Cold

For the Night
I was left alone
With only my bitter tears
To comfort me
For how I should have known
Not to come undone
And bleed misery through the skin
To be naked in front of an enemy
Product of love and insanity.

Here I lie again
In this eternal love you promised me
It's all so cold and empty
As the mind splatters against the floor
I wish I had known all this before
Why couldn't I just walk away.
Stand up and walk away
From you and my misery

It grows colder in here
In this skin
I am slowly realizing I can not win
This drowning mental state keeps me in
Prying on fears
The voices come back to taunt me
I'm ready to leave
Leave you and my misery.

Love all false in judgmental eyes
Becoming emotionally frozen, I crave..
So don't feel you,
hear you, see you
and the pain, I'll leave behind
For you to drown in
And make you cold