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Part 4 CONTINUED In the early evening Touya got back from his part time job, bringing his stuff along to spend the night at Yuki's place - and a big bag with groceries for a nice dinner. His father had tugged some self-made dessert in as well, with a relieved smile as his son had announced that he'd stay over with Yuki. Yuki beamed at the sight of the little feast they conjured up in the kitchen together - especially since the cooking was sweetened by a lot of small kisses. Even though they didn't talk a lot, both boy's felt elated at their easygoing closeness. They appreciated it a lot more now, after the tension that had been hanging between them the last days. So they took their time eating the dinner and then washed up together. Afterwards they got comfortably on Yuki's bed, with Touya laying down on his back, being a little tired from his work. Yuki gazed down at Touya, the dark ruffled hair, the slanting black eye's being half closed and the shirt standing open to reveal Touya's smooth chest. Heat rushed through Yuki's body and he felt his desire rise at the sight of the dark beauty of his lover. And he sensed Yue's. Yue's desire for Touya. Yue's feelings for Touya were part of his own, but different, too. It was just a fleeting glimpse of awareness from his other form. A light touch at his cheek made Yuki blink and focus again at Touya, who ran his fingers gently down to Yuki's pointed chin. Yuki's chest heaved and he felt slightly dizzy. "I love you." Touya said suddenly with rough gentleness, which made Yuki swallow. Touya had never actually said that to him. He wasn't good at voicing his feelings, didn't say such words lightly. Unable to answer this with any words of his own, Yuki bent down, cupping Touya's face between his hands and brushed his lips against the other boy's. Touya inhaled Yuki's sweet breath and revelled in the soft warmth of his lips. As Yuki's tongue slipped out he opened his mouth for it, sliding his own tongue against his lover's. The kiss felt more intense than the ones they'd shared till now. He felt the need burning inside his lover as the kiss grew harder and more demanding. It dazed Touya to have his gentle Yuki ravish his mouth like that. A wave of lust ran through Touya and he felt his arousal press hotly against the confining cloth of his trousers after Yuki ended the kiss. Stunned Touya blinked, his slightly swollen lips throbbing from the blood Yuki had suckled into them. His cheeks started to glow. Hot ... he felt so hot. Suddenly Touya started to struggle out of his half opened shirt. Yuki watched him with a seductive, sensual smile, then bent down to kiss Touya's hardened nipples. Enthralled he listened to the tall boy's low moan as he rolled the sensitive skin with his tongue. Touya smelled so good ... tasted so good. He wanted more of him. Every last inch ... just good he was so tall, for he felt so hungry ... Yuki's tongue lapped down to Touya's bellybutton and he trailed it around it before dipping the tip of his tongue in, feeling Touya's belly muscles tense. Slowly Yuki moved further down, his hands resting on the other boy's hips as he gazed up questing. "Touya ... I ... Would you want to go on from where we stopped last time?" he asked huskily, his hot, moist breath spilling over the bulge in Touya's trousers. Touya swallowed, staring down at Yuki's fair head so close to his crotch. The hazy, lust filled look from behind the glasses was all Yuki. Then, just for a moment, the eyes narrowed, but the gaze that met him still held desire. Unable to speak Touya nodded. Yuki bit his lower lip and then smiled sweetly, sensually. "Touya ..." his husky voice made Touya shudder and then he gasped as Yuki ran a finger over the bulge in his trousers before he started to slowly open them. Touya's soft moans made Yuki's heart race with excitement. Carefully he slid the other boy's trousers and underwear down, running his hands over the long legs. His gaze caressed enthralled over Touya's naked body that lay sprawled on the bed before him, his arousal being plainly visible. Gently Yuki slid his pale slender hands between Touya's thighs to slightly spread them so he could ease down between his lover's legs. Touya cooperated though his cheeks were burning hotly. Suddenly he sat up and got hold of the smaller boy's shoulders before Yuki could do anything and covered his mouth with a breathy, passionate kiss. Giving soft, hungry moans Yuki melted into the kiss, his fingers rubbing stirringly over Touya's thighs and hips. "I ... Yuki ... you should undress too ..." Touya murmured against Yuki's lips. He started unbuttoning the other boy's shirt, while his lips brushed along the lovely pointed chin. As he pushed down Yuki's shirt his lips moved further on to muzzle the other boy's neck, suckling softly at the tender skin. His hands caressed over Yuki's smooth belly and then after a moment of hesitation he gently rubbed the other boy's erection through his trousers. Yuki squirmed delighted by the stirring sensations that ran through his slender body. A bit clumsy Touya began to open Yuki's trousers, relaying a lot on the smaller boy's help, which made Yuki chuckle. His chuckle was a lovely, thick sound that slid smoothly down Touya's spine, increasing the heat in his body. "You're so seductive ..." he whispered impulsively against Yuki's ear and then as Yuki gave that sensual chuckle again, he got roughly hold of Yuki's head with one hand, fingers buried deeply into the soft hair and slid out his tongue into Yuki's ear, licking it thoroughly, tracing every winding, gracing it with his teeth and suckling at the lobe. "T-Touya ... ah ..." Yuki soon was reduced to shudders and gasps, clinging to the taller boy's shoulders. Even after Touya had stopped his attack Yuki was still panting, small prickly sensations running through his body from the roots of his hair down to his toes. Fascinated Touya watched Yuki, delighting in the pleasure he'd caused his lover. With a smile he let his hands caress down over the pale, slender body, then trailed his fingers lightly over Yuki's erection. Yuki moaned softly, demanding, rubbing his palms against Touya's shoulders, while he moved his hips towards that exciting, tantalisingly fleeting touch. "I'm so hungry for you ..." he whispered looking faintly at his lover, making Touya's smile deepen almost into a grin, even though his heart pounded faster. "Ano ... You can have me." He said simply, making Yuki's eyes widen. "You ... you really mean like ... uhm ... like buggering you?" he asked breathy. Touya hesitated, his gaze wandering over Yuki, how he knelt between his legs, noticing the hungry, longing sparkle in the big, gentle, green eyes. Touya's hand slid around the other boy's erection, feeling the velvety skin stretching over the throbbing hot flesh. //I want Yuki to eat me alive. I want him to know and feel that I'm his.// Touya swallowed, his cheeks glowing, but he felt all hot and needy inside. "Yes." He whispered roughly against Yuki's smooth cheek, while his hand gently rubbed the smaller boy's cock. Yuki trembled slightly with excitement and the need that burned inside his body. Unconsciously he rocked his hips against the movement of Touya's hand, but then he stopped himself, gazing with a hazy smile at his dark lover. "I know what to do, Touya." He purred, leaning into the other boy to make him lay back. "I'd have bet you do." Touya said dryly ... at least he tried to, but it came out rather breathy. Looking thoughtfully and a little troubled Yuki trailed his fingertips lightly over Touya's lips. //Lubrication. We need some lubrication ...// Expectantly Touya observed his lover, while gently kissing the slender fingers. Yuki was so very sweet ... Touya's tongue darted out absently licking over the soft skin. A shudder ran through Yuki's body and he suddenly blinked, then smiled again. "Ah yes, Touya ... this will do ... I hope." Sensually Yuki slid one finger between Touya's lips into his hot, wet mouth. At first the other boy looked a little surprised, but then he understood. Half closing his eyes he suckled at Yuki's slender finger, rubbing his tongue against it to coat it with saliva. Yuki swallowed, watching Touya take every each of his fingers of his right hand into his mouth, the suckling sending lustful shudders through his body. His free hand caressed down over Touya's chest and belly to his erection and he slowly stroked and rubbed Touya's cock a few times, till the other boy lifted his hips towards Yuki's strokes with soft moans. Gazing intently at his pale-haired lover he gripped the wrist of Yuki's right hand and slid the wet fingers out of his mouth, pushing the hand down so it left a slippery trail down his chest and belly. Yuki's eyes followed the trail and then he moved his hand further, caressing over Touya's balls, then sliding a finger into the cleft behind. As the slippery finger brushed over the sensitive skin at Touya's opening the tall boy gasped softly at the stirring sensation it caused. Enthralled Yuki rubbed his finger gently over the velvety skin, then carefully slipped it inside, watching his lovers face. Touya's slanting eyes were half closed and he slightly bit his lower lip. His chest heaved with deep audible breaths and he slightly lifted his hips towards the intrusion, urging Yuki to go on. With a hazy smile Yuki pushed his finger deeper into the tight, hot tunnel, wriggling it to widen Touya. The sight of Touya's body getting sleek and shiny with a sheen of sweat and to watch the muscles at Touya's belly and the long thighs tense and move as the tall boy lifted and rocked his hips made Yuki burn with desire and hunger. "Touya ..." he whispered huskily, sliding in a second finger, while his other hand rubbed over the sleek thighs and belly, then wrapped around the other boy's erection, caressing it sensually. No longer able to feel any shyness or embarrassment Touya squirmed, spreading his legs further to give Yuki better access. //Yuki ... Yuki ... please, I want to feel you ... you and Yue ... Yuki ...// "Want you ... Yuki ..." he pleaded roughly arching up at the slight burning pain as Yuki added a third slender, slippery finger. But the pain mingled with the heat and lust that set his whole body aflame. He felt Yuki's hand caress gently over his hot face, brushing away the damp black hair that stuck to his cheeks and forehead, while he pushed his fingers deeper, making Touya moan. Dazed and uncoordinated Touya got hold of Yuki's hand and turned his glowing face into it to muzzle Yuki's palm, licking at it and slightly gracing it with his teeth. Yuki moaned sweetly leaving his hand to Touya's hungry, hot mouth for some moments, but then he tried to free it, the need inside him growing unbearable. Only reluctantly Touya let go of Yuki's hand, giving small hungry, pleading noises. Yuki used his freed hand to lubricate his own erection as good as possible, spreading Touya's saliva and his own precome over his throbbing length. Trembling slightly Yuki pulled his fingers out of Touya and pressed the top of his cock against Touya's opening, pushing it slowly in. The taller boy's hands clenched into the bed sheets and he breathed harshly as he felt Yuki's hot, hard erection enter him. He needed a few heartbeats to adjust to it, but then all he wanted was more of Yuki. Touya bucked involuntarily against his sweet lover, causing Yuki to gasp at the intense feeling of the tight, sleek tunnel sliding and moulding around his length. "Touya ..." Yuki thrust still deeper into Touya making him arch his back, giving a soft, husky cry. With rough gentleness Touya gripped Yuki's shoulders and wrapped his long legs around the other boy, moving against Yuki's deep, sensual thrusts. Touya's own erection was surrounded by heat, being pressed against Yuki's belly made slippery by sweat, their united rocking movements causing a stirring friction. The thrusts grew faster, urgent with need and hunger that made the two boy's cling tightly to each other, gasping in unison. They both came soon and Touya shuddered at the feel of Yuki's seeds filling him, his warmth exploding and spreading inside him, while he came in hot spurts between their bellies. Yuki collapsed on top of his lover, whispering Touya's name. Tightly Touya held on to the smaller body covering him, his arms flexing with the spasms of fulfilment running through him and slowly ebbing away, leaving him in a state of absolute bliss. Gently he cradled his exhausted lover's head against his chest, weakly combing his fingers through the fine, damp hair at his neck. After some time Yuki moved his head and gazed up at Touya, giving him the sweetest of all smiles, even though Touya noticed that Yuki's cheeks were wet from tears. "Yuki ..." he cupped his lover's face between slightly shaking hands and kissed his cheeks, licking the tears away. "I'm yours ..." he whispered roughly against the warm, smooth skin. Yuki swallowed. "I know." He kissed Touya tenderly before sinking down on him again. The two boys remained entangled like that, savouring the feeling of being joined and their need and hunger being sated. Resting that comfortably Touya felt that he slowly drifted off into light sleep. Suddenly Yuki stirred slightly. "Touya ..." he said sounding a little strange. The taller boy blinked his eyes open and rubbed gently over Yuki's back. "Nani?" he asked softly. "Yue ... Yue is very happy too. I can sense it somehow ..." Carefully Touya reached out and cupped Yuki's cheek, making him look up so he could search his lovers face. But he felt how the announcement made a slight blush creep into his cheeks. Yuki answered Touya's questing gaze openly. "I too felt how he wanted this ... wanted you, Touya." A dazed smile spread over Yuki's lips. "It made me feel even more hungry for you." Delighted Yuki watched the blush on his dark, grim lover's cheeks deepen and his smile widened. "Do you think, you can keep up with both of us?" he teased with sparkling eyes. Touya glowered slightly at him. "So you're banding up on me?" But he couldn't keep up the scowling attitude, for a feeling of relief flooded him as Yuki and Yue seemed to get at terms with each other. The relieve built inside him and suddenly he sank back and laughed, startling Yuki no end. Then with a soft chuckle Yuki slid up and watched the other boy laugh, caressing over the dark hair, treasuring Touya's laughter. -------------- After Touya calmed down again, both boys grew pleasantly sleepy and finally Touya slowly fell asleep, while Yuki just dozed, not wanting to loose the awareness of his lover's warm body beside him. It just felt so good to lie beside Touya like that. //If Yue would like to rest beside him like that, too?// Yuki smiled being quite certain that his other form would really like to do so. Well, he had no objections. Just before Yuki drifted off into oblivious sleep he felt like he was falling backward into soft feathers, drowning in their fluffy warmth. -------------- As the glow of the big silvery wings faded away Yue was lying beside Touya, his long hair pouring down over the edge of the bed. Silently he observed the tall boy, then reached out for him to run his slim hand over Touya's shoulder and down his arm. Touya stirred slightly, turning onto his back. After a little hesitation Yue bent down, pillowing his head tentatively on the boy's chest. It had felt incredible what they'd just done, Yue mused, while he listened to Touya's calmly beating heart. Yuki had been elated by it and Yue had shared a great deal of his intense feelings. Still a part of him wondered how it would have been to do this with Clow-san ... One pale, slender finger trailed in a feathery path over Touya's chest and his ribs, down to the boy's hip. //It's different to touch him myself and not just experience it through Yuki ...// Touya murmured something indistinct and slowly opened his eyes, blinking surprised as he found Yue lying with him, touching him. "Yuki said you didn't mind what has happened." Touya said questing. The fingertip tracing the lines of his body stopped and Yue pushed up on one arm to gaze down at the dark-eyed boy, some strands of hair sliding over his shoulders and spilling onto Touya's chest. Beneath the cold beauty's gaze Touya's heart started to beat faster with the knowledge that Yue had seen and felt anything Yuki had. //He's part of my lover. He's my lover too.// Still Touya felt the colour rise into his cheeks, while he waited for Yue's answer. Suddenly Yue bent down and put his lips against the tall boy's mouth, kissing him hesitantly. After a moment Touya's lips parted and he returned the moonlight creature's tentative kiss. //No, I think he really doesn't mind. He must have liked it ...// Touya thought absently, while he reached out and gently combed a hand through Yue's silvery hair, feeling the long, silky strands slide through his fingers and spill back onto his chest, making him shudder involuntarily. Though after some time Touya remembered something that had been nagging at his mind and he drew back a little. "Yue. Yesterday night as Yuki felt or dreamed that I was dying, he was picking up your thoughts, ne. What were you thinking then?" He asked softly, searching Yue's beautiful, unreadable face. Yue hesitated. He still felt the warmth of the boy's mouth cling to his lips, while he answered Touya's gaze, observing his calm features. Then he made up his mind. "I've just been thinking of when Clow died." He lied. The dark eyed boy watched him with a sharp gaze and Yue thought that Touya might be figuring it out all by himself. Even without his magic senses Touya was still very smart. But then Touya's gaze softened and he mumbled an indistinct acknowledgement to Yue's explanation, not pressing it any further. Then he yawned. Yue suspected that the yawn was faked ... the first one at least. The tall boy suddenly pulled him closer, burring his face in the moonlight hair, inhaling his lover's scent. //Yuki ... Yue ... They smell the same ...// Silently Yue watched Touya's sleeping, sharply handsome face. He wouldn't tell them about it, that Touya was going to die sooner without his magic. Wouldn't think of it anymore. It didn't make so much of a difference after all. Eventually he was going to loose Touya anyway. And Sakura, his new master. The cards would be changed into new cards and then they'd all have a new master again. A new master which he would have to test and accept and grow to love again. He'd always remember Clow, Sakura ... and Touya. And he'd remember loosing them all. Perhaps it was Clow's present to him that he had another form, which wasn't aware of all this? Even though it hurt Yuki that he didn't sense anything, while he was in Yue's form, so he felt slightly left out and not in control. But Yuki made it possible for him to choose again freely with an open heart. Yue closed his eyes, still feeling the ache inside him, of loss that has been and losses still to come. Involuntarily he drew Touya closer. The tall boy responded even in his sleep, his arms flexing protectively around his lover's slender body. Warmth flooded Yue and he savoured it for a moment as it soothed the ache of loss inside him. "I'll remember you, Touya." He promised softly but fiercely. OWARI |
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