Don't Stay~~Sometimes I need to remember just to breathe ~ Sometimes I need you to stay away from me ~ Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know ~ Somehow I need you to go ~ Don't stay ~ Forget our memories ~ Forget our possibilities ~ What you were changing me into ~ Just give me myself back and ~ Don't stay ~ Forget our memories ~ Forget our possibilities ~ Take all your faithlessness with you ~ Just give me myself back and ~ Don't stay ~ Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well ~ Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself ~ Sometimes I'm in disbelief, I didn't know ~ Somehow I need to be alone ~ Don't stay ~ Forget our memories ~ Forget our possibilities ~ What you were changing me into ~ Just give me myself back and ~ Don't stay ~ Forget our memories ~ Forget our possibilities ~ Take all your faithlessness with you ~ Just give me myself back and ~ Don't stay ~ I don't need you anymore, don't want to be ignored ~ I don't need one more day, of you wasting me away ~ I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored ~ I don't need one more day, of you wasting me away ~ With no apologies ~ Don't stay ~ Forget our memories ~ Forget our possibilities ~ What you were changing me into ~ Just give me myself back and ~ Don't stay ~ Forget our memories ~ Forget our possibilities ~ Take all your faithlessness with you ~ Just give me myself back and ~ Don't stay ~ Don't stay ~ Don't stay~~

Somewhere I Belong~~When this began ~ I had nothing to say ~ And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me ~ I was confused ~ And I'd let it all out to find ~ That I'm not the only person with these things in mind ~ Inside of me ~ But all the vacancy the words revealed ~ Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel ~ Nothing to lose ~ Just stuck ~ Hollow and alone ~ And the fault is my own ~ And the fault is my own ~ I want to heal ~ I want to feel ~ What I thought was never real ~ I want to let go of the pain I've felt so long ~ Erase all the pain till it's gone ~ I want to heal ~ I want to feel ~ Like I'm close to something real ~ I want to find something I've wanted all along ~ Somewhere I belong ~ And I've got nothing to say ~ I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face ~ I was confused ~ Looking everywhere only to find ~ That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind ~ So what am I ~ What do I have but negativity ~ Cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me ~ Nothing to lose ~ Nothing to gain ~ Hollow and alone ~ And the fault is my own ~ And the fault is my own ~ I want to heal ~ I want to feel ~ What I thought was never real ~ I want to let go of the pain I've felt so long ~ Erase all the pain till it's gone ~ I want to heal ~ I want to feel ~ Like I'm close to something real ~ I want to find something I've wanted all along ~ Somewhere I belong ~ I will never know ~ Myself until I do this on my own ~ And I will never feel ~ Anything else until my wounds are healed ~ I will never be ~ Anything till I break away from me ~ And I will break away ~ I'll find myself today ~ I want to heal ~ I want to feel ~ What I thought was never real ~ I want to let go of the pain I've felt so long ~ Erase all the pain till it's gone ~ I want to heal ~ I want to feel ~ Like I'm close to something real ~ I want to find something I've wanted all along ~ Somewhere I belong ~ I want to heal ~ I want to feel like I'm ~ Somewhere I belong ~ I want to heal ~ I want to feel like I'm ~ Somewhere I belong ~ Somewhere I belong~~

Lying From You~~When I pretend ~ Everything is what I want it to be ~ I looked exactly like what you always wanted to see ~ When I pretend ~ I can't forget about the criminal I am ~ Stealing second after second just cause I know I can ~ But I can't pretend that this is their way ~ It will stay ~ I'm just ~ Trying to bend the truth ~ I can't pretend of who you want me to be so ~ I'm lying my way from ~ You ~ No, no turning back now ~ I want to be pushed aside, so let me go ~ No, no turning back now ~ Let me take back my life ~ I'd rather be all alone ~ No turning back now ~ Anywhere on my own cause I can see ~ No, no turning back now ~ The very worst part of you is me ~ I remember what they taught to me ~ Remember condescending talk ~ Of who I ought to be ~ Remember listening and all of that ~ And this again ~ So I pretended to be a person who was fitting in ~ And now you think this person ~ Really is me and I'm ~ Trying to bend the truth ~ The more I push ~ The more I'm pulling away ~ Cause I'm ~ Lying my way from ~ You ~ No, no turning back now ~ I want to be pushed aside, so let me go ~ No, no turning back now ~ Let me take back my life ~ I'd rather be all alone ~ No turning back now ~ Anywhere on my own cause I can see ~ No, no turning back now ~ The very worst part of you ~ The very worst part of you is me ~ This isn't what I wanted to be ~ I never thought what I said ~ Would have you running from me ~ Like this ~ This isn't what I wanted to be ~ I never thought what I said ~ Would have you running from me ~ Like this ~ This isn't what I wanted to be ~ I never thought what I said ~ Would have you running from me ~ Like this ~ This isn't what I wanted to be ~ I never thought what I said ~ Would have you running from me ~ Like this ~ You ~ No, no turning back now ~ I want to be pushed aside, so let me go ~ No, no turning back now ~ Let me take back my life ~ I'd rather be all alone ~ No turning back now ~ Anywhere on my own cause I can see ~ No, no turning back now ~ The very worst part of you ~ The very worst part of you is me~~

Hit the Floor~~There are just too many ~ Times that people ~ Have tried to look inside of me ~ Wondering what I think of you ~ And I protect you out of courtesy ~ To many times that I've ~ Held on when I needed to push away ~ Afraid to say what was on my mind ~ Afraid to say what I need to say ~ Too many ~ Things that you've said about me ~ When I'm not around ~ You think having the upper hand ~ Means you got to keep putting me down ~ But I've had too many ~ Stand offs with you ~ It's about as much as I can stand ~ So I'm waiting until the upper hand ~ Is mine ~ One minute you're on top ~ The next you're not ~ Watch you drop ~ Making your heart stop ~ Just before you hit the floor ~ One minute you're on top ~ The next you're not ~ Missed your shot ~ Making your heart stop ~ You think you've won ~ And then it's all gone ~ So many ~ People like me ~ Put so much trust in all your lies ~ So concerned on what you think ~ To just say what we feel inside ~ So many ~ People like me ~ Walk on eggshells all day long ~ All I know is that all I want ~ Is to feel like I'm not stepped on ~ There are so many ~ Things you say ~ That make me feel you've crossed the line ~ What goes up will surely fall ~ And I'm counting down the time ~ Cause I've had so many ~ Stand offs with you ~ It's about as much as I can stand ~ So I'm waiting until the upper hand ~ Is mine ~ One minute you're on top ~ The next you're not ~ Watch you drop ~ Making your heart stop ~ Just before you hit the floor ~ One minute you're on top ~ The next you're not ~ Missed your shot ~ Making your heart stop ~ You think you've won ~ And then it's all gone ~ And then it's all gone ~ And then it's all gone ~ And then it's all gone ~ Now it's all gone ~ I know I'll never trust a single thing you say ~ You knew your lies would divide us ~ But you lied anyway ~ And all the lies have got you floating up above us all ~ But what goes up has got to fall ~ One minute you're on top ~ The next you're not ~ Watch you drop ~ Making your heart stop ~ Just before you hit the floor ~ One minute you're on top ~ The next you're not ~ Missed your shot ~ Making your heart stop ~ You think you've won ~ And then it's all gone ~ And then it's all gone ~ And then it's all gone ~ And then it's all gone ~ Now it's all gone~~

Easier to Run~~It's easier to run ~ Replacing this pain with something numb ~ It's so much easier to go ~ Then face all this pain here all alone ~ Something has been taken from deep inside of me ~ A secret I've kept locked away ~ No one could never see ~ Wounds so deep they never show ~ They never go away ~ Like moving pictures in my head ~ For years and years they've played ~ If I could change I would ~ Take back the pain I would ~ Retrace every wrong move that I made I would ~ If I could stand up and take the blame I would ~ If I could take all the shame to the grave I would ~ If I could change I would ~ Take back the pain I would ~ Retrace every wrong move that I made I would ~ If I could stand up and take the blame I would ~ I would take all the shame into the grave ~ It's easier to run ~ Replacing this pain with something numb ~ It's so much easier to go ~ Then face all this pain here all alone ~ Sometimes I remember ~ The darkness of my past ~ Bringing back these memories ~ I wish I didn't have ~ Sometimes I think of letting go ~ And never looking back ~ And never moving forward so ~ There would never be a past ~ If I could change I would ~ Take back the pain I would ~ Retrace every wrong move that I made I would ~ If I could stand up and take the blame I would ~ If I could take all the shame into the grave I would ~ If I could change I would ~ Take back the pain I would ~ Retrace every wrong move that I made I would ~ If I could stand up and take the blame I would ~ I would take all the shame into the grave ~ Just washing it aside ~ All of the helplessness inside ~ Pretending I don't feel misplaced ~ It's so much simpler than change ~ It's easier to run ~ Replacing this pain with something numb ~ It's so much easier to go ~ Then face all this pain here all alone ~ It's easier to run ~ If I could change I would ~ Take back the pain I would ~ Retrace every wrong move that I made ~ It's easier to go ~ If I could change I would ~ Take back the pain I would ~ Retrace every wrong move that I made I would ~ If I could stand up and take the blame I would ~ I would take all the shame to the grave~~

Faint~~I am ~ A little bit of loneliness ~ A little bit of disregard ~ Handful of complaints ~ But I can't help the fact ~ That everyone can see these scars ~ I am ~ What I want you to want ~ What I want you to feel ~ But it's like ~ No matter what I do ~ I can't convince you ~ To just believe this is real ~ So I ~ Let go ~ Watching you ~ Turn your back like you always do ~ Face away and pretend that I'm not ~ But I'll be here ~ Cause you're all that I got ~ I can't faint ~ The way I did before ~ Don't turn your back on me ~ I won't be ignored ~ Time won't change ~ This damage anymore ~ Don't turn your back on me ~ I won't be ignored ~ I am ~ A little bit insecure ~ A little bit unconfident ~ Cause you don't understand ~ I do what I can ~ But sometimes I don't make sense ~ I am ~ What you never want to say ~ But I've never had a doubt ~ It's like no matter what I do ~ I can't convince you ~ For once just to hear me out ~ So I ~ Let go ~ Watching you ~ Turn your back like you always do ~ Face away and pretend that I'm not ~ But I'll be here ~ Cause you're all that I got ~ I can't faint ~ The way I did before ~ Don't turn your back on me ~ I won't be ignored ~ Time won't change ~ This damage anymore ~ Don't turn your back on me ~ I won't be ignored ~ No ~ Hear me out now ~ You're going to listen to me ~ Like it or not ~ Right now ~ Hear me out now ~ You're going to listen to me ~ Like it or not ~ Right now ~ I can't faint the way I did before ~ Don't turn your back on me ~ I won't be ignored ~ I can't faint ~ The way I did before ~ Don't turn your back on me ~ I won't be ignored ~ Time won't change ~ This damage anymore ~ Don't turn your back on me ~ I won't be ignored ~ I can't faint ~ I won't be ignored ~ Time won't change ~ Don't turn your back on me ~ i won't be ignored~~

Figure.09~~Nothing ever stops all these thoughts ~ And the pain attached to them ~ Sometimes I wonder why this is happening ~ It's like nothing I could do ~ Would distract me then ~ I think how I shot myself in the back again ~ Cause from the infinite words I could say, I ~ Put all the pain you gave to me ~ On display, but didn't ~ Realize instead of setting it free, I ~ Took what I hated and made it a part of me ~ It never goes away ~ It never goes away ~ And now you've become a part of me ~ You'll always be right here ~ You've become a part of me ~ You'll always be my fear ~ I can't separate ~ Myself from what I've done ~ I've given up a part of me ~ I've let myself become you ~ Hearing your name ~ The memories ~ Come back again ~ I remember when it started happening ~ I'd see you in every thought I had ~ And then ~ My thoughts slowly found words ~ Attached to them ~ And I knew as they escaped away, I was ~ Committing myself to them and every day I regret ~ Saying those things cause now ~ I see ~ That I ~ Took what I hated and made it a part of me ~ It never goes away ~ It never goes away ~ And now you've become a part of me ~ You'll always be right here ~ You've become a part of me ~ You'll always be my fear ~ I can't separate ~ Myself from what I've done ~ I've given up a part of me ~ I've let myself become you ~ It never goes away ~ It never goes away ~ It never goes away ~ It never goes away ~ Get away from me ~ Give me my space back, you've got to just go ~ Everything just comes down to memories of you ~ I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know ~ I've let you go, so ~ Get away from me ~ Give me my space back, you've got to just go ~ Everything just comes down to memories of you ~ I've kept it in but now I'm letting you know ~ I've let you go ~ And now you've become a part of me ~ You'll always be right here ~ You've become a part of me ~ You'll always be my fear ~ I can't separate ~ Myself from what I've done ~ I've given up a part of me ~ I've let myself become you ~ I've let myself become you ~ I've let myself become ~ Lost inside ~ These thoughts of you ~ Giving up on part of me ~ I've let myself become you~~

Breaking the Habit~~Memories consume ~ Like opening the wound ~ I'm picking me apart again ~ You all assume ~ I'm safe here in my room ~ Unless I try to start again ~ I don't want to be the one ~ The battles always choose ~ Cause inside I realize ~ That I'm the one confused ~ I don't know what's worth fighting for ~ Or why I have to scream ~ I don't know why I instigate ~ And say what I don't mean ~ I don't know how I got this way ~ I know it's not all right ~ So I'm ~ Breaking the habit ~ I'm breaking the habit ~ Tonight ~ Clutching my cure ~ I tightly lock the door ~ I try to catch my breath again ~ I hurt much more ~ Than anytime before ~ I had no options left again ~ I don't want to be the one ~ The battles always choose ~ Cause inside I realize ~ That I'm the one confused ~ I don't know what's worth fighting for ~ Or why I have to scream ~ I don't know why I instigate ~ And say what I don't mean ~ I don't know how I got this way ~ I know it's not all right ~ So I'm ~ Breaking the habit ~ I'm breaking the habit ~ Tonight ~ I'll paint it on the walls ~ Cause I'm the one at fault ~ I'll never fight again ~ And this is how it ends ~ I don't know what's worth fighting for ~ Or why I have to scream ~ But now I have some clarity ~ To show you what I mean ~ I don't know how I got this way ~ I'll never be all right ~ So I'm ~ Breaking the habit ~ I'm breaking the habit ~ I'm breaking the habit ~ Tonight~~

From the Inside~~I don't know who to trust, no surprise ~ Everyone feels so far away from me ~ Heavy thoughts sift through the dust ~ And the lies ~ Trying not to break ~ But I'm so tired of this deceit ~ Every time I try to make myself ~ Get back up on my feet ~ All I ever think about is this ~ All the tiring and time between ~ And how trying to put my trust in you ~ Just takes so much out of me ~ Take everything from the inside ~ And throw it all away ~ Cause I swear for the last time ~ I won't trust myself with you ~ Tension is building inside steadily ~ Everyone feels so far away from me ~ Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me ~ Trying not to break ~ But I'm so tired of this deceit ~ Every time I try to make myself ~ Get back up on my feet ~ All I ever think about is this ~ All the tiring and time between ~ And how trying to put my trust in you ~ Just takes so much out of me ~ Take everything from the inside ~ And throw it all away ~ Cause I swear for the last time ~ I won't trust myself with you ~ I won't waste myself on you ~ You ~ You ~ Waste myself on you ~ You ~ You ~ Take everything from the inside ~ And throw it all away ~ Cause I swear for the last time ~ I won't trust myself with you ~ Take everything from the inside ~ And throw it all away ~ Cause I swear for the last time ~ I won't trust myself with you ~ You ~ You ~ You~~

Nobody's Listening~~Coming at you ~ Yo, peep the style and the kids keep checking for it ~ The number one question is how could you ignore it ~ And drop right back in the cut ~ Over basement tracks and rap stack got you backing us up ~ Like rewind that ~ We're just rolling with the rhythm ~ Rise from the ashes of stylist division ~ With these non-stop lyrics and life giving ~ Not to be forgotten, but still unforgiven ~ But in the meantime, there are those ~ Who want to talk this and that so I suppose ~ That it gets to a point where feelings got to get hurt ~ And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt ~ It goes ~ Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me ~ Told you everything loud and clear ~ But nobody's listening ~ Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me ~ Told you everything loud and clear ~ But nobody's listening ~ I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress ~ Handful of anger held in my chest ~ And everything left is a waste of time ~ I hate my rhymes but hate everyone else's more ~ I'm riding on the back of this pressure ~ Guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together ~ Because all of this stress gave me something to write on ~ The pain gave me something I could set my sights on ~ Never forget the blood, sweat and tears ~ The uphill struggle over years, the fear and ~ Trash talking and the people it was to ~ And the people that started it, just like you ~ Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me ~ Told you everything loud and clear ~ But nobody's listening ~ Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me ~ Told you everything loud and clear ~ But nobody's listening ~ I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress ~ Handful of anger held in my chest ~ Uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears ~ Nothing to gain, everything to fear ~ Heart full of pain, head full of stress ~ Handful of anger held in my chest ~ Uphill struggle, blood, sweat and tears ~ Nothing to gain, everything to fear ~ Heart full of pain ~ Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores me ~ Told you everything loud and clear ~ But nobody's listening ~ Called to you so clearly, but you don't want to hear me ~ Told you everything loud and clear ~ But nobody's listening ~ I got a heart full of pain, head full of stress ~ Nobody's listening ~ Handful of anger held in my chest ~ Nobody's listening ~ Uphill struggle, blood and sweat tears ~ Nobody's listening ~ Nothing to gain, everything to fear ~ Nobody's listening ~ Coming at you from every side~~