My catharsis is this melody
My sun no longer rises with a turquoise glow
And I've expanded my horizons
And they're further then I've ever been before
But I want more.
My crude beginnings where so pleasure free
I had to tear away, and did so, painfully.
And now I stroll the rolling hills
And I have many roads to walk to get to where I want to be
And all these pastures seem so foreign to my weary soul
If what they said was true I would be happy here.
But still I fear.
The grass is always greener on the other side.
I hopped the fence in hopes of finding greener fields.
But found, to my dismay,
That I can never get away.
I looked from whence I came and now the grass seems greener there,
And my field's bare.
Its always greener on the other side.
My catharsis should have set me free
Wherever I might like to go.
And I'm not sure just where I've went
And now I'm spent.
Seems my catharsis was just that.
A melody.