000 more to go. Got lots of ideas, but school comes first. I've been pulling 48 hours to get them done. Accidently had a slight overdose during one of them. Had anxiety attack. Realized for the first time that I really do have a documented anxiety disorder. anyways, now since my Mom is all worried, I have Gram hovering over me during the day. annoying!! She acts like I don't know what I'm doing. Just cause I freaked out during the last one. sheesh, just give me room!
I'm always on nerves around my Gram. Maybe cause we have a slight communications gap. I can never be myself with Gram. So it's only at night that I can get real work done. I'm going to be doing late nighters for NaNoWriMo once this essay is done. Gee, December is going to be fun. I have two exams then.
Cinnamon is supposed to come after exams. I just found out that most places have a rule that you have to move out of your rez within 24 hours of your last exam. I hope it isn't true for Grebel.
Still waiting for Chupi to get me Livejournal account ^^ I love many journals. mesa think this be update central. really should be getting back to work. Ritalin kicked in. need to shop for winter jeans sometime too, and for Christmas presents. I know exactly what I'm going to get ^^ me tell never!
addiction to Pepsi. Am boycotting CocaCola
SKIFFY anime night this week, finishing Slayers and Lain. Half way through now. eight hours, at least. Next week is Babylon 5 marathon!! YAAAH!!!
Good deed: donated money to Fireball-sama
Cool Net thing: Got KaZaA, then switched for K-lite ++ and am happily downloading anime and music. Still no Photoshop **sighs** maybe Christmas? **hopeful**
scratching again, switched from bandaids to medical tape: less costly and doesn't leave glue to scratch and reopen wounds. Working much better
Update Amhelaki, bittersweet studios has limited room, u know, and I actually don't draw a lot other than sketches ^^
ack! work!
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Wednesday, November 5, 2003

Sorry for the interruption

and now we return to the regular scheduled...huh, schedule?

Let's see, what's up with the Neko Baka, huh? Um, I stayed up for 60 hours without sleeping. That was weird. During Halloween too, I got really sugar high. You can read my blog on tabulas. I'm thinking of 72 hours next, but this time I'm going to be better prepared! Anyways, what else? I'm trying to update the html on Amhelaki Misadventures, and I joined NaNoWriMo, or National Novel Writing Month. REally fun, check it out NaNoWriMo.org maybe try your own writing skills ^^ especially if you like the stress. Anyways, I have two essays to write, a presentation that I might have to give tomorrow, and nanowrimo. Also, I've been having a weird sleep pattern. Yesterday I was hardly out of bed at all! I just couldn't get out of bed! I missed class! my notetaker is going to be mad at me... I hope not, this is the lady who told me to go home to bed when I started coughing in class. Allergies, anyone? oi... I g2g though. I just don't want to give up this site!
Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

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Here�s to the crazy
ones. The misfits.
The rebels. The
troublemakers. The
round pegs in the
square holes. The
ones who see things
differently. They�re
not fond of rules.
And they have no re-
spect for the status
quo. You can praise
them, disagree with
them, quote them,
disbelieve them,
glorify or vilify them.
About the only thing
you can�t do is ig-
nore them. Because
they change things.
They invent. They
imagine. They heal.
They explore. They
create. They inspire.
They push the hu-
man race forward.
Maybe they have to
be crazy. How else
can you stare at an
empty canvas and see
a work of art?
Or sit in silence
and hear a song
that�s never been
written? Or gaze at
a red planet and
see a laboratory on
wheels? We make
tools for these kinds
of people. While
some see them as
the crazy ones, we
see genius. Because
the people who
are crazy enough
to think they can
change the world,
are the ones who do.

-Anonymous

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Bio
Hello there! I'm Neko Baka, no relation to the infamous Baka Neko. I'm starting to go as Neko Baka Z, or neko_no_baka_Z, variations of, etc. The Z stands for Zika, btw. I'm known for drawing, reading, writing, and being really hyper and acting really stupid, hence the name. and I love cats! BOO!! ^_^ This is my first journal, which I'm using as a base for all my sites. I have a habit of collecting blogs ^_^ Enjoy the Craziness which is Me!

Favorites
MUSIC: Folk, Rock, Classical/
BAND: The Tea Party, Azsa, Enya, Wimme, Enigma, Tomita/
SONG: Walking Wounded, the gravity of love and Castles in the Sky!/
MOVIE: Titan A.E., Star Wars, The Emperor's new Groove, The Lord of The Rings,PotC, Queen of the Damned, and basically any GODZILLA movie that I can get my hands on :)/
SHOW: Angel/
ANIME: DBZ, Slayers, Escaflowne, Gundam Wing, Ranma 1/2, Cowboy Bebop/
COMIC: Elfquest, DB, XIN, The Sandman/
ANIMAL: Big Cats, uh do mythical creatures count?/
THING TO DO: watch movies with my best friends, Hikura_ and Lisa(,etc), reading, swimming, eating, Biking, writing, updating sites, swinging, surfing the net and just plain being silly!!/
FOOD: SUGAR!!!/