Kian ran out of the hospital as quickly as he could. He ran to his car, unlocked the door, went it and shut the door. He closed his eyes and sighed deeply. "For the love of God�I need a pack of cigarettes�" he said starting up the engine and driving away.
15 minutes later Kian was still in his car. He drove out of town and stopped his car in the side of the road somewhere in the middle of nowhere. He lit up one of the cigarettes in the pack he bought on his way and stuck it in his mouth.
"Fuck I need another one" he said. "Maybe more than one" as he stuck 2 other cigarettes in his mouth. "One for each month of lies�" he said as he started feeling tears rolling down his cheeks. "Fuck, why am I crying?" he said getting mad and climbing out of the car.
He started kicking some stones and rocks that were on the side of the road.
An hour later he smoked all of the cigarettes he had bought, smoking them in chains. He kept on crying.
"Maybe I'll just turn on the radio�yeah�music always makes me feel better and it's been a while since I just listened to music�" he said getting in his car again and turning on the radio to hear Backstreet Boys' 'As Long As You Love Me'.
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (I don't know)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me (yeah)
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby
I don't care who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
What you did
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
Don't care what you did (yeah)
As long as you love me (as long as you love me)
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are (who you are)
Where you're from (where you're from)
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did (I don't care)
As long as you love me
Kian just cried. More and more tears fell down his eyes. "I gotta talk to her" he suddenly said. "Yeah�" as he started the engine and drove off back to the hospital.
"What the fuck are you doing?" he said as he stormed into the room to see Alex getting dressed quickly.
"Didn't anyone ever teach you to knock?"
"Alex what are you doing?"
"Getting out of your life" she said as she put her jacket on. "Goodbye" she said leaning to kiss him lightly on the lips.
"No." he said stopping her as she was on her way out of the room. "We need to talk"
"There's nothing to talk about�I'm a whore, a slut, a bitch, whatever! Go ask Gary if you want more ways to describe me, he'll be more than happy to help out�I'm just gonna walk out of your life and you can forget all about me and go on�forget I'm even alive"
"I can't. I love you too much"
Alex froze and looked at him. She then ran out of the room crying.
Kian collapsed on the bed and covered his face with his hands. "Jesus Christ�"