what I thought about (a lot) in Europe
sex.
you.
sex with you.
(Bryan.)
(You!)
(No, Bryan!)
hash bars in Amsterdam.
the canals.
getting high in the hash bars and then having sex with you along the canals.
(Debbie's pants.)
(leather.)
(size 36.)
all the cows.
the yellow rapeseed fields.
the ruined windmill in the rape fields where I'd be having sex with you.
(while the cows graze dumbly on.)
the wedding.
(you don't fit in here.)
the party after.
(..family from America)
getting drunk together at the party and sneaking away to have sex with you.
how I'm supposed to be over this.
(absence makes the heart grow fonder.)
sashay.