"Hey Ki" Nicky said as he, Bryan, Shane and Mark walked into Kian and Samantha's suite.

"Hey lads" Kian said, looking up at them. He was sitting on the bed with his guitar, writing music to the song he wrote when he and Samantha just got together. "I wanted you to hear this new song I wrote�"

"Sure" Nicky said.

"Cool" Mark said.

"Bring it on!" Bryan said as all four sat down on chair in front of Kian and Kian started singing while playing on the guitar.

Trying not to feel you but
You just brushed by
And if you dare to cross that line, you know
My toes will step on fire

Oh, sizzle when it's face on face
And skin on skin
And I'm trying to keep you out
And I'm trying to keep me in

"Wow" Shane said when Kian finished the song. "That song is amazing!"

"Yeah, damn dude, we didn't know you could write shit in that level, it's brilliant!" Nicky said.

"I absolutely love it" Bryan agreed.

"Yep, no doubt would be a hit" Mark said, agreeing with the rest.

"Really? You really think it's good? I wrote both the music and lyrics all by myself�" Kian said.

"It's brilliant! Could you sing it tonight?" Shane asked.

"Um�I suppose I can�but you won't have the time to learn the lyrics and we don't really have time to rehearse�" Kian said.

"No, sing it on your own" Mark said.

"On my own?" Kian asked, surprised.

"Yes on your own" Shane said. "It's a great song, but it's your style, not Westlife's. And besides, people would finally be able to see what Kian Egan has to offer"

"Well I suppose I can�" Kian said.

"Great!" Nicky said. "Now lets go lads, we'll give Ki some time to rehearse the song"

"Yeah, good idea." Shane said. "And Egan, don't forget, 6:30 you're downstairs so we could all go to the arena together"

"Ok" Kian said smiling.

On his way to the lobby to meet the lads, Kian stopped at the hotel's gift-shop to buy a paper. He couldn't breathe when he saw the headline. 'Sonia Ray marries a stage-worker'. He started reading the article.

*N Sync star Justin Timberlake called me last night, with very surprising news. According to the American heart-breaker, Sonia Ray got married two days ago in the Hunka Hunka Burnin' Love church in Las Vegas. Justin also told me the lucky guy was not him, but a stage-worker on Sonia's tour.
Below you could see a picture of the happy couple getting married.

Kian looked at the picture. It was the picture they took with the Elvis impersonator. He kept reading down. The article was full of bullshit Justin made up.

"Sam will have a fit if she reads it�" he said to himself. "She can't read it, no way�I won't let her�"

"Kian! Yo Egan!" Nicky asked running after Kian, trying to catch up on him as he saw him in the hall on his way down to the lobby.

"Hey dude" Kian said, stopping and waiting for Nicky to get to him.

"Dude, did you see the papers?" Nicky asked.

"Yeah, damn if Sammy sees it, she'll have a fit" Kian said shaking his head.

"But maybe then she'll go murder Justin and we'll get rid of that stupid arrogant fucker?"

"Maybe�I don't want her to see it anyway�it'll just upset her" Kian said as they both walked into the elevator.

"Yes and if Samantha's upset, KiKi is not getting any tonight" Nicky said laughing.

"Oh shut it, Byrne"

"Am shutting it, master Egan" Nicky said laughing.

"Kian! Kian where are you?" Samantha shouted across the backstage area of the arena. "PEPPA!" she shouted finally, giving up on finding Kian that was in the Green room, on the phone with his mother trying to explain to her how come he got married and she wasn't invited.

"I'm here, Sonia, I'm here!" Peppa said as she got out of Samantha's dressing room.

"I told you not to call me that" Samantha said.

"Well there might be people that will hear me in these halls�and you did say you prefer Sonia�" Peppa said, shrugging her shoulders.

"Well I prefer Samantha now" Samantha said.

"Oi�the Irish boy is messing with your head, isn't he?"

"No he's not�speaking of my husband, have you seen him?" Samantha asked.

"Yes, talking to his mummy on the phone in the Green room" Peppa said laughing.

"Ok" Samantha said rolling her eyes.

"Mum will you calm down, PLEASE?" Kian pleaded to his mum, Patricia, that was on the phone. "No�no I wasn't drunk�Yes I was aware of what I'm doing�yes I love her, mum�no she's not pregnant�"

Samantha stood there at the door, listening to him.

"Yes mum she's a good girl�fine�fine�Bye�yes I love you too" Kian said rolling his eyes as Samantha laughed. "Yeah, bye mum�bye�Mum!" Kian said. "Bye!" he finally said, hanging up the phone. "Jesus Christ that woman is annoying"

"Aww, don't talk like that about your mother, I'm sure she just wants the best for you�" Samantha said as she went to sit on Kian's lap.

"Well hey there" Kian said when she sat down.

"Hey" she said and kissed him. They started kissing more passionately when they heard someone coughing loudly. They stopped and both looked at the door.

"Sorry to bother, but we gotta go on stage, Egan" Shane said, standing there, crossing his arms.

"I'm coming" Kian said as Samantha moved off Kian's lap and he got up. "Oh, Sam, I want you to watch our show tonight, ok?"

"Sure, I was planning on watching it anyway" she said smiling at him.

"Cool" Kian said smiling as he followed Shane out of the Green room and onto the stage.

See, there you go again,
You're making me mad.
Cause I'm drawn to this danger,
Always making me mad!

One hundred million reasons to ignore,
Wanting to be with you,
One hundred million eyes behind these walls,
Watching you, hearing you, knowing you...

Keep me a secret
Keep me out your arms
Keep my kisses off your lipstick
Stop me swallowing your charms

Keep yourself a secret
Lock up all your doors
I'll keep you out of my dreams
And just you keep me out of yours

All I'm asking
Is for nothing
And if nothing is enough for you
Leave it unsaid
Keep me inside your head
Under your breath

Keep me a secret
Keep me out your arms
Keep my kisses off your lipstick
Stop me swallowing your charms

Keep yourself a secret
Lock up all your doors
I'll keep you out of my dreams
And just you keep me out of yours

Kian finished the song to the sound of the audience's loud screaming. He closed his eyes, savoring the moment. It was the first time in a long time that he got to sing a song, solo. Live. On stage. Just him and the guitar. And something he wrote himself. He now knew how Nirvana or Guns And Roses feel whenever they perform and the feeling was just amazing.

"Kian�can I ask you something?" Samantha asked that night when they were both laying in bed.

"Sure" Kian said smiling. "What is it?"

"That song you sang tonight�"

"Keep Me A Secret?"

"Yeah�you wrote it about us, didn't you?" she asked, looking at him.

"Yeah�wrote it that night�when we decided to give ourselves a chance to try and be together�I couldn't sleep and I just sat there and looked at you sleep�you looked so beautiful�and the words just came out of me" Kian said, biting his lower lip. "You're not mad, are you?"

"Why would I be mad?"

"Because of this song�" Kian said as Samantha laughed. "What's so funny?"

"This song is our whole relationship�like, exactly our relationship�about us hating each other at the beginning and trying not to fall in love with each other�"

"I'm glad that's past us, though�Love to love you" he said laughing.

"Hey that sounds good, you should write a song about it�call it Love To Love" Samantha laughed.

"Yeah, why not" Kian said smiling. "Love To Love huh?"