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Whats Up?! |
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This page is just here, for me to let you know what i've been up to. So yah! Interesting. huh? |
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02/27/04 - Hey all! Im posting. I know its been awhile. But I asure you im not dead, nor was i put in jail for an extended period of time. *nods*. I have came to a conclusion. I have been a little down lately. And I've figured out away to perk me back up. Or get me back on track.
1.) I will never do anything, that I would not care if everyone knew (or would be ashamed of myself)
2.) Be the upmost honest with everyone and as open as possible
3.) Be as friendly yet straightforward as possible
4.) Speak my mind, makes those aware of what i do and do not want.
Once my life is like this again (it once was...before college. Damn you college) I will be happy Laurie once again. Carefree. I want myself back, and I miss me. And this is how it will be done.
Wish me luck = ) |
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01/20/04 - Hey all im in brockville visiting cause my pop died. wake today funeral tomarrow. Sad :(! Its nice being home. Everything may be chaotic up at school but everything is always the same here. The same ol' light is burnt out...the same ol scratches and scrapes where they were left. Its nice to know some things are consistant while everything else is changing so fast. I drive around brockville and just remember so much, and miss so much. But at the same time, i would never give up what i have in ottawa. Blah. I was driving my van to mcdonalds (yay) i was thinking wouldn't it be fun to surprise everyone if i just popped by hehe...but then im like...dad kill laurie. And laurie no, know the way. So the answer was no. And i had my big mac. And I enjoyed it and liked it so in your face. Had a fight with my mom as soon as i got in the door, as much as it bothered and disturbed me...angerd me. It wouldn't have been the same without it. I haven't hugged my mom, i haven't said sorry, i haven't asked her how she has been doing. She looks sometimes as if she could need it but its just not a thing we have ever done and i'd feel wierd doing it. When i left to go to ottawa when school started i never even said bye to her. Blah. Now im talking to much. My basement is cold. cold. cold.cold. I will prolly get a good nights sleep tonight. The best in awhile. Silence is good at times. I'll be back in ottawa next time any of you talk to me. So.....say bye to sharing mood laurie. Lol
Love you all
-Laurie |
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12/28/03- Heyo just got home from work not too long ago. I had to sweep the parking lot and i came to a deduction (sp?) I can understand drinking and drugs to an extent they give you some sort of high, i'll give it that much. As sweeping up the seemingly endless amounts of cigarette butts. I started to wonder, what is the point of cigarettes why do people do it. I mean 1.) it does not give you any high at all? I mean it doesn't make you insanely hyper, it doesn't make you feel better about yourself. It isn't even an escape from reality 2.) It costs lots of money 3.) It shortens your life with each puff. 4.) it Pollutes the ground with your cigarette butts cause you are too lazy from smoking all those years to walk to the cigarette butt stop that is one step away and finally and most importantly 4.) Laurie is forced to sweep them up. Why do people do it. Basically it drains there bank accounts and shorterns there lifes. Its supid. Nothing good comes out of it at all. People are so stupid at times. -sigh- What else is new. Ohh Im going to go see Lord Of the Rings tomarrow I can't wait. Im also going to see the dentist -__-. I have a strange feeling the dentist isn't going to be too thrilled with me just for the fact my bottom jaw is all crooked again from lack of retainer wearage! -cough- which i stopped wearing unitentionally of course...er.r.....SUBJECT CHANGE. Tomarrow is my frist day off in a long time. Not counting christmas of course. Which really doesn't count as a day off cause i had to run around everywhere. Bah! Its like been a week and a little more then half since ive had a day off (again i say not counting christmas, if the store was open im sure i woulda been booked to work it ) . Im excited. Im heading back to school on either. The 3rd of Jan or the 4th. Its up to Susan actually. I go home on the opposite day of her. Im going to make some changes to my site. Add my new friends to the friends pages. Update more often and such. Yay me. Shawn and Doug tried to steal my bouncy ball from me at work today. But i Puh-ttacked and conquered cause i rule and i won. I got my ball back Yay. So thats all ttyl
- Laurie |
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12/25/03 - Well its christmas. Just another blah day. Didn't really feel like christmas. Yet on any day or occasion its hard to feel the love in this house. Just been thinking alot today about stuff and crap. Blah. Kyle said he might not go back up to school next semester. Which really really really sucks. Cause I would miss him a whole lot. The last couple weeks up there I didn't hang out with him too much. And i feel bad. But even before he said he might not come back i was planning on visiting him more. = ( Blah. Well im still being optimistic in hopes that he will return next semester. Hmm up in ottawa i don't get to collect my thoughts much. Cause im rarely alone. The good thing about comming home i suspose is i get the chance to do that. So yeah for Brockville. Plus the added bonus i get to see alot of my friends. Which i rarely get to see. I miss them all. I miss alot here. As much as I rarely like to admit it. Cause im the independant one. Being away from home doesn't really kill me its something that doesn't bother me. Its something I occasionally miss. Its just like I have two lives im living now. And I have to decide between the two at times.
Well blah..
Thats about as deep as we will get into my thoughts for today
Merry Christmas
- Laurie |
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