nestan
leoniZe
mamaze
(mogonebebi)
„literaturuli
saqarTvelo", 1993 w. 4 ivnisi.
...adamianze zrunva sixaruls aniWebda. saocari
unari hqonda mosmenis, sityvas ar Seawyvetinebda aravis, bolomde mousmenda.
moyvaruli
nazi guli hqonda... sxvaze fiqrobda mudam - guli ar daeCagros, ar ewyinoso -
dards gulTan miitanda.
martooba
ar SeeZlo. ...marto sadilzec ar Sesvamda erT Wiqa Rvinos, xSirad uZmardeboda
kidec... ustumrod mzesac ki siTbo akliao, ityoda. sxvagan ver Zlebda. erT
kviraze mets ver Cerdeboda moskovSi. Cven dagvtovebda da wamovidoda. mTeli dRe
arqivSi ijda. uars ambobda delegaciebSi Sors wasvlaze... bolos uari Tqva
indoeTSi Tu CineTSi wasvlaze - imsiSoreze ra wamiyvans, ra gamaZlebinebso.
axlos
iyo ubralo xalxTan... miwasTan...
Sendobis
didi unari hqonda.
gaRmerTebuli
hyavda samSoblo, winaprebi... „roca vaxseneb gmirTa saxelebs, yeli mitkbeba,
Tafldeba sityva". ...Tamadoba uyvarda. imdenad sma ki ara, xalxTan
urTierToba exaliseboda... iwyebda samSoblos, winaprebis sadRegrZeloTi, maTi
Rvawlis aRniSvniT... svamda patara WiqiT, qamriani WiqiT. sZulda Cais WiqebiT
sma. ...ar svamda arays, koniaks... Rvinis garda arafers svamda. ar minaxavs
mTvrali. nasvami ufro kargi xdeboda... mxiaruli, alersiani...
uyvarda
sxvisi daxmareba... mTxovnels miuwerda werils, daurekavda, wayveboda kidec...
pasuxi SematyobineTo, daubarebda.
yvela
sulieri uyvarda, ecodeboda. Sin gazrdil qaTams pirs ar daakarebda, arc cocxlad
nayids. xSirad madlobis niSnad mogviyvandnen xolme cocxal cxvars - aRar icoda,
ra eqna - ukan xom ver gavatan, egonebaT, rom saCuqari davuwuneo. „araferi ar
minda, risTvis SewuxebulxarTo, - etyoda xolme... gaugzavnida am cxvars wyneTis
darajs. is ki Cveulebisamebr, etyoda - mgelma moitacao... mamas ra Tqma unda,
ara sjeroda, magram uxaroda, kargia, rom magis codvaSi ar Cavdeqio.
eameboda sofluri puri
da kameCis mawoni...
swyinda, roca sanTelze mofrenil pepelebs
xocavdnen - ras erCiT, isedac erTi dRe aqvT, gaixarono...
xSirad bavSvisTvis yidulobda Citebs
galiiT, mxolod imitom, rom bavSvs ganTavisuflebis sixaruli egrZno. aWmevda,
wyals daalevinebda da mere gaaSvebinebda - ai, axla Sena glocavso.
uyvarda xe, balaxi, yvavili, mTa, mze.
yvavili miwis Rimiliao, ityoda.
„me vemTxvie mzis TavTavebs, vazTan
viyav daCoqili..."
an
„Tavs vuxri balaxs, minda sicocxle am
TeTr vaSlis qveS ukunisamde..."
Zalian keTili, bavSviviT gulubryvilo
iyo,zogi kidevac borotad iyenebda amas.
sinaTle, mze uyvarda. fardebs gadaswevda,
mzem Semoixedoso. sibnele sZulda - mgzavrobisas yovelTvis asanTs da sanTels
gavatandiT xolme. bolosac, albaT bolomde ver davijereT, rac moxda... isev ise
gavatane samudamo gzaze asanTi da sanTeli...
sikvdili sZulda - arasodes laparakobda
amaze. mxolod erTxel, roca gardaicvala Cemi mamamTili, miTxra - Tqven ukve unda
SeeguoT im azrs, rom Cven aRar viqnebiT. manam adamiani cocxalia, sikvdils
imasTan ra unda, roca gardaicvleba - is ukve verafers ver igrZnobso.
es iyo martSi... oTxi Tvis Semdeg ki...
adamiani madlobeli unda iyos yoveli wuTiT,
romelic RmerTma uboZao...
ejavreboda uxeSi sityva... adamianis suls
atlanqebso. yovelgvari Zaladoba ejavreboda... bavSvi Tavisuflad unda gazardo,
ar aris saWiro amdeni SeniSvnebio, - metyoda. ar gvaxsovs misgan xmis
amaRleba... ar iyo Cveulebrivi mama, meuRle, papa. araCveulebrivi mzrunveli,
yuradRebiani, dReSi ramdenjerme dagirekavda - rogora xarT, deda rogor aris,
rame xom ar gindaTo, da ase yoveldRe. me aqa da aq var... Cemi dardi nu gaqvT.
ar varga, Svilo, amdeni dardi...
patara rom myavda, akvanSi iwva... mama
Cumad Sesuliyo da artaxebi aexsna, xelebi gaeTavisuflebina, bavSvi naxevrad
gadmokidebuli iyo, rom Sevedi.
- Semecoda, vin icis, xelis gaSla rogor
undodao...
SeiZleba swored imitom, rom arasodes
gvijavrdeboda, sul gvefereboda, yvelafris nebas gvaZlevda, - gverideboda
mamasi, arasdros araferi mogviTxovia...
aseTive mosiyvarule Svili iyo, mosiyvarule
- dedis. gulCvili iyo. dedis saflavze creemlebiT tiroda. bebiis gardacvalebis
dReebSi, biZaCem levans da mamas erT oTaxSi eZinaT. deda ambobda - rogorc
patara biWebi, ise tirodnen mTel Rameso.
bolo wlebSi gansakuTrebiT uyvarda bunebaSi
yofna, samsaxuridan manqaniT mcxeTisken gavla - nataxtarisken, saerTod, qarTli
uyvarda Zalian. haerze gavivlio, bavSvebs waiyvanda xSirad. bolo wels, im
gazafxulze mec wavyevi. wagviyvana wilkanSi. Semdeg gamovbrundiT. nataxtarTan,
mindorze, xis qveS visauzmeT. me mklavze mZivi mqonda Semoxveuli. TbilisSi rom
CamovediT, maSin mivxvdi, rom davkarge. Zalian Sevwuxdi. mamam mkiTxa, Zvirfasi
iyoo? me mivuge, ara, Zvirfasi ar iyo, magram Zalian miyvarda-meTqi. erTi-ori
dRis Semdeg samsaxuridan damireka, raki Sen eg mZivi gyvarebia, wavideT, iqneb
vipovoTo. warmoidgineT, rom vipoveT. mama Zalian nasiamovnebi iyo.
Zalian awuxebda samxreT saqarTvelos bedi:
„ise davberdi, veRar vnaxe tbeTi, Satberdi"... saflavebs daeZebda.
sabas, besikis gadmosveneba undoda.
ar uyvarda kinto da yaraCoReli, ukvirda
maTiT gataceba.
ar uyvarda kviparosi. sasaflaos xes
eZaxda. arc palma - Cveneburi ar ariso. wiwvovani xeebi moswonda, magram is ar
moswonda yvelgan wiwvovans rom rgaven, ar etyoba arc gazafxuli, arc Semodgomao.
iyo Zalian upretenzio. Zalian advili iyo
masTan cxovreba. arasdros arafers gaiZulebda, Tavs arafers mogaxvevda. uyvarda
Tavisufleba. Zaldataneba danaSaulad miaCnda. SeniSvnebs erideboda. arafers
moiTxovda.
firosmanis quCaze, N 29-Si, sadac niko
firosmani cxovrobda, memorialis gaxsna undoda. ocnebobda firosmanis Zeglze.
erekles, daviT aRmaSeneblis, Tamaris Zegli undoda TbilisSi... Tamaris quCa da
moedani... firosmanis saflavs daeZebda... undoda filmi firosmanze. scenarze
muSaobda. firosmanis Tvrameti suraTi gadasca muzeums, es eris sakuTrebaa da me
ufleba ara maqvs, Cems binaSi Cavketoo. aTobiT xelnaweri, sabuTi, sigeli,
uZvelesi wigni gadasca xelnawerTa instituts...
mleTis quCaze, N 5-Si, sadac vaJa-fSavela
rCeboda Tavisi Zmis - sandros binaze, TbilisSi Camosvlisas, memoriali unda
moewyoso...
moswonda merab berZeniSvilis vaxtang
gorgasali... „avTandili" Searqva da undoda, enaxa dadgmuli TbilisSi Tu
ara, mcxeTaSi mainc.
baraTaSvilis krebulSi leqss „sayures"
miwerili aqvs mamas xeliT - „Tayvans vcem ilias da akakis, magram me
gamakvirva mxolod nikoloz baraTaSvilma da vaJa-fSavelam!"
winaT sardafebs saxelebi hqonda - „Zmuri
nugeSi"... axla ki - „werti N esa da eso"... guli swydeboda.
unabze leqsi aqvs dawerili - marto
TbilisSi xarobso... Zalian uyvarda mindvris yvavilebi.
didi niWi hqonda momadlebuli. yvelafers
TiTqos iolad akeTebda. didi Sroma mis gakeTebul saqmes ar etyoboda...
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