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Saturday, February 22, 2003

Freak the freak, the Freak of Freak

Has any one read Freak the Mighty

radom title: GODZILLA POWER!!!

gee, some ppl are really touchy about some stuff. I mean, so I'm starting to draw on my arms. It looks cool. yeah, I know, I might get ink poisoning... there's risks and all that, but then, there's risks in everything. And even if you chose not to take the more obvious risks, and try to live a dull boring existance (which isn't possible with me around), sooner or later the situation will come up where you have to take some risks. I don't think that if you were some pionner (me bad spell) farming somewhere: number one, you're a PIONNEER!!! u've already taken risks, and two, would you simply stand there and DIE if someone came up to you with a gun and wanted to take all your possesions, or in a war... I'm not going to finish that thought... I think I've said enough on the issue. The point is, I'm trying to be as weird as possible. I know for sure that I'm certainly not your typical run-of-the-mill female teen, so why should I try to act like it? no, I'm going to be proud on how different I am. This IS a country that prides itself on being unique, right? So yes, you can look at me weirdly, it gives me the greatest sense of achievement, and let me be. If I'm not a danger, don't bug me!

Oh! I just realized something! I figured out how to upload pics...it wasn't the firewall after all... It's just that my computer screen stalls so that a user can go and do several things at once. and they call me a freak! so I'm starting to upload all my Bittersweet Studios pictures, and then scan some... Oh! speaking of pictures and art and along that thought line, I'm trying out some bannerlinks to Kagerou, my FAVOURITE online manga! **star eyes** it's the BEST!! but not for ppl who can't stand blood, swearing and crazy ppl. yes, this sweet girl has her bad side, like everyone else. buzz off. or Zika will get you!

anyways, I drew Fireball a fanpic, and she put it in her fanart gallery number seven! Neko Baka strikes again! LOL! well, I got stuff to do, Gandhi to research, university forms to fill, art to draw. I'm thinking of painting this nice big picture of the Moonflower family. And I'm get the sketch and scan it for you!

G2G!

B> Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 05:30:28pm
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Tuesday, February 18, 2003

Today I have no homework

My I do have sugar... World doomage... Guy, I totally stole Cinnamon's saying.

And man, I just found out something. A site called FictionPress.net. Yeah, the sister site to Fanfiction.net, it's all the originals, and FF.Net is just Fanfic. I guess they got tired of the categories and subs and etc. but it make me vexed! TWO Sites to update on! And that means that I only have two stories on FF.Net! gee..that tells you how much fanfic I write... HEY!! It's ALL IN ONE STORY!!!

And I switched courses again. Now I'm learning ONLINE!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEE!! Well, time for bed or my mom's going to murder me.

B> Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 10:27:12pm
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Friday, February 14, 2003

Today I stuck my hand to the floor with crazy glue...

I did this because Jesus told me too...
Actually, no I didn't. I just really like that line from my FAVORITE ONLINE MANGA!!! Kano has the same fashions as me! we're soooo unique! Last night, on MSN, I started referring to myself in plural, just for the fun of it. Cause you have to admit, I have like four different. So much fun!

OH! speaking of fun, isn't Valentines's today? oh yes, it is I thought so, there was hearts all around school... Yes, I'm talking to myself. I'm insane and I wear socks on my arms. And guess what! Speedy sent me ROSES!! me still my beating heart! My knees got weak and when I saw them I had to sit down. And then I needed to talk a walk to clear my head it was so sweet of him! I hope he like my sketch I did. Well, I g2g, homework waits. I suddenly realize that God made me unique and weird, so therefore it would be against God's wishes for ppl to try and change me, right? If I'm to change, it should be God who does it. WHAHAHAHA! yeah, I remembered to bring home my painting! and I'm going to hang out with PV-chan tomorrow and I have four alterate alias'. so don't be surprised if I refer to myself as we...LOL!!! Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 10:20:23pm
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Thursday, February 13, 2003

Thirteenth of Mourning

Let us all bow our heads and for a moment reflect on how much we love our cats
ARG!!! I really really really hate my parents sometimes! Mom has shut the computer off TWICE on me! What a B*tch! and then she got upset at me for wearing socks on my arms to school! Like, yippee! I'm a freak! LIVE WITH IT!! she wants me to be socially accepted. **pauses and listens to crickets** in this day and age? ...right...she's so scandalized though, and so she yelled at me, so started yelling back. It's not like I had a tonne of homework anyways...sheesh...get a life!

oh SHIT!! I can't stop crying! damndamndamndamnDAMN!! **sighs** ah! that felt good! I just needed to get that off my chest.

Oh! HAVE I TOLD YOU ABOUT THE LORD OF THE RINGS PARODY IM IN?!! NO? well, I'm playing SIX parts! LOADS OF FUN!!! Lots of confusion too. And since I'm a baka, I'm just going to let Cinnamon figure it all out! WAHAHAHAHAHA! and I managed to update my fanfics! fun, eh?WHEEEEEEEEEEEE! Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 09:46:67pm
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Tuesday, February 4, 2003

Fourth Day of Mourning

I'm done my income tax, it's the second day of school
So we've been having some really weird weather. It's ice storm kind of freaky, eh, and so I managed to get my homework done. I like it that my Queen of the Damned soundtrack came in and that I get to drive my mom's car to school. Oh, friday, I got to sleep over at Anne's, and it was sooooooooooo fun!

but bad thing is that shuttle...I didn't hear about it until I was at home and contently watching an anime tape. aww, poor poor Speedy got sick. I know! I'll get him a get well card! now, where's my money?...

**grins** yes yes, I'm having an interesting time at school. History isn't so bad, I dunno cause we've hardly had any classes. I can't change out of Learning strategies, and I get a credit for doing my homework there. English I have to take, and I have a feeling that it's going to be interesting...our classroom is filled to the brim. We're reading Macbeth. fun, eh? and I have the book on tape. Loads of fun! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I changed my philosophy class. It was just waaaaay too much for me. So now I'm in "family studies". wait! my MOM teaches that.... ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! well, me tired... Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 09:46:67pm
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Friday, January 31, 2003

PB & J sandwiches, trapaziods and freaks!

HEY! That's me!
**grins** All aboard the multi-diagnoses train! yes, I went to the doc and she gave me the news and had me do blood work and stuff like that. anyways, other than that, I've been having a rather boring vacation. Not that I mind, I've been catching up in my reading. Maybe I should give Hikura a call. But I won't be able to do anything till this evening because it's my mom's birthday today. I painted her a picture with a poem. She really really REALLY liked it.

I've been reading a whole tonne of online manga...now I feel addicted. HELP!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!! ...need...more...anime...and...manga...which reminds me, I want to buy Gundam Wing manga from my book club. Speaking of book clubs, I started a sci-fi and fantasy reading group on Yahoo! there only two members, me and Speedy, right now... how disappointing...

urg! me no feel too good right now...sometimes being female is really a pain... Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 02:41:12pm
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Saturday, January 25, 2003

I"VE DEFEATED HELL!!! THE WORLD IS MINE!!!!

...for a week...
well yeah, I've finished my exams! as of Thursday! LA LA LA!!! I have an entire week off to try and get my pictures uploaded, start a yahoo! group, read, write and other fun stuff like visit friends. Which reminds me, I need to finish reading the fanfic rainjewel and finish writing more DH, and a little of this and a little of that... wheee-heh-heh! I'm in good mood! and I found out who's going to be at AnimeNorth this year... but I'm not telling, ur gonna have to find out yourself. But I will say this, if you like gundam wing, you'll want to be there...wahahahahahaha! I think I've been reading too much online manga, I've started my own called the Misadventures of Kithara and Katiri, and I hope to have it up someday on Bittersweet Studios. well, it's sort of late at night. And I'm really tired! I've been hyper for two solid days now, and Veira slept over last night and we watched sutitled escaflowne...**drools** Van... anyways, Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 10:14:45p
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Thursday, January 16, 2003

OF ALL THE STUPID -BEEP BEEP BEEP-

**wails** I can't believe this! just look at my poor site! I have a case of missing HTML!!! Oh yes, I can copy/paste from my archives, but my archives aren't updated like I keep the index page. I"m going to have to go and update ALL the links, the adoptions AND other pretty stuff... WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I'm betting it's all the fault of my school computer!! THEY"RE EVIL!!!! It must have deleted my html! THE JERKS!!!

**sighs** I know, I know, I"m such a winer. But I really don't need this in the middle of exam season! It's going to take me HOURS to get it back up!

And I made a mistake yesterday! Mass is today, apparently... Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 07:56:13am
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Tuesday, January 14, 2003

Walking on the edge�

�yeah, im a little on edge right now, especially since exams are coming up and everything. Did I mention all my exams? I have two in-class and one during the exam week, which means I have an entire week off before school starts again. Yeah yeah, I know what ur thinking�PARTY time! Or maybe write some more fanfic, yadda yadda� but that�s not exactly so. See, I�m going to Italy in March!!!! **biggest smile ever** and I have to finish my community service. I only have ten hours to do� hopefully I can go to camp for it.
but I�m not going to worry about that right now. I finished most of my assignments, but I have a sculpture presentation in art, as well as finish a painting, and another assignment and self-eval forms. WAHH! It�s making me a little sick with worry. And then when all that�s done, I get to study my guts out.
Rainjewel-chan sent me a songfic to edit, but I don�t think I�ll be getting to it for a while. Like when exams are done. ohhhhhhhhhhh! this is bad! I can�t get calmed down! My hands are shaking. I�m trying to take deep breaths. I repeat to myself: everything�s going to be okay, everything�s going to be okay..
something good has happened! Sunday, me and mom went shopping. Now, usually we don�t have good luck shopping. But this time it was different. Mom bought me a new fleece jacket, a scarf and gloves (I have a lot of gloves), socks, two new shirts and a pair of dress pants. Mom�s excuse is that I need new clothing for Italy! I�m trying to save up my money for the trip, but I just ordered a CD and it takes so long to get the money�

I�m in the middle of Writers Craft right now. We�re �reviewing� for our in-class exam Friday and Monday (and even Tuesday). Basically we�re going over what we�ve done and trying to figure out how we can improve. The problem is, I don�t really know what I�m having trouble with! I know I can write a nice long and creative story, but essays! And other little things that all pile up.

maybe some of my worries is from having nothing to do right now. I have history homework to do, and art, but it�s all at home and stuff. And maybe I�m worried over next semester, cause it means I have to get up in time to go to school every morning. Well, I should try something� Haunt You Later! "Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 12:41:65pm
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Wednesday, January 8, 2003

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR!!!!!

heheheheh, I'm a little hyper...but I think my pills are working... anyways, I know I haven't been updating. I've got homework still y'know. and I need to be running out the door to school soon so I'm not late. I just wanted to say I'm still alive, going through some rough times in regards to emotional and medical, although Burkeworld-chan took me out to see a movie...soooooooooo SWEET!!!!

and my mom has gone off the deep end. The stress got to her a few days before new years and she threatened to leave us and get a divorce... I think she needs to quit that OFFSHEEA or whatever stuff. It's a strain on our family, and I've been starting to have panic attacks...and a tonne of headaches...we STILL don't know what's wrong with me. I'm waiting for the day they either put me in the hospital, or tell me I got some rare disorder. Hey, I take about seven pills a day, so what's another more? **sighs** I'm trying to keep looking ahead, but my parents seem to think I'm not doing my best, cause I'm not worried about stuff.

NUMBER ONE!! there's a reason WHY I'm on anti-depressants, and that's cause I seem to be worrying over TOO MUCH!!

NUMBER TWO!! don't they releaze that when it comes to my emotions, I'm one of the best actors in the world? I paste a smile on my face, and think about good things and let GOD take care of the bad. Nice philosophy, huh? (and yes, I'm a Christian, read the little bio-thingie. Don't believe in God, your business, but I'm going to bring love and kindness into this world...) anyways, I'm not here to rant over my religion...that's what my poetry on FF.Net is about...speaking of which, it's currently down. JERKS!!! well, I've been trying to upload my pictures onto Bittersweet Studios, but it's not WORKING!!!

HLIKURA_CHAN!!!! HELP!!!

I'm such an idiot, but us idiots stick together. I'm thinking of making a yahoo! group in the idiot section. What do you think?

ohh, one more thing before I go...well, maybe two...

I GOT MY UNIVERSITY APPLICATION IN!!! I'm sooooo proud!... and I can't remember what the other thing was... OH YEAH!! Two MORE THINGS!! Veira and I had a very good time at camp...all my friends there figured out that I was the quiet one!!LOL! I got to sleep new years day at one in the morning. Veira pulled an all nighter, and I was the one who was tired the next day!! Anyways, other thing: I MIGHT BE GOING TO ITALY!!! There's an art Italy trip at March Break, and one of the International Kids is having trouble with her passport, so I might be able to GO!!! YAHHH!! anyways, I got walking to do, and it's been snowing like crazy here!! Haunt You Later! ?riends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly."

Posted by: @ 08:50:23am
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Bio
Hello there! I'm Neko Baka and just because my name has baka in it doesn't mean I am one. The most famouse quote by me is "I'm not stupid I just ACT stupid"... As you can see I'm a Canadian girl who LUV's Anime! and has crushes on several different characters. Most my friends think I'm crazy which is kind of good because I want to be a writer. But first I want to go to China and study there. Most of my hobbies incude writing(of course), art, and reading.

Favorites
MUSIC: Folk, Rock, Classical/
BAND: The Tea Party, Azsa, Enya, Wimme, Enigma, Tomita/
SONG: Walking Wounded, the gravity of love and Castles in the Sky!/
MOVIE: Titan A.E., Star Wars, The Emperor's new Groove, The Lord of The Rings, Queen of the Damned, and basically any GODZILLA movie that I can get my hands on :)/
SHOW: Angel/
ANIME: DBZ, Slayers, Escaflowne, Gundam Wing, Ranma 1/2, Cowboy Bebop/
COMIC: Elfquest, DB/
ANIMAL: Big Cats, uh do mythical creatures count?/
THING TO DO: watch movies with my best friends, Hikura_ and Lisa(,etc), reading, swimming, eating, Biking, writing, updating sites, swinging, surfing the net and just plain being silly!!/
FOOD: SUGAR!!!/