DARKNESS
By: Mel
Pain� the only thing I feel.
Everything just seems to be nothing
Nothing at all feels real.
Now I feel like I�m just sitting here rotting
Rotting from the inside out
Rotting like trash
Trash not wanted
My whole world feels like it just crashed
Feels like everything just ended
My whole world just came down
I�m out of reasons to keep going
Life don�t seem like it�s worth the trouble
Worth the trouble of trying
Trying to live life seems laudable
It�s nothing
The pain is leaving
Now I just feel numb
This is even worst than the pain that sent me reeling
Coz now I know I was dumb
Yeah� dumb I really am�
This whole was dumb since the beginning
What the hell was I going through my brain
It all started coz I wasn�t thinking
Not thinking caused me this pain
It�s all my hearts fault
Yes! That�s where I place the blame
To a part of me that can�t be controlled
A part of me that was so hot with flame
And now is cold and in itself started to fold
Creating an emptiness inside of me that can�t be filled
A black hole inside me
Starting to suck me into nothingness
Nothingness that my soul can�t be freed
Sucking me into darkness
Help me�
Darkness�.
2002-9-18