There's times in my life where I just
I just want to run away, I just
I just wish the pain would stop
I don't want to cry no more
I wish the pain would go away
Start a day, bad hands make it hard to deal
Sometimes I want to pull it, end it all with a bullet
Hard to live life to the fullest with all this bullshit
Mad as fuck, a nigga had enough
From jump street, saw my father murder massacre slain
One shot took half of his brain, I recapture the pain
Twenty-three years, three when it happened
Twenty-six now, still I can't stop the tears
Then my mood switch, thinking about this sheisty bitch
Kind of funny cause they fake it when they calling you honey
On your dick, when they think a nigga might be rich
That's when I shit, cause I know you fuck with me for my money
Learned the hard way, ain't no correcting the grief
Baby moms starts sexing, my so-called beef
Don't give a fuck if they marked me for death like Steven
Or relieving your breathing, long as I'm even before I'm leaving
Pain

I wish this pain would go away
We're talking about the kind of pain that
I wish this pain would go away
Just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul
I wish this pain would go away
The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more
I wish this pain would go away
The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone

I can't relate to them cats who hold gats at the gate
Is it my fate, am I that nigga, that they love to hate
Solely, slowly, cause I rock a Roley they want my brain gone
Cause of a fucking chain on
Migraine's on, now the pain's warm, I stagger
And I'm hoping I don't know the cat with the dagger
Penetrating my heart, rushed thoughts etched in grief
To the City College deceased may you rest in peace
To the families, I never meant to cause no pain
I know the truth, but if you want, then I shoulder the blame
Overcome at times by uncontrollable flames, and multiple pains
Now it seems like I'm going insane
For the love of you and hip hop I expand the news
But before my shit drops, I stand accused
Don't you think I wish we all was rich
One for all it's pain to see your people when they all can't ball
The pain

I wish this pain would go away
We're talking about the kind of pain that
I wish this pain would go away
Just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul
I wish this pain would go away
The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more
I wish this pain would go away
The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone

I can still hear the shots that left my man B.I.G. laying
On my knees crying and praying, then I said
God, why, got to know how hard we try
Don't let him die, please don't let my nigga be dead
But it was too late, California sealed his fate
Gone now, hard to move on now, fuck making songs now
Wish I could die, I could fly
If they don't give a fuck, fuck it, why should I
That's when B.I.G. spoke, pulled up in a glistening three
With platinum wings and said Puff, listen to me
He puts his hands on my head and said I live through you
Make hits continuous this is what we do
I know it might be strenuous and times is hard
Just keep the faith cause now we rhyme with God
Plus you owe it to yourself and don't forget the kids
That's when I opened up my eyes and new Bad Boy lives
I wish this pain would go away
I wish this pain would go away
One day the pain is going to stop
I wish this pain would go away
One day there's going to be no more pain
I wish this pain would go away
Notorious B.I.G., I'm telling you, man
Now don't let these mother fuckers fuck your shit up, God
I don't give a fuck who it is
Don't let them fuck your paper, man, please B.I.G.
Focus your mind, man, do your albums, make them hot joints
Man, fuck these niggas, man
Fuck these niggas, man
And I'm going to tell the same thing to you
When you get your shit done, watch your money, and
Hopefully, I pray for you, you be the shit
And soon mother fuckers start screaming your name
Like they screaming all these other so-called hot niggas
Never take your eyes off that shit, yo
Try to get everything you can out of these mother fuckers, yo
Ain't no guarantee they going to love you next year

I wish this pain would go away
We're talking about the kind of pain that
I wish this pain would go away
Just gets all up in your heart, and in your soul
I wish this pain would go away
The kind of pain that makes you feel like you can't go on no more
I wish this pain would go away
The kind of pain that I wouldn't wish on anyone