|| All I Want 1/2
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Nicky studied the petite blonde intently. Watching her every move as she stood centre of attention in a large group of friends, he felt his body growing more and more aroused. A tall brunette standing next to her had caught Shane's wandering hazel eyes. Now both of them stood admiring from a distance, occasionally sipping their frothy beers as dozens of people danced in front of them.
"We should go and talk to them," Nicky declared as he turned to face his best friend.
"Nah, it's all in the eyes mate! Just stare at them like crazy, they'll soon get the message!"
Shane grinned confidently, as his eyes travelled back to the girl he was previously gawping at. Sighing, Nicky's concentration was diverted to a tall red head who came up and asked him for a dance.
"Hold this Shay!" Nicky asked as he plonked his beer down in his best friend's hands. Shane went to call out in protest, as Nicky was led away to the dance floor. Instead however, he began mumbling angry words to himself about Nicky and his rude manners.
"Hi, I couldn't help but notice you talking to yourself, you really that lonely?!" Came a teasing voice.
Shane's head instantly shot up, about to shoot back a sharp reply, when instead s massive smile formed on his good looking face. Standing in front of him was the tallish brunette, accompanied with the cutest pair of puppy dog eyes he had ever seen. Not to mention, a sexy smile.
"Nice long legs and a firm arse too," Shane thought as his eyes finally finished giving her the once over, close up.
"Yeah it's just my so called mate over there dumped his drink on me and went on the floor with a bird!" Shane replied, making sure he flashed her his most winning smile.
As Shane led his new found beauty to the dance floor, he couldn't resist in giving Nicky the cheekiest smirk he could muster as Nicky now stood alone by the circular table, glaring in his direction.
"One over to me!" Shane thought, as he pulled the girl close and began to sexily grind his firm hips against her.
"Right Byrne," Nicky thought to himself as he straightened up the collar to his blue Gucci shirt. "Time for you to make a move!"
Walking confidently over to the large crowd of people surrounding his target, he cut through them expertly, smiling at the girls who recognised him from Westlife.
"I've been staring at you all night but you don't seem to have noticed so I decided to come up to myself and ask you for a dance!" Nicky told the blonde girl standing in front of him confidently.
His nerves inside however were shooting off in all directions. Looking a bit surprised the small blonde smiled back at him, causing butterflies to start flying around his flat stomach.
"I did notice you staring, but I made sure I looked when you weren't!" She replied with a cheeky glint in her dark blue eyes.
Feeling somewhat of a fool, he smiled back not knowing what else to say. He looked down as she reached her small hand out. His stare travelled back up her slim body. Wearing a short dark denim skirt, accompanied with a tight white gypsy top, she grinned at him with another cute smile.
"You wanted a dance?!" She continued, wiping the bewildered expression straight off his gorgeous face.
"Oh yeah sorry," he spluttered, feeling a healthy blush form on his smooth cheeks.
"Blonde moment!" He apologised, grasping her warm hand in his as he turned and led her into the centre of the dark room.
All around them, bright disco lights darted all over the floor, a huge crystal ball hung from the ceiling, causing small shadows to form all over everyone in there. As a fast song came on, he moved in time with the music, letting his gaze slowly look her up and down. Long tanned legs that seemed to go on for miles moved sexily in time with the music. A petite waist followed by a nice sized raise in her chest led upwards towards her face. Nicky felt his pin stripe trousers tightening as a stirring in his crotch formed. Breathing deeply, he tried to push all thoughts about how he'd love to run his hands up her smooth legs and see what she had to offer underneath those clothes out of his mind.
"So what's your name?" He asked as he moved slightly closer to her.
"Lusia."
"Doosha?" He spluttered with surprise, a small frown forming on his face at the strange name.
Laughing, a cute giggle, she corrected him.
"No, Lusia, you pronounce it Lu-sha!" She explained, whilest sticking out her tongue at him.
"Didn't that hurt?" He asked, a look of shock appearing on his face as the music increased.
"Didn't what hurt?"
"Your tongue?"
Beginning to laugh again, the music finally slowed down and the voice of thepopular Dj filled the room.
"Nah, I've had it done since I was 15," she confessed.
"What on earth possessed you get a bar stuck through your tongue?"
The mere thought of having that done made his skin crawl. Ear's were no problem, but having a needle stuck through your tongue was a different matter altogether.
"Yeah well it's good for certain things!" She revealed, with a smirk.
Raising one eyebrow, he smirked back at her, feeling totally his trousers becoming that bit tighter.
"I didn't realise you were so good looking in real life!" Lusia said, as the music came to a stand still.
The whole room was filled with the soft notes of a more slow, romantic song.
"So you know who I am then?" he replied, glancing round to see where Shane was.
"Who doesn't?" She replied, also following his gaze.
"Are you a fan?" He asked, as he turned back round to face her.
"Maybe!" She teased, a small smile playing on her face.
Suddenly she went flying forward, falling against Nicky.
"Fucking idiot," she shouted at a drunken lad who looked about 15.
"Sorry," she mumbled to Nicky, her face blushing madly.
"Don't be," he murmured, his hands slipping themselves around her tiny waist.
Breathing in her perfumed scent, he pulled her even closer against him, letting their bodies begin to move in time to the slow song. He felt her chest sigh against his, the closeness they were experiencing both sending sparks flying. Closing his eyes, he absorbed himself in her touch and smell. Standing at a neat 5"6, she was the perfect height for him.
"Wonder where Saz is," Lusia mumbled against his chest, her head pressing lightly against his shoulder.
"Who?" Nicky asked, opening his eyes to see a couple of girls sending bitchy look's in his and Lusia's direction.
"My best friend Sarah, I think she went to ask Shane for a dance earlier, she noticed him staring at her all night and it was driving her crazy. Make's her feel self conscious, so she says! Dunno why though, she's absolutely gorgeous and she knows it."
"Well so are you," Nicky blurted out, surprised that Lusia disagreed.
"Hardly compared to her. I'm surprised it wasn't you who liked her, I read somewhere that Shane likes blondes whilest you go for brunettes?"
Chuckling silently to himself he said, "Don't always believe what you read!"
"I'll keep that in mind," she smiled, her dark blue eyes glittering brightly.
"Please play another song, please play another song," Nicky silently begged the club Dj in his mind.
"Obviously isn't your night tonight Byrne," he decided wryly as everyone suddenly began to shift themselves in the 'exit this way' direction.
"So what you doing now anyway?" Nicky asked as he led Lusia off the floor, whilest scanning the crowds for Shane.
"Finding Saz, then going back to hers to crash for the night I think."
"Oh right."
"Ask her if she wants to go for a coffee, anything," Nicky told himself as the cold Irish night air hit them both.
Suddenly the night was filled with a loud screech.
"Lusia, over here," soared the voice of her best friend.
Looking up at Nicky she shook her head softly in amusement as she noticed Sarah and Shane also hand in hand, on the other side of the main road.
"Well what a coincedence!"
Shane smirked as Nicky and Lusia approached them. He rose his dark eye brow at Nicky along with a "I know what your up too!" grin. Ignoring it, Nicky turned away and faced the two English girls.
"Lusia, hope you don't mind honey, I'm staying with Shane tonight so you'll have to go and crash back at your place after all." She said, glancing in Nicky's direction with a smile on her gorgeous face.
Feeling extremely embarrassed Lusia missed the smirk that Nicky threw back at Shane, who wasn't really bothered anyway.
"Haven't you got a jacket?" Nicky suddenly asked, noticing the goosebumps forming their way along Lusia's arms.
"Nah, didn't bother bringing one, but nor did you anyway!"
"Spose!" Nicky agreed, huskiness showing through his strong Irish accent.
"Anyway mate, we're gonna be off now!"
Shane winked at Nicky who in return rolled his blue eyes.
"Make sure you ring me tomorrow to sort out next week's schedule," Nicky reminded him.
"Yeah, yeah will do," Shane called back as him and Sarah hailed a cab back to the hotel.
"God what is he like!" Nicky muttered quietly to himself as he walked Lusia back in the direction of her flat.
Giggling, Lusia said, "Don't worry, Saz is exactly the same!"
Smiling softly, he found himself warming more and more towards Lusia as he learnt more about her.
"So is this it?" Nicky asked a while later as they came to a stop outside a block of cheap looking white flats.
"Yep, it's not much but it's mine so I love it," she stated clearly, obviously not ashamed at what little she had.
"So you should," he grinned, shivering slightly as a gust went by.
Silence greeted them as they stood awkwardly in front of each other.
"A bit cold now," Lusia said, her eyes concentrating on the ground.
"Yeah a bit."
"Yeah."
"Say something smart Byrne," Nicky scolded himself, as he stared at the shivering girl in front of him.
"Do you like banana sandwiches?" He suddenly blurted out, feeling a total idiot as she stared at him with the most bewildered expression on her pretty face.
"Umm, yeah I guess." She replied, a slightly smile forming on the corners of her lips.
Nicky felt his eyes being drawn to them.
"Quite small, not to thick, not to thin, a cute shape," he observed from a distance. "Wonder what they feel like close up?"
He licked his dry lips as he cleared his throat.
"You know something Lusia?"
"No, what's that?"
"What's what?"
"That something?"
"That something what?" Nicky asked, a wave of confusion sweeping over him.
"Nicky!"
Lusia laughed, playfully swiping his arm in the process.
"Anyway, what I was about to say was, I've never kissed a girl whose got her tongue pierced before. I wanna know what it feel's like."
His voice had taken on a deeper tone, sending shivers running all the way down Lusia's back. Beginning to slightly tremble with nerves, she looked up and found herself drowning in the blueness of his eyes.
"Oh yeah?" She mumbled shyly, beginning to fiddle with her skirt.
"Yeah," he told her as he reached out and pulled her body up tightly against his.
"And what makes you so sure your gonna find out?" She continued, her dark blue eyes challenging his bravely.
"Because I'm Nicky, and I always get what I want," he growled before sending his hungry lips crashing down onto hers.
A wave of different emotions fled through his body as his lips brushed roughly against hers. Feeling her body stretch itself out against his as her hands reached up and secured them selves around his neck, he half smiled in satisfaction as his tongue began to probe her lips for more access. His left hand trailed slowly along her collarbone whilest the other placed itself in the small of her back. Feeling her lips widen ever so slightly, he took full advantage of this and expertly slipped his tongue inside.
Lusia's tongue teased his endlessly, making sure she had the same effect on him as he did on her. She widened her lips even more as the kiss became more intense. She thanked God that Nicky was supporting her because if he wasn't, she knew her knees would have failed her. A surge of electricity passed between them as their kiss deepened, Nicky immensely enjoying the new sensations of her tongue bar against his tongue, mixed with the soft touch of her lips on his. Hearing her let out a soft sigh against his mouth, Nicky felt his erection grow even more and he pulled her hips directly against his as they continued their tongues continued to caress each others.
The next morning, Lusia awoke to the ringing of her mobile next to her single bed.
"Hello?" She murmured in a sleep filled voice.
"Lusia, I shagged Shane last night! Oh my god I can't fuckin' believe it!"
Sarah screamed down the phone.
"And good morning to you too!" Lusia moaned, opening her tired eyes for the first time that morning.
"It was soooo good Lusia, we have GOT to talk? Are you up? I'll be over in 10 minutes!"
"I am now, see ya then," She replied, throwing back the bedcovers and climbing out of her comfortable bed.
In exactly ten minutes later the doorbell to her rented flat rang. Letting Sarah in, Lusia instantly noticed how flushed her face was. Her brown eyes were sparkling madly, and she had a rosy pink blush on her cheeks.
"Someone looks happy!"
Lusia teased as they walked into the living room.
"Here this is for you," Sarah said quickly, shoving a take away McDonalds into her hands.
"Cheers babe, so tell me everything then!" Lusia said as they both sat down on her cream sofa and began to open her brown paper bag.
"Well it was just amazing! He is the most fittest bloke I have ever seen in my life, AND," she emphasised, looking straight at her best friend. "He wants to see me again, it wasn't just a one stand like I thought it would be!" The happiness in her voice was undeniable.
"Aww I'm pleased for ya babe, but remember that he is drooled over world wide and everything, not to mention their super busy lifestyle."
"Yeah don't remind me," Sarah moaned. "How am I supposed to live?"
Laughing, Lusia took a bite of her double cheeseburger.
"I'm sure you'll find a way," she replied with a smile.
"Anyway tell me about you and Nicky? What happened?"
Sarah began to bounce around in her seat, not being able to keep still.
""Nothing!" Lusia claimed, an innocent grin forming on her face.
"Whatever Lu, tell me now or I'll be forced to go straight up to him and ask him myself!"
Rolling her dark blue eyes, she simply said, "We kissed."
"And?" Sarah looked at her expectantly.
"And what?"
"And what else?"
"Nothing else, we kissed and that's all!"
Lusia sighed as she finished her 'healthy' breakfast and chucked the bag into the bin situated on the far side of her living room.
"Oh wow, was it amazing?" Sarah probed, a cheeky glint in her brown eyes.
"It was alright."
"Alright, are you crazy? You kissed the most famous man in the world, well next to Shane, and you say it was just alright?" She spluttered, not being able to believe what she was hearing.
"Well unlike you," Lusia began, a cheeky smirk entering her face. "I'm not getting to hyped up because for starters, when he find's out I'm only seventeen, seven years younger than him and have a 5 month old baby, I'm sure he'll do a runner."
"You didn't tell him?" Sarah asked, an expression of uncertainty spreading across her face.
"No, I didn't get a chance. Oh Saz, I'm really fucked," Lusia suddenly said, her dark blue eyes filling up with small tears.
"Why babe?"
"Because, that kiss was the most amazing kiss I've ever had in my life and I'm absolutely crazy about him."
"Oh, I didn't think-"
Scoffing Lusia folded her long legs beneath her.
"I only said that so I might start to believe it. I couldn't sleep last night, all I could was think about, his voice, looks, touch, taste and scent."
A dreamy smile sketched itself across her face.
"I'm sure Nicky will understand," Sarah said matter of factly.
"Anyway where is Storm, still at Rob's?"
"Yeah I'm picking her up later," Lusia sighed.
"Well darling the best thing you can do is just be straight with him, I mean once this leaks out in the press anyway, we're gonna be the talk of Ireland anyway and they'll dig up as much dirt on us as possible."
"Hmm," was all Lusia could mumble in reply.
"Come here," Sarah sighed as she leant forward and wrapped her arms around her best friend. "It'll be ok I promise."
"I hope so." Lusia replied, burying her face into Sarah's fleecy white jumper.
"I see someone scored last night then!" Nicky teased as he entered Shane's hotel room.
"She, it, she, WOW!"
Was all Shane could say that made sense.
"I take it she was good then?"
"Good? That's not even the beginning. I'm bloody nuts over this girl and I've known her about 24 hours, if that, this isn't like me." Shane said as he slipped a black Nike T-shirt over his head.
Nicky smiled in response.
"I know what you mean," He replied as he sat down on an empty chair. "Lusia is just, brilliant. She seems to good to be true."
"Tell me about it," Shane sighed as he sat down on the bed, facing Nicky.
"What are we getting ourselves into?" Shane continued to ask as he ran his hand through his dark spiky hair.
"You tell me. Seems unreal doesn't it?"
Nicky leant back in the chair, his red leather trousers creasing slightly in the process.
"When you seeing Sarah again?"
"Tonight," Shane replied, the excitement showing through his soft voice. "What about you and Lusia."
"Tonight aswell."
"Cool."
"Cool."
Both of them sat in silence as they each lost themselves in thought.
"Oh shit," Shane suddenly cried, causing Nicky to jump a mile out of his seat.
"We're supposed to meet the other 3 down in the lobby," he continued.
Glancing at his silver watch, Nicky shot up and headed towards the door.
"You could of bloody reminded me sooner, I hate being late," he mumbled as he turned the door handle.
"Oh well first time for everything," Shane replied with a grin as he followed Nicky.
"You got that right," Nicky silently agreed as they walked down the narrow corridor.
Lusia's day was filled with the constant looking after of her baby daughter. She was the spitting image of both her mam and her dad. She had a mop her dads blond hair, and Lusia's dark blue eyes. She hadn't been planned, you could even say she was a mistake at the time, but now Lusia didn't regret having her at all. It was hard, but luckily Rob wasn't so much of a bad dad than to not take his fair share of responsibility. Every week her parents sent her a check from England, and Rob's mum always helped her out when she could. It was still tough though, bringing up a baby on her own in her flat. She worked hard to keep it clean and tidy, not to mention her job as a barmaid in the local pub down the road from where she lived.
Gently walking backwards and forwards, she began to brainstorm possible baby sitters, for her date that night with Nicky.
"Come on Storm, sleep for me please!" Lusia quietly whispered as her daughter gazed softly up at her.
A rush of love flew from her heart as her daughter's face broke into a cheeky little smile. Dressed in a pink baby grow with a small blue T- shirt on top, she looked like a angel of innocence. Still rocking Storm backwards and forwards, Lusia began to talk to herself.
"Rob can't as he babysat last night, and it isn't his turn until tomorrow. Saz is going out with Shane tonight, Rob's mum can't as she's on holiday, who else is there? Oh god this is hopeless," she decided as she saw Storm's eye slowly begin to close.
Lusia had no choice but to break the date and hope he understood. Somewhere she had Nicky's number, he'd scribbled it down last night for her before they said goodnight. Putting her daughter down in her cot, she began to frantically search for it as quietly as she could.
"Nix, that's your mobile man," Bryan shouted across the lobby as he stood poised ready to take a shot of the pool table.
"Yeah I'm not that blonde," Nicky thought silently to himself as he saw a number he didn't recognise appear on the screen.
"Hello?" He said, his warm Irish voice filling up the phone.
"Hi Nicky, its Lusia."
His pulse began to increase as he heard her sexy voice.
"Hiya, you alright love?" He asked as he walked out of the lobby to find somewhere more private.
"Erm, no not really." She mumbled into the phone.
"Why what's up?" Nicky asked, uncertainty seeping through his voice.v
"I can't come out with you tonight, I'm really sorry but maybe another time?" She said in a rush, letting out a breath at the end of her sentence.
"Ok, that's no problem," He replied, as a plan began to form itself in his head. "I'll give you a ring later to sort out another time ok?"
He could picture her smiling on the other side of the phone.
"Ok, I'm really sorry again Nicky, I was really looking forward to it. "
"Me too." He replied as he glanced at himself in the mirror.
"Can't be helped anyway," he continued cheerily.v
"Yeah, guess so, I've gotta go, take care."
The line went dead and confused thoughts whizzed through his mind. He wracked his brains for all the possibilities of why she didn't want to see him. Maybe he had been a bit pushy last night, demanding that kiss and everything. Nah, she had been more than happy to oblige in the end.
"Oh well Byrne," Nicky sighed as he turned back around. "If she can't go to dinner, dinner will go to her instead!" He wanted to pat himself on his head for thinking of such a brilliant idea. Looking around he noticed it wouldn't be such a good idea as he was already obtaining enough stares just from talking to himself!
It was early evening as Lusia finally got time to sit down and relax. She looked at the state of her.
Compared to last night she looked a right mess. In black Adidas trackers and a grubby looking old T-shirt, she felt relieved that nobody could see her like this. She glanced at the clock, debating whether she enough time to jump into the shower before Storm was due for her next feed. Grabbing the baby monitor she dived into the bathroom and quickly stripped off, whilest turning the shower on. The sound of Storm's soft breathing was travelling through the monitor and Lusia smiled happily to herself as she stepped under the hot water.
"Storm!" Lusia cried, as the steamy bathroom was suddenly filled with her sorrowful cries no more than one minute later.
Grabbing a small white towel, she stepped out of the shower and wrapped it round her slim body, her curly hair still soaking wet. Running to her bedroom, she picked Storm up who instantly stopped crying as soon as she was in her mothers arms. Lusia jumped as the flat rang with the sounds of her doorbell.
"Who the hell is that?" Lusia muttered to herself as she traipsed through the tidy living room to the door.
"It's times like these I wish had a bloody spy hole thing in the door," she thought to herself as she shifted Storm's weight onto her other arm.
Trying to hold the towel in place and open the door at the same time, proved a difficult task.
"Fuckin' hell," she sighed angrily to herself as Storm began to make small gurgling sounds.
Finally she managed to move the door handle, and the door swung open revealing the person behind it.
"Erm, hi," Nicky mumbled, his face turning a bright red along with Lusia's as he stared at her in obvious surprise.
"Hi," she replied, instantly trying to cover her self up.
"I sort of had what I thought was a good idea at the time, that since you couldn't come to dinner, dinner would come to you instead, but I see there's three of us." He said, glancing at the baby.
"You better come in," Lusia said, a sinking sensation forming in her stomach.
Turning around, she felt conscious of Nicky's constant stare on her body as she walked over to her bedroom.
"Just make yaself at home, I'll be out in a minute," she called before shooting through the door to her bedroom.
"Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit!" She mumbled to herself as she placed Storm down securely on her bed.
"Clothes, need clothes," Lusia realised as she dropped her towel and struggled into her underwear.
"What am I like hey Storm?" Lusia asked her daughter, not expecting a reply.
Her hands fumbled through clothes as she began to raid her wardrobe. Deciding on her tight blue denim jeans, she then slipped on a tight white vest top. Glancing in the mirror, she whipped on concealer, a layer of black mascara and some shiny clear lip-gloss before scarping her hair back into a high pony tail.
"Right, show time darling, don't let me down, be good ok!"
Lusia smiled down lovingly at Storm as she picked her up and carried her out of the room. She gasped slowly as the whole living room was dimmed, the spotlights she had on her ceiling reflected here and there. In the centre of the room on her large coffee table were plates, knives and forks along with a carrier bag full of delicious smelling Chinese take away. Nicky was standing beside the table dressed in casual black jeans and a designer top.
"Wow, you move quickly don't you?" Lusia said as she confidently walked towards him.
"So do you," he replied as she suddenly watched his eyes travel slowly up and down her slender body.
"Can you wait a few minutes cos I've gotta give Storm her bottle, then I'll explain everything. Lusia asked as she looked in Nicky's direction.
"No problem, anything I can do to help?"
His eyes locked firmly with hers. Lusia was shocked to say the least. Any other bloke wouldn't have even stepped inside the door.
"Yeah, hold her for a minute whilest I get it ready," she replied, handing Storm over to him.
A look of sudden fear washed over his cute face as he reached out his arms to hold her.
"What if I drop her?" He asked in a tone of nervousness.
"You won't," she replied simply, turning around to walk back into the kitchen.
As Lusia began to prepare her baby's bottle, Nicky sat down on the seat, staring into Storm's dark eyes. Her face suddenly broke into a small smile, and her tiny hand reached up to grab one of his fingers. Nicky smiled back in response and noticed how much Storm looked like her mother.
"Well you're a stunner, just like ya mam hey?" Nicky whispered softly, as he brushed a wavy strand of blonde hair out of her face.
Storm gurgled and began to chew on one of her tiny fingers.
Millions of questions zoomed through Nicky's head. He realised he didn't know how old Lusia actually was. What she did for a living, how she managed with it all. What about the baby's dad? This was all getting very complicated, and he wasn't as sure any more.
"Here, thanks."
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