Alone

Why do I always have to fell so alone all the time?
Maybe it is my fault, but can I blame you?
I am empty
And I don�t know why
Honest, when all you want is a lie
All that I can truthfully be
Is me
So why isn�t it ever enough?
I am to different than you
To see things the way you do
You see things through mirrors
I feel things through a kaleidoscope of colours
You laugh out loud
And I am invisible, a wallflower
But it is never enough, not even that...
I am empty
And I know why
Because I am honest,
While the world lies
You like to try to fix me
Laugh, like it�s a game,
But I cannot be
Someone I�m not
I can�t be you
And you can�t be me


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