Sonia was driving back to her hotel after not making to talk to Kian before his plane took off. She went pass a small music shop and decided to stop. She walked inside, pulling a baseball cap on, covering her eyes. She usually hated wearing such an ugly piece of clothing but she looked horrible - her hair was not shining and wonderful as usual, she didn't have her jewelry on and she didn't have make-up on either. Besides, she didn't feel like being all nice and cheery and give out autographs so she didn't want to be recognized.

"Hello" the young woman that was standing at the counter said smiling.

"Hello" Sonia said smiling back.

"Is there anything specific you're looking for?" the young woman asked.

"Yes�do you have Westlife's album here?" Sonia asked.

"We have all of them - the self-titled one, Coast To Coast, World Of Our Own, The Greatest Hits and Irish Pride - their latest." The woman explained.

"Great, I want all of them" Sonia said as the woman went to get the CDs.

It's been a week since Westlife left and the Florida dates of Sonia's tour were going pretty well. The audience was pretty glad to see Justin perform every night and the reviews that were written on it were better than the one that were written when Westlife were on tour. But most reviews were busy talking about "the royal couple of the US - on tour together" and none of them really paid attention to the actual show.

Sonia entered her hotel suite that night, exactly one week after Westlife left. She was tired and sad. Justin was all over her the whole night long after the show and she hated every second of it. Every touch of his made her feel like she's going to throw up. She wanted it to be Kian kissing her.

She fell down on her bed and looked at the ceiling and closed her eyes. She then looked aside at the little night table and saw the bag with the Westlife CDs she bought a week ago. She took out the first one out of the bag - Westlife's self-titled album. She took a second to look at the album cover. Kian looked so good. She then went to the stereo and put the CD inside. She hit "Random" on the remote and song 11 started playing.

Sonia laid back on her bed and listened to the song.

I can't sleep
I just can't breathe
When your shadow is all over me, baby
Don't wanna be a fool in your eyes
Cause what we had was built on lies

And when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me, hear what I say

I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here right you
I don't wanna see
See us apart
I just wanna see it straight from my heart
I miss you

What would it take
For you to see
To make you understand that I'll always believe (always believe)
You and I can make it through
And I still know I can't get over you

Cause when our love seems to fade away
Listen to me, hear what I say

I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here right you
I don't wanna see
See us apart (see us apart)
I just wanna see it straight from my heart
Oh baby I miss you, I do

Cause when our love always fades away
Listen to me,
Hear what I say (say, say)

I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be
Right here right you
I don't wanna see
See us apart (oh baby, see us apart)
I just wanna see it straight from my heart
I miss you, I miss you, I do

I don't wanna feel
The way that I do
I just wanna be (just wanna be)
Right here right you (right here with you)
I don't wanna see (don't wanna see)
See us apart (see us apart)
I just wanna see it straight from my heart
Oh baby I miss you, I do

Sonia laid there wiping her tears away. She felt as if that song was written about what she was going through now.

Sonia woke up the next morning after crying herself to sleep. Peppa was right, as much as Sonia hated to admit it, Peppa was right. She truly did love Kian and she had to tell him that. The first thing she'll do when he gets back�

Westlife were in Click Night Club in London, partying their winning in 4 Smash Hits awards - including Best Haircut for Kian, Best Album for Irish Pride, Best Band On Planet Pop and Best Live Act.

"God, could you believe Ki won best haircut with that thing?" Nicky said pointing at Kian's hair.

"For your information, my hair is a sign of perfection" Kian said taking a sip from his beer.

"Yeah Nix, what did you want? To win it yourself with that long girly hairdo?" Bryan laughed.

"It's not that long�" Nicky said.

"But it's girly" Bryan said.

"Oh just shut up" Nicky said shaking his head.

"What I really can't believe is how come we won best live act when our last UK tour was last year�only the American saw us this year performing�" Shane said.

"Don't forget to mention the fact it's a bunch of American GUYS that just came to see Sonia Ray wearing nearly nothing and have their dicks doing a home run" Kian said as the rest of the lads burst out laughing.

"Ki, what is it with you lately? You're firing loads of nasty comments about Sonia Ray and we're miles away from her, she can't really hear it, you know" Mark said.

"Yeah I know, but I hate her so it doesn't matter if she's any way near, as long as I insult the crap outta her" Kian said.

"I think the exact opposite actually" Bryan said.

"What do you mean?" Kian asked.

"I think you're IN LOVE with her" Bryan said.

"Yeaaaaaaahhhh right." Kian said rolling his eyes.

"Oh you'll see, my darling Egan, you'll see"