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| Chapter 17 �What do you mean Andie?� I asked Pacey. Her name is Julie. She�s the little skank that Dawson left for me. �Well, what do you mean Dawson?� He met my glare with the same velocity of anger. �His name�s Ben.� �No, his name�s Dawson and her name is Julie!� I yelled and looked over to Dawson. �What the hell are you doing here Dawson?� �Why can�t I be here Joey? I just came to see my old friend and ex-girlfriend.� That bastard! How dare you come into my home. �You bastard.� I lunged for him, throwing my hands around his neck. �You come here to see me, after you deliberately attack me in New York and almost in the hospital.� My anger was growing and so was my grasp on his neck as I shook it back and forth. �You come here unwanted and the nerve of you to bring her!� Julie-Andie-Julie, whatever and Pacey are just standing there awestruck. �Joey, uh, babe, I�can�t�breath.� This is when I snap. I thrust him back into the door and he falls to the ground. �Dawson, Ben, whoever, I want you the fuck out of my house and take your little whore with you.� I kick him out of the way and open the door. �NOW!� �Sorry Joey, no can do.� I look over and �her� and just stare. �And why not?� I ask. �Because, we�re making the rules here.� She goes over to the door, shutting and locking it. �We came to finish you off and to be done with Pacey.� �What do you have against me, or Pacey for that matter? What did we do to deserve this?� �Yeah Andie, why are you trying to hurt us? Or kill us?� He went over to her. A good head above her, he stared her down. �You both left us for each other. Not the other way around. You hurt us then. Don�t you think you did enough?� �The only reason we found each other is because you and Joey were to busy with your jobs. You never had any time for us.� Andie said as her eyes filled up. Don�t cry, you have no right to you bitch. �It was the other way around.� I spoke up. �Dawson was never home.� I look at him. �Every time I tried to talk or kiss you, you always pushed me away. I didn�t go and find someone else. I waited for you to get over what ever was wrong. You wouldn�t let me in.� The tears begin to stream down my face. �Was I not enough for you? Was I too much? Overpowering? Did you not enjoy the sex?� He just stares up at me. A hard stare at that, too. He�s silent. �Answer me damnit!� �It wasn�t you Joey, it was me. I still wanted to be free.� I give him an icy glare. He cleared his throat and continued, �Not that you tied me down, I just didn�t want any responsibility. With Andie, it was casual. No rules.� �God Dawson, you�re such an idiot sometimes. What exactly were you trying to do to me anyway?� I look at him and the anger I had with him was slowly subsiding. �Talk to me.� �Andie wanted to do something horrible to Pacey. She wanted to take him away to a warehouse and torture him by leaving him there for days, watching to see how long he would have survived.� Andie glared at him. �And to you I just wanted to have you one more time. To say I�m sorry. But then it just got so out of control that I blamed our breakup on you and wanted to do something worse. Make you suffer.� I feel like I�m going to start crying again. The look on his face it pitiful. But then I remember Andie. I look over at her. Hatred filled my eyes, the tears gone. �What about you? What do you have to say about all this?� Pacey, who has been quiet this whole time, spoke up, �Yeah, Andie, enlighten us. What did I do to you. You were the one who put the wedge between us. Not the other way around.� �I hated you. Okay, I hated you. You were so perfect. I was so, wrong. I was having those problems. I wasn�t all that sane. I felt that I couldn�t live up to what you saw me as. So I found Dawson and broke it off with you. And now, I have grown to hate you. I want you to suffer like I did. I want to make you crazy. Like me.� �God Andie, I can�t believe you.� He said as he put his head in his hands. |
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