That night Sonia locked herself in her room and just cried. She couldn't stop crying. Kian and her could've been together now. It was so close, yet so damn far. He loved her. He told her so. So why did he insist on not being together? What was the problem?

Her thoughts were cuts off when somebody knocked the door.

"Go away!" Sonia shouted.

Sonia, it's me, Kian, can you please open the door?

Sonia quickly got up and ran to the door. She stopped to look in the mirror that was next to the door. She noticed her eyes were all red and puffy from crying. "Shit" she muttered.

"Hey" Kian said smiling as Sonia opened the door. He was holding flowers. "Here, these are for you" he said handing her the flowers.

"Oh�thanks�what are they from?" Sonia asked.

"Just to say I'm sorry�" Kian said dropping his head down and looking at the floor. "Can I come in?" he asked lifting his head back up to look at her.

"Yeah, sure" Sonia said and moved aside so Kian could walk in.

"Have you been crying?" Kian asked looking at her. "Your eyes are all red and puffy�"

"No�" Sonia said dropping her head down as she sat down on the edge of her bed.

"Don't lie to me" Kian said kneeling down in front of her and lifting her chin so she'll face him.

"Ok I was crying�" Sonia said.

"Why?" Kian asked as he got up and sat down next to her, wrapping his arm around her waist.

Sonia leaned her head on his shoulder and started crying again. "I want to be with you"

"I wanna be with you too" Kian whispered, wiping her tears again.

"No you don't" Sonia said.

"Yes I do�been thinking about it�and I do" Kian said.

"Really?" Sonia said smiling and looking up at him.

"Yes" Kian said as he started kissing her slowly. "But it'll have to be our little secret. No one can know" Kian said as they pulled away from the kiss.

"Ok�but what about Justin and Jessica?" Sonia asked.

"We'll have to stay with them�if we'll both break up with them, then it'll look suspicious" Kian said.

"I don't think I'll be able to see you with Jessica�when you're with her, you're all over each other" Sonia said.

"You think I can bare to see you with Justin?" Kian asked. "We'll just have to try not have a big love scene with them in front of each other�"

"And what about when we're not around each other? I hate kissing Justin as it is�" Sonia said.

Kian laughed. "Can't really stand kissing Jessica either."

"Doesn't seem like that. You looked pretty in love with her to me that day when I saw you in the arena's hall" Sonia said.

"I don't love her" Kian said. "Never did, really"

"But you told her that you do. You said, 'you had me when you said hello'�That was pretty sweet, nobody tells this kind of thing to someone he doesn't really love" Sonia said.

"How long have you been there?" Kian laughed. "Nah, I say it to all the girls I date�never really mean it�I use it to get chicks, that all"

"Oh�" Sonia said.

"No more talking, lets get to action" Kian said.

"What? What do you mean?" Sonia laughed.

"Ever since what happened in the tour's opening night, I've been dying for it to happen again" Kian whispered in her ear.

Sonia smiled and they started to kiss. "I've been dying for it to happen again too�couldn't stop thinking about it"

"Good, then we agree here on something" Kian said as they started kissing again and he turned the light off.

Kian was laying there in bed in Sonia's hotel room looking at her sleep. If he thought she was beautiful when she was awake, it was nothing compared to how beautiful she was when she was asleep.

He got up and put his boxer shorts on. He took the papers and the pen with the hotel's name on them from the table on the other end of the room and sat on the edge of the bed. He looked at Sonia and smiled and suddenly, words began to pour out of him and he started writing.

Trying not to feel you but
You just brushed by
And if you dare to cross that line, you know
My toes will step on fire

Oh, sizzle when it's face on face
And skin on skin
I'm tryin to keep you out
And I'm trying to keep me in

One hundred million eyes behind these walls
Watching you, hearing you, knowing you

Keep me a secret
Keep me out your arms
Keep my kisses off your lipstick
Stop me swallowing your charms

Keep yourself a secret
Lock up all your doors
I'll keep you out of my dreams
Just you keep me out of yours

I'm needing not to notice you
But you, grabbed my eye.
And don't let embraces linger,
Try to keep our arms untied.

See, there you go again,
You're making me mad.
Cause I'm drawn to this danger,
Always making me mad!

One hundred million reasons to ignore,
Wanting to be with you,
One hundred million eyes behind these walls,
Watching you, hearing you, knowing you...

Keep me a secret
Keep me out your arms
Keep my kisses off your lipstick
Stop me swallowing your charms

Keep yourself a secret
Lock up all your doors
I'll keep you out of my dreams
Just you keep me out of yours

All I'm asking
Is for nothing
And if nothing is enough for you
Oh, leave it unsaid
Keep me inside your head
Under your breath

Keep me a secret
Keep me out your arms
Keep my kisses off your lipstick
Stop me swallowing your charms

Keep yourself a secret
Lock up all your doors
I'll keep you out of my dreams
And just you keep me out of yours

He looked at the song he just wrote. "That could be a hit�" he thought as he wrote the title Keep Me A Secret on the top of the page.

Sonia woke up to the feeling of having someone kissing her from top to bottom. She looked down to see Kian working his way up from her stomach and she smiled, remembering last night.

"Morning beautiful" Kian said smiling as he reached her mouth and they kissed.

"Morning handsome" she replied laughing.

"Oh, tell me Sonia Ray�how did I fall in love with you?" Kian asked as he kissed his was down to her neck and started working on it.

"I don't know. Been asking myself the same question" Sonia said.

"What? How did you fall in love with yourself? Well it's simple, you looked in the mirror�" Kian said laughing.

"No you moron, how did I fall in love with YOU?" Sonia asked.

"I don't know. But my mum always said that complete opposites are most attracted to each other. Like my brother Tom and his wife�" Kian said and then froze, staring at the window behind Sonia's back and biting his lower lip.

"Tom's the brother that died in the car accident, right?" Sonia asked.

"Yeah�" Kian said, his voice breaking. "I still miss him so much�"

"I bet you do�" Sonia said passing her hand in his hair. "I like your hair�"

"Why thank you, it's my pride and joy" Kian said laughing. "Even won a couple of 'best hairdo' awards for it" he laughed.

"Really?" Sonia asked.

"Yep" Kian laughed.

"Well I can see why" Sonia said kissing him.

"I have to go�" Kian said.

"Why? Don't go�stay�" Sonia said.

"I can't�" Kian said. "I gotta get back to my room before our wake-up call else the lads will wonder where I am"

"I don't want you to go�" Sonia said.

"Don't wanna go either but I have to�" Kian said.

"Ok�" Sonia said.

"I love you" Kian whispered in her ear. "I love you so much, don't you ever forget it"

"I won't" Sonia said smiling.