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Even his presence annihilates the normal kind of people. And he�s being use to it ever since then. Of course he knows some people, they are also Satanists in school, but why the HELL would he give a damn right? They only chat once or twice, have the same Gog, also likes Heavy-Metal, eats cereal for midnight snacks, all wears black and earrings or even have the same favorite Rei Ayanami hentai pose. To, Ulrich, that just means SHIT to him. Not worthy of his trust and companionship. So Naomi is the only one he trusts now and listens to and gives a damn.

A few short steps to his house and there she was! �Fiona! � right there at the front porch sitting like a nude model with shirt on. �What the HELL is you doing here?!� �Aren�t you glad to see me Lucifer? I bought some beer, want some?� �No thanx Fiona! What is it with you today? Your not gonna attempt to have sex with me again are you?� �Um, yeah. That�s the first thing that got in my mind you know.� �Well no one�s gonna get laid today okay?!! Specifically not me.!� �Aw c�mon LC! It�s my first time too. And I really love you that I couldn�t stop but wondering why don�t you feel the same?� Fiona sat down and bowed her head with her blonde hair covering her cheeks as if they where going to hide her face in shame that she just said it to the man she truly loves and said, �All that I�ve done is only for you, Lucifer Ulrich. Why can�t you love me as much as I do? I reserved my whole life just to find someone like you that I know will love me not for what I am but for what kind of girl you want to be. You know I changed every thing in my life just for you, you know that!� With much to say, Ulrich butted in saying, �WAIT! No one told you to change your life forever! Neither your friends nor me! You where the one who pursued to change you totally! No woman would do that if she really loves the guy for what he is and what she believes in! Not changing it because one likes the person to be like that just to love him! I call that stupidity and intolerance not LOVE!� Tears flowed down her plump pink cheeks like a starting downpour and replied, �Yes, I might be stupid and intolerant, but I did it just for you. Don�t you understand that? Does that mean nothing to you LC?! All I did with all my heart because I though you�d love me. And you will have to change your beliefs sooner or later when you realize that when someone loves you all seemed impossible will happen and everything you now see will have more meaning and your life will have more reason to live because you love someone and you want to share every single moment with her! And sooner or later you might change, the both of us. Because by then, you will now have to thank God for it and you won�t be able to thank him enough because you find someone that really means something to you not just to give a damn for! When will you realize that LC? When? When it�s too late? Don�t you know that every time you commit suicide and fail how much I thank God that you�re still alive? How worried I get when others even encourage you to do it? When LC? When?!� Fiona crashed down to her knees and cried in silence. �Perhaps I wont, really realize it, Fiona. That will never happen in my life even once. Because when it does, I will be the one to be changed and all that I believe and really love will just vanish out of my life and I wouldn�t know that it being taken away by a girl that will eventually brakes up with me sooner or later when she discovers every thing that I�ve sacrificed all my life. And after the girl that I just loved realized it and brakes up with me.. I don�t know how could I even take it anymore, with all that has already happened in my life. That is the only tragic thing that hasn�t happened to me yet. And I know right after that happens I will kill my self because I will regret it forever that I wont even bare to live for, for the rest of my life.� And Ulrich stepped closer to Fiona and sat down, and hugged her for comfort, and whispering, �But now I also give a damn for you, by trying to make things better for me.� Fiona quickly looked right at the face of Ulrich with her eyes twinkling with joy in spite all that he opened up and smiled and hugged him much tighter. �Don�t cry anymore okay? When I see women cry, it makes me feel depressed too and angry because I remembered my mother when I was a child.� Fiona quickly acted fast and wiped her salty tears with her black long sleeved shirt. �From now on. You won�t see me crying again my love� she said with a sweet caring voice.

As they stand up and wiped their clothes and pants because they sat down on the stairs to the front door, Ulrich said, �I might not able to understand what you�re talking about Fiona, but I think some day I will. Even if I die trying finding out.� Then he slowly said with a warming voice, �Now if you have nothing to say, I insist you go home and don�t expect me to go with you even though it�s 12:30am.� Fiona looked at Ulrich�s face with the glittering eyes and smiling face that shook Ulrich with the heart pounding feeling. � What is this? Why am I suddenly nervous in front of her? What the Hell�s happening to me? I know it�s not my dick because it�s not aroused but Hell I feel uplifted. I never felt this same way before but only when I type or inspired by my world�AWWWW SHITT!!! Am I INLOVE?!?!?�. Then with out any warning, Fiona kissed Ulrich in the lips and fled! She�s in love? No� HE IS.

CHAPTER 10: BETTER OFF

As Ulrich stood still and rephrasing everything that just happened his ears caught a noise in the bushes. It was Naomi. She saw everything, and she felt like shit in the streets that was stepped on. Her world just simply stopped and became flat. And she wondered that if she where the one who did that earlier, she would have cleared her through and her feelings and she�ll get the opportunity to kiss Ulrich that would have been the most exciting thing that could ever happens to a teenager�s life. But all of that was shattered and have been taken away in just 4 minutes and 58 seconds.

�Naomi? Is dat you?� But Naomi kept wondering that if she just went there and told him what she really felt because Ulrich would have loved a girl who was more to be on what she believes in because that is what Ulrich really wanted in a girl and not some gathered fact Magic Word. �Hey, Naomi! Are you awake over there?� Ulrich jumped over the fence and went to her. �What the Hell are you doing here? Did you see what Fiona just did? She kissed me? Can you believe it? That�s the first time that happened to me! And I feel weird and nervous.� Naomi is still out of her mind and stunned of the things she planned to do but didn�t actually do it. �Naomi!!!� �SLAPP!� Ulrich slapped her face hard and solid as he could. ��The HELL�S the matter with you LUCIFER!!!!???� �Well� nothing�s wrong with me y�know, I�m thinking what the Hell are you doing here is something to be wrong about!� as she slowly responds while thinking of another one of her lame excuse� � Me-me? We-well, I-I was st-star gazing out here and I never intended to see what the Hell ever you did with that bitch that�s why I can�t talk because I was shocked too y�know!� �For HELL�s sake Naomi! I didn�t meant or rather; I wasn�t the one who made the move� SHE did!� �Sh-she did?� Surprisingly changes her mood to be her self again and implies, �Well we should get her arrested for what the Hell she just did to you LC!� Geeze let it go Naomi! There wasn�t any love felt there and there will never be until I got to hell okay?� He talked liked that but he felt inside when he was saying those things were just wasn�t right. He never felt that way before but he never told Naomi about it. He thought that she would just be teased that he is going mellow and nice or good. Any Satanist that would want that is just pretending to be a Satanist. So he tried to ignore the fact that he�s really in love with someone. �Naomi, why are you even here? I mean it�s not like you not being in your house when I just went from your house.� As Naomi quickly thinks of another one of her lame excuse, �I was star gazing? YeaH! STARGAZING! I was really looking up in the heavens with no other reason but just finding the red planet Mars and until not I don�t know how the Hell I got my way unto here! I�m not lying for your info!� Ulrich slowly had his other eyebrow slanting and the other one astonished and freaked out, and bit-by-bit looked onto the stars, �YEAH RIGHT!� �I�m telling the truth! HONEST!� �Okay I can understand that because it�s really your monthly period today and the moon�s quite bright today so I won�t complain.� �WHAT?!� � If that�s the only thing you can say now, excuse me! I�ll try to connect to the World Wide Web and be heard all over the chat room. I have a new fan y�know and I think this chick likes me again. Who knows?� Ulrich grabbed the beer that Fiona left, while he fled and went in the house.

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