Posted by: @ 10:15:30pm
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Saturday, June 15, 2002

Yesterday was the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!! well, classes anyways. Hikura_ and Kevin are finished their exams, lucky ppl. Yesterday I had a flute recital (well, a recital, there were other instruments) and Muffin gave me a belated birthday present, The HARRY POTTER MOVIE!! (with never-before-seen footage...). And today is my youth groups car wash, and I need to blooody study, and Mom doesn't know HOW I study. I can't work 110% all the time!!! gee, I'm not my BROTHER! speaking of which, we haven't heard of anything. I need to work on my iron levels, as usual, but if we've heard anything about Loren, ppl aren't telling ME! I had a really weird dream last night, and I remember it!

I went over to Lisa's house, which was one of those townhouses instead of her usual house. I looked out her window and was wondering about the windows on the houses behind Lisa's. Thining that it would explain something, I started reading one of the children's book that Lisa had laying around her floor. It was about a black girl and boy trying to fit in a fancy school that was mostly white kids. and Suddenly I was the little girl, walking down the street to some kind of party, wearing a fancy kind-of dress. It looked like it was made out of my mom's green flowered sheets on the guest beds...anyways, I get to the party, and the host girl is dismissing everyone. A whole group of kids come out, and the host thanks them for coming. She turns to me, and evey girl is wearing the same dress as me! She sneers at mine, calls it an old raddy thing, and promptly tells me to leave. Me and a friend, I forget whom, I just remember it was a friend, possibly Hikura_, walk away talking about the injustice that has been done to us. the group of kids pass us riding bikes, and I yell at them. They get angry and start to chase us. Since we're only on foot, and they're on bikes, they catch up. When I realize that, I turn around a knock a girl off her bike. The others run away, leaving me with a bully. She was sort of fat and mean looking. She pulls out some tape and tries to hurt me, but I grab the tape and is going to attack her, but I see bruses all over her, and realize that she's been abused by her parents. So I take her by the ear, and drag her down the street. She's complaining 'cause apparently I have long nails. I take her into an old fashioned ice-cream and sweets store. There's a few customers, and a buttery old thin lady who's bringing out some samples of a new cookie, and a tough man who I explain about the girl. He takes the girl away, and calls some kind of help line to get some ppl over. Something like calling 9-1-1. Anyways, there's nothing else for me to do. I hear my name, turn around and there's my brother, Loren. He had come back from camp (where he works) and was looking for me. He says that I should look out for ppl as a living, or something like that. Suddenly I'm back at home with Loren, and we're watching somsething. We stop watching it 'cause the new DBZ movies we were waiting for came in. But then the door bell rings. I got to answer it, and it's my ILT leader from last summer, Blast. He's talking in some strange high voice, saying that he has a present for me. He's pretending that he doesn't know me, and I pretend that i'm not me. He gives me the present, some thing to do with art, and then another ILT leader appear, Bonkers. She's speaking in her weird voice, which is usual for her. She has that she has a present for Loren. Loren comes out and recieves it...then I woke up.

If anyone knows how to interpret dreams, and thinks that they have figured out this one, please email me. It was extremely realistic... yeah, dreams can be weird... But I have studying to do! I've been doing some drawing and writing. Unfornuately, FF.net broke a bit, and so I can't post anything for a while, which is a pain 'cause I like to post my drawings as I go through the story, and now I can't. well, maybe I should update the From the Kore pape, I DO have more stuff for there, it's just that I don't have the TIME!! I'll try though, I'll try, I'm currently working on typing From the Kore no 8, so I need to get my little butt in gear. does anyone like my pic down there? I haven't been getting much feed back. Yes, I know that my guestbook isn't working, I'm also working on a new layout. Please be patient! I'm EXTREMELY stressed! thank goodness for summers, eh? I'm going to PEI this summer, 'cause the last time I was there, I was really little, and so I don't remember much...

exam schedule: monday, english exam at 8 thirty, flute exam 4 thirty eight. (ohh, I got a purring Nibbles here...distracting me...) tuesday, world religion exam at 8 thirty. Friday, world history exam at 8 thirty. I wonder why they called it 'world history' when we didn't do Asia 'because there's nobody in the class who's from Asia'. Wouldn't that be the perfect excuse TO study asia? otherwise it's European history, and I've had enough of THAT!

I want to go to China... right, I got me schedule for next year redone, and I'm taking an OAC class, hopefully with Kevin...I should scan some pics of my kitties for everyone to see, who would like that? TELL ME!! PLEASE!! g2g study... Haunt You Later!

Posted by: @ 09:22:30am
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Monday, June 10, 2002

Happy Belated Birthday to myself! hehehehe...yeah, it was great! although I need to apologise to Hikura_. I"M SORRY, I got mad at you during church 'cause I forgot my pill...ppl, if you got prescriptions, TAKE THEM! anyways, I got my Comm Tech course straightened out, and I got the changes for my courses for next year all ready to beat into my guidance counseler. funfunfun! Anyways, I need to do some updating around here. In case you haven't noticed, I just turned 17. And I need a new guestbook. It will all come with the new layout, I promise. Well, I'll try to get it all with the new layout. These things aren't very predicatble for me...well, I'm looking for some duo sound files to put on my computer when I boot it up and shut it down...if anybody knows whereI can get some, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me! thank you...anyways, I got a stupid recital, and some in-class essay to do, not to mention all those ****** exams. and I'm rereading Rainjewels stuff. hey, I'm bored! and I'm tired...oh, a pic of me by Hikura_!

aren't I lovely? um...you don't have to answer that...I g2g Haunt You Later!

Posted by: @ 09:14:23pm
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Wedsday, June 5, 2002

Birthday Countdown: four days. Mommy and Daddy are scaring me...they got into this big fight last night about buying a car. It was VERY scaring...mom was saying somthing about suicide...she seems better, today she was talking about the possiblity of divorce. It's all so shocking...I'm very frightened...she says that she night not get around to it, everything seems to have clamed down, but I feel some tension. I'm so nervous. At least they're letting me go to Hikura_'s on Friday...even though it's there wedding anerversery (me can't spell). I got my Gramm's birthday card in the mail today, and got my accomplist for my flute exam. When I came home, mom told me that my brother Loren might have diabeties. I might have diabeties (again, I can't spell). I know that I'm anemic (in my case, iron difficiency), tomorrow I'm going in for blood work, so my arm is going to be sore for a few days. Things are just so very weird lately. I fixed my binders with duct tape!! and I'm getting new pics for them. I've started on a new layout...and might be getting a new guestbook soon...I'll have to see. Anyways, be safe everyone! Haunt You Later!

Posted by: @ 07:29:43pm
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Monday, June 3, 2002

Birthday Countdown: six days... Yes every body! My birthday is coming up! And man! I'm so not having any big party, sorry! I went to AnimeNorth instead! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! So soon I'll be seventeen, and then a whole bunch of relatives are coming from Germany, and there's EXAMS!!!! oh yeah, as well as youth group fundraisers and the retreat, and Staff Training right after that!! so I'm a very busy person and I JUST haven't been able to update and stuff, or work on layouts and stuffies...I hope to get a different guestbook soon, and I have ideas for a new layout...so please be patient with me. Juicy Fruit is going to be coping Gundam Wing for me!! I just need to get tapes...and for that, I need MONEY!! and I'm broke because I spent all my money on a birthday present for Lisa...whose exactly one week older than me! And I'm taller! Well, today was a half day, so I went blading with Hikura_ and Juicy Fruit. I hate to say this, but I'm feeling a little put out. sometimes three's a crowd, you know. I mean, nothing against Juicy Fruit, she's really nice and I like her a lot, but...I don't know. Maybe I'm jelous, since Juicy Fruit sees Hikura_ every day at school, and I hardly get to see her during the weekend. And I feel like sometimes its fine to just have one friend around. I find it very tiring to try and entertain two friends at once, and I think that Hikura_'s feeling a strain, and some of the jokes that Hikura_ and Juicy Fruit tell I don't think are very funny. It just sort of leaves me out, and I'm really sad about it. I mean, just because I don't go to the same school and I forgot my button...Okay, I'm bitter. I just don't want to be pushed aside, and I'm afraid that I see some of the signs of that. Hikura_ is juggling us, and I think that it's going to be hard for her, me and Juicy Fruit. I don't want to hurt any body, I just want our friendship to last a very, very long time. So, if Juicy Fruit and Hikura_ want to do something, that's fine. If Juicy Fruit wants to spend sometime with me, 'cause I would like to be her friend as well, that's fine as well. I just think that there should be times when we chill of a bit. and I'm ranting...ARG!!! Hikura_ took a pic of me from last weekend, and she posted it on her site...please! It's a horrible picture!! TAKE IT OFF!! TAKE IT OFF!! **giggles** well, it's...late...I came home after Hikura_'s, and I slept for TWO HOURS!!! and I'm tired now! and I got a sugar craving...HELP!! anyways, Hikura_ got this little mini-party on Friday, the last free Friday I have. yeah, we're gonna watch anime, that's what I gather..anyways, nothing really done on the site, but I should have some more fanfic on FF.net soon, and some sketches, I've gotten ahead in my drawings... somebody tell me what they think of them...email IS available! As well as my TAG board...G2G, Bed... Haunt You Later!

Posted by: @ 10:59:13pm
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